I didn't question her.  I just watched her eyes narrow.  She sat up

suddenly, catlike, in the moonlight.

'Will is worth having.  Power.'

^Ah

'How goes it among the rich, stud?'

Rafferty was in his usual corner place at the bar, near the wall with

the old crooked print by Frederic Remington overhead.  You could see

everybody enter and leave from there and you had a clear view all the

way back to the jukebox.  The clock on the wall said five-fifteen.

'Air's a little thin at the moment.'

I told him about Steven and Casey pushing him.  He shook his head and

grinned at me.

'Line from some Warren Dates movie.  I always remembered it.  'If they

didn't have cunts, there'd be a bounty on 'em.''

'Pretty deep, I guess.'

'Too bad you can't just switch tracks.  That little blond looks sweet

and easy.'

'I think she probably is.'

'But no banana, huh?'

'Nope.'

I ordered as hot of scotch with a beer back from Hank McCarty, the

bartender, and he brought it over.  My hands were still dusted with a

fine brown powder from the saw at the yard.  It turned a muddy mahogany

when I picked up the frosted glass.

'You got to think about what you're doing, here, Danny boy.  What the

fuck are you doing?  You gonna up and marry the girl?  Maybe chase her

back to Boston or wherever that school of hers is come September?  Work

a lathe while she picks up her degree?  What are you getting all

worried about?  Screw her, have fun with her and let it ride.'

'Sure.'

'I mean it.'

'Look, George.  I haven't gotten it all mapped out.  Things just

happen.  You know that.'

He looked annoyed.  'Yeah, well they can just un happen too.'

I didn't want to argue.  Besides, he was probably right.  In a lot of

ways I was walking around with blinders on when it came to Casey no

past, no future and a very narrow focus on the present.  About the

length of one summer.  That was okay so long as I knew it was a

temporary thing by nature, so long as I was prepared to lose it and

then go on.

I wasn't.  There was a basic mistake operating and I knew it.  I was

already half-committed to the girl and I didn't know a thing about her

except physical things and what you could deduce in the space of a

couple weeks, some of which wasn't very good.  So what was I getting

involved in?  She was rich, for god's sake.  I was her summer playmate.

It wouldn't be hard to get pretty annoyed with me myself.

It seemed like a good time to tie one on.  I ordered another round for

us.

'That's right, get a little sloppy.  You'll feel better.'

'Do me a favor, George.'

'Sure.'

'If she ever pushes me off a cliff somewhere, kick the shit out of

her?'

'Be glad to.'

We drank our beers and watched the Caribou fill up steadily with the

after-work crowd.  I was always interested to see the mix.  Jeans,

dirty T-shirts, overalls, business suits from Sears.  We got salesmen,

fishermen, laborers.  A smattering of women.  All kinds of people.

Bars up here don't cater to a single type of crowd the way they do in

the cities.  There's not enough clientele for that.  Bar life is about

as democratic as we get.

'Jim Palmer was in yesterday.  We were talking about you.'

'Me?  I hardly know the guy.'

'Well, not about you exactly.  I mentioned that your friend had seen

lights over at the Crouch place.  Jimmie did all the contracting on the

place, remember?  Anyhow, he says there's nobody there now.  So it must

have been kids.'

'I guess.'

'Found out a few things, though.'

'Like what?'

He settled back in the high-back chair and sipped the head off a

fresh-poured beer.

'Well, for one thing, that doctor left scared.'

'Scared?'

'According to Palmer.  Says he was up there maybe a month before the

old guy left the place, because there was some patch-up that needed

doing on the front porch, but the doc wouldn't let him bother with it.

Had to go down into the basement instead to seal up a hole in the wall.

Big hole.  Said it looked as though somebody'd been whacking away at it

with a sledgehammer.  He couldn't figure it.  Said the doc was a pretty

weird guy.  But he could understand him wanting it patched up again.

The draft was fierce.'

'In the basement?'

'Sure.  Palmer says that in a couple of places the foundation's sitting

right beside some open spaces in the seawall.  Tunnels.  Erosion or

whatever.  Said that whole stretch of coast is honeycombed with 'em. So

you open up one of those spaces and the wind runs right in from the

sea.  Anyway, he closed it up.  I told him about our little excursion

out that way when we were kids.'

'I still don't get it.  The draft was what scared him?  What was he,

afraid of summer colds?'

'Jimmie says he doesn't really know what it was.  Maybe he was afraid

the whole house was going to slide down into those tunnels someday. You

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