away in the back of my mind as the key was tucked into my pocket.
Almost as if the locked rooms lay deliberately waiting, knowing that someday I should have need of them.
BOOK ONE
Russell
Chapter One
Japan had been freezing, the wind that sliced through its famous cherry trees scattering flakes of ice in place of spring blossoms. We had set down there for nearly three weeks, after a peremptory telegram from its emperor had reached us in Hong Kong; people kept insisting that the countryside would be lovely in May.
The greatest benefit of those three weeks had been the cessation of the dreams that had plagued me on the voyage from Bombay. I slept well—warily at first, then with the slow relaxation of defences. Whatever their cause, the dreams had gone.
But twelve hours after raising anchor in Tokyo, I was jerked from a deep sleep by flying objects in my mind.
Three days out from the island nation, the rain stopped and a weak sun broke intermittently through the grey. The cold meant that most of the passengers, after venturing out for a brief turn on the decks, settled in along the windows on the ship's exposed side like so many somnolent cats. I, however, begged a travelling-rug from the purser and found a deck-chair out of the wind. There, wrapped to my chin with a hat tugged down over my close- cropped hair, I dozed.
Halfway through the afternoon, Holmes appeared with a cup of hot coffee. Actually, it was little more than tepid and half the liquid resided in the saucer; nonetheless, I sat up and disentangled one arm to receive it, then freed the other arm so that I could pour the saucer's contents back into the cup. Holmes perched on a nearby chair, taking out his pipe and tobacco pouch.
“The Captain tells me that we are making good time,” he commented.
“I'm glad the storm blew itself out,” I replied. “I might actually be able to face the dinner table tonight.” Something about the angle of the wind the past days had made the perpetual pitch and toss of the boat even more quease-inducing than usual.
“You haven't eaten anything in three days.” Holmes disapproved of my weak stomach.
“Rice,” I objected. “And tea.”
“Or slept,” he added, snapping his wind-proof lighter into life and holding it over the bowl of his pipe.
That accusation I did not answer. After a moment, as if to acknowledge that his comment had not required a response, he went on.
“Had you thought any more about pausing in Hawaii?”
I stifled a yawn and put my empty cup onto the chair's wide arm, nestling back into the warmth of the rug. “It's up to you, Holmes. I'm happy to stop there if you like. How many days would it be before the next ship?”
“Normally three, but it seems that the following ship has turned back to Tokyo for repairs, which means we could be marooned there for a week.”
I opened one eye, unable to tell from his voice, still less his smoke-girt expression, which way his desires leant. “A week is quite a long diversion,” I ventured.
“Particularly if Hawaii has embraced the austerities of Prohibition.”
“A half-day would mean a long walk and sit at a table where I don't have to aim a moving soup spoon at my mouth. Both would be quite nice.”
“Then another four days to San Francisco.” The pointless, unnecessary observation was unlike Holmes. Indeed, this entire conversation was unlike him, I reflected, squinting at him against the glare. He had his pipe between his teeth, and was concentrating on rolling up the pouch, so I shut my eyes again.
“A week will be sufficient, you believe?”
“To draw up the papers for selling the house and business? More than enough.”
“And that is what you have decided to do.”
This noncommittal, pseudo-Socratic dialogue was beginning to annoy. “What are you getting at, Holmes?”
“Your dreams.”
“What about them?” I snapped. I should never have told him about them, although it would have been difficult not to, considering the closeness of the quarters.
“I should say they indicate a certain degree of anxiety.”
“Oh for heaven's sake, Holmes, you sound like Freud. The man had sex on the brain. ‘Rooms in dreams are generally women,' he declares. ‘A dream of going through a series of rooms indicates a brothel, or a marriage'—I can't imagine what his own marriage could have been like to equate the two so readily. And the key—God, you can imagine the fraught symbolism of playing with a key that lies warm in my pocket! ‘Innocent dreams can embody crudely erotic desires.' The faceless man he'd no doubt equate with the male organ, and as for the objects that spurt wildly into the air—well, I'm clearly a sick woman. What does it say about my ‘erotic desires' that reading the man's book made me need a hot bath? Or perhaps a cold shower-bath.”
“You sound as if you've researched this rather thoroughly.”
“Yes, well, I found a copy of his
His face darkened as he came close to responding to my diversion, then he caught himself, and counterattacked with a deceptively mild, “A knowledge of psycho-logical jargon is hardly necessary when confronted with such an unambiguous statement as that contained in those dreams of yours.”
“What do you mean, unambiguous?” I protested furiously, and too late realised that I had stepped into his own diversion with both feet.
“San Francisco's earthquake, which sent things flying about, is clearly the paradigm for the first dream. And the locked rooms may represent your family's house, which has stood empty for ten years while you pretended it wasn't there.”
“A house is more often symbolic of the self,” I told him, although I did not know why I wanted to argue.
“True, although a house may also be simply a house.”
I threw off the rug so as to face him unencumbered. “Holmes, you're mad. I've only owned the place for three years, since I turned twenty-one, and I've been rather too busy to travel halfway across the world to take care of things. As for your earthquake fantasy, I wasn't even here in 1906. And what about the faceless man dream, anyway?”
“There is as yet insufficient data to identify him,” he said, not in the least troubled by my words.
I drew breath to argue with him, but in the event, I couldn't be bothered. I rose with dignity, and said merely,