Shadows Cast by Stars

the dock, taking my time, feigning complete disinterest in Bran Eagleson, even though it’s hard work not to look at him. Guys aren’t something I know much about. At school, they avoided me as much as I avoided them. So this, the way my stomach suddenly flip-flops, is unexpected, and maybe would be even a bit unwelcome, if it weren’t for the way he watches me.

Paul grins at me when I draw close, as if he’s privy to some great secret.

“What?” I say.

Paul just shrugs and steps into the canoe, though that cheeky grin doesn’t leave his face.

“Do you want the stern?” Bran asks, flashing me a bright smile.

“No. I can paddle, but not well,” I admit, watching as my brother settles himself into the bow of the canoe with uncanny ease.

“Then I’ll steer. You sit in the center. Paul and I will bear you across the lake. Like royalty, hey, Paul?”

Paul snorts. “Don’t give her any ideas.”

Bran offers me his hand.

I falter. The last thing I want is to take his hand.

The only thing I want is to take his hand.

“Well?” Bran raises an eyebrow.

My cheeks burst into a furious blush as our fingers touch. I turn my face away to shield myself from Bran’s cinder-gray gaze as I take my seat. The canoe teeters as he steps in and I hold my breath, remembering the shadow that passed under the dock.

“Don’t worry,” Bran says. “I’ve been doing this all my life.”

I want to believe him and that certainty in his voice, but the shadow in the water is still fresh in my mind. “So, is the fishing good in this lake?” I ask, steadying my voice so the question sounds like nothing more than idle conversation.

“Yep. Sometimes we even get sturgeon.”

With that one word, my gut releases the knot it’s been holding. Sturgeon. A lovely, logical explanation. The bottle-green depths no longer seem quite so menacing.

Paul and Bran dip their paddles and the canoe glides away from the dock. They spring from the same branch, Bran and my brother, matching each stroke with the same strength, the same cadence.

I close my eyes. I can no longer see the lake, or the water, or what might lurk below. Instead I am flying alongside a raven and a kingfisher, who leave a space between them for my own absent shade.

Bran’s house sits on the southern edge of the lake. While it might have been grand at one time, the shutters now hang at odd angles and the windows appear filmy, as if they watch us with the milky eyes of the aged.

A woman in a billowing fuchsia dress strolls along the strand. She is rail-thin, and her hair, as long and white as a sun-bleached bone, streams behind her.

“That’s my mother,” Bran says.

She’s nothing like what I expected. She looks as if she has been left behind by time.

The canoe runs up the beach and Bran holds it steady so I can hop out.

His mother doesn’t even notice me. She only has eyes for her son. “My darling,” she whispers, reaching out to touch him and then withdrawing her hand as if she was about to make a mistake. “I’ve missed you so!”

He stows the paddles, ignoring his mother altogether.

Paul gives me a questioning look. We stand side by side, waiting awkwardly. Finally Bran wades up onto the shore, wipes his hands on his shorts, and sighs. “Mother, this is Paul and Cassandra Mercredi. They’ve taken the place with the boathouse on the northern side of the lake.”

Her eyes fall on me. They’re blue, but not like any blue I’ve ever seen-almost crystalline, pale, translucent. Unearthly. “Cassandra, Cassandra,” she says, rolling my name about in her mouth, the words catching on the odd lilt of her voice. “The entangler of men?” She looks me up and down and gives me a withering smile. “No, I suppose not. Well, come up to the house, then.” She doesn’t move, peering at Paul for a long moment before clapping her hands. “Call me Grace, darlings! Come along!”

Bran trails behind me, and though I’m not sure, I think I feel his fingers brush my arm.

Grace watches me from the corner of her eye. “You don’t say much, do you? Well, Bran has that effect on girls sometimes.” She stops, twirls around, and plants a kiss on Bran’s cheek before he can escape. “Darling, why don’t you and Paul go find something to do? Take him to your workshop, maybe. I’m sure he’d like that.” She eyes me. “I want Cassandra all to myself for a little while.”

Paul mouths Sorry to me as they take off.

“Don’t be late for tea!” Grace calls after them. “Boys. They’ll always come back for food.” Her laugh is a brittle sound that sets my nerves on edge. “Now, my dear, tell me about yourself.” A queer smile crosses her face. “I imagine you’re from the Corridor, yes?”

I duck my head rather than answer, letting her guide me toward the house. She wants something.

“You do have a voice, don’t you? Are you a mute?”

“No.”

“Ah. Good. I was afraid you were damaged. Well? Tell me about your family.”

“What would you like to know?”

“Well, you’re native. I can tell that just by looking at you-those cheekbones, you see.” She stops and cups my chin with a hand, turning my head one way, then the other, inspecting me. “Let me guess. Cree?”

I am stunned by this. How dare she inspect me like I’m a fatted calf? When I find my voice, I take care to sound polite. This is Bran’s mother, after all. “No. We’re Metis.”

“Hmm.” She sniffs, releasing her grasp. “Your father’s side, or your mother’s?”

“My father.”

“And your mother?”

“She died five years ago.”

“Ah, my dear.” Grace clasps her hands to her breast, but the gesture is hollow. “I am sorry. Was it Plague, then?”

My eyes glide to the placid waters of the lake. That is one question I will not answer.

She takes my silence as an affirmation. “You should have moved to the Island a long time ago. The Band would have made sure your mother was safe. Ah, well!” She draws me into an embrace, only to push me back, holding me at arm’s length. “That can’t be undone now. So, do you like to read? Please tell me you like to read, because if you do, I have just the thing for you. A job, you know. Everyone needs a job, don’t they?”

I want to snap at her, or flee, or something-anything- but I can’t. I just stare at my feet and mutter “I guess” before sullenly following her inside.

My father says a home is a reflection of a family. Our home on the mainland was always spartan clean, and nothing ever went to waste. What was broken, we mended. What was dirty, we scrubbed. Waste not, want not, my father also says, though it’s pretty hard to waste not when there’s nothing to waste in the first place.

He’d be horrified by Bran’s house. Grace leads me through a maze of unwashed dishes, decaying food, tables and chairs that block doorways, boxes of bric-a-brac, and everywhere, dirt. I search for Bran’s presence in this mess, but I can’t find it. It’s like he doesn’t live here.

Grace chatters at me like a squirrel, saying things that I don’t really hear. I peer through the cracks of doors, hoping to spy Bran’s room. Darkness stares back at me.

“Don’t mind the mess,” she says, waving her hands as if the disaster will magically disappear. “There’s plenty of time to clean when I’m dead.”

I wonder if she’s dead already. I haven’t seen a hint of her shade. Sometimes that happens with those who aren’t native, but I expected something considering what follows her son around.

She pushes her way through heavy cock-eyed doors. “The library!” she announces, only to whirl around, her eyes comically wide. “You aren’t a prophetess, are you?” She laughs before I can say anything. “What? You don’t know your own mythology? That’s something we’ll have to rectify immediately. I know something about these things, you see. Come along, darling. I’ll be your teacher.”

I step into the room. Rows of books line three of the walls. Sunlight peers through the dusty curtains, staining the room sepia, casting the masks on the fourth wall in an unearthly light. They are old, these masks, carved a long time ago. I recognize some of them: Crooked Beak, with his deadly snapping jaws. Eagle, the one who soars the