I tried counting backward from ten thousand. I tried deep breathing and relaxation exercises. I tried to imagine myself asleep. Nothing worked.
Time marched forward, taking me with it.
By the time I was feeling the slightest bit drowsy, the sun peeked in through the blinds and I had to get up to go to work.
I sat up and stretched my tired bones, and then went into my morning exercise routine. A hundred sit-ups, with a promise to do two hundred tomorrow. Twenty push-ups, with a similar promise. Thinking about doing some barbell curls and rejecting the idea because the barbell was hidden in the closet. And then off to the shower.
I'd survived my first night without Don, and it wasn't nearly as bad as it might have been. It could only get easier with time.
Then I saw his toothbrush on the bathroom sink and was depressed the rest of the day.
Chapter 5
CUTTING OR SLICING DOESN'T WORK, because it's impossible to close it up afterward.
The way to do it is to pinch each side of the wrapper by the seam and pull gently. This is tricky -- opening the candy without ripping the package. Even the smallest tear is no good. People aren't stupid. No one will eat candy with a torn wrapper.
Working on the candy itself is the exciting part. 'Fun Size!' the bag proclaims. 'Dinky' was a more appropriate description. The mini candy bars are scarcely a bite each.
But one bite is all it takes.
His average is good; he only ruins four wrappers out of twenty-four. He sets the chocolate on a tray and opens up the package of sewing needles. Needles and pins work best. They don't mar the surface going in; just leave a tiny hole that is easily covered up with a dot of melted chocolate. He uses four needles per candy bar, on cross angles, so no matter where it's bitten, at least one will draw blood.
After doing ten candy bars with needles, he cracks his knuckles and feels warmed up enough for some harder work.
Fishhooks take finesse. He holds the candy lightly in a latex-gloved hand and picks up a hook with needle-nose pliers. Pushing the barb into the bottom of the candy, he inserts the hook bit by bit, angling the pliers in a curving motion so the entire fishhook disappears through the entry hole.
It is difficult work, but he's had years of practice. His personal record is eleven hooks in one small candy bar. He liked to prepare for Halloween weeks in advance, and when the big day arrived, he'd find a neighborhood house that was empty and set up his bowl full of lethal treats next to their door. Sometimes he also put a sign that said Only Take One! next to the bowl. A nice ghoulish touch.
After rigging five pieces with fishhooks, he opens a box of X-Acto knife blades and pushes several of those into the remaining bars. X-Acto blades leave a bigger entry hole, but with a cigarette lighter and an extra chocolate bar, he can hide the hole from even the most intense inspection.
After finishing all twenty candies, he places them carefully back into their wrappers. A few drops of Super Glue seal them back up. Then he puts the bars into the plastic bag they came in, one by one, through a small one-inch slit in the side. When he's done, he puts four untainted candies from a second bag into this one, so it holds the correct total of twenty-four.
Holding it in his hand, it looks like an ordinary bag of candy bars, ready to be consumed.
He plugs in a hair crimper, lets it get hot, and then carefully crimps closed the slit he's made in the bag. The crimper melts the plastic edges together somewhat unevenly, so he trims away the excess plastic with a razor blade.
Perfect.
Now it's time to see whom the treat will go to. He turns his attention to the photos on the table, flipping through them to find the two he wants.
They are both close-ups of faces. He'd taken them at the 7-Eleven the other day, while standing in the crowd and watching the stupid pigs trample around his crime scene. One is of a fat man with a mustache. The other is of a thin woman with nice legs.
One of these is the officer in charge of his case. They were the only two cops there who weren't wearing uniforms, so they had to be the top guys. But which one is the head honcho? The one who, by the luck of the draw, has become his nemesis?
A simple phone call to the police will reveal who heads the case, but he doesn't want to call from his home phone. The pigs can trace phone calls instantly, and he doesn't want it to lead back to him somewhere down the line.
Nothing will lead back to him.
His plan is flawless. Perfect. Every last detail has been worked out. Stalk. Abduct. Destroy. Dispose. Repeat. He has the perfect cover, has their schedules down pat, even has a contingency plan if the police ever find him. Not that they will, but it pays to plan ahead.
So he takes a walk to the nearest pay phone, on the outside of a Mini-Mart, and calls Information to find out what police station is nearest to Monroe and Washington -- the corner where he dumped the first whore.
Armed with the district number, he calls the officer on duty and identifies himself as a reporter from the Herald.
'Can you spell out the name of the detective in charge?'
'Daniels, first name Jack.'
'Jack Daniels? For real?'
'Yes, sir.'
