expelling the same word with each exhalation: 'No, no, no, no.'
Crawford was saying something, but Heather couldn't make herself listen
to him, as if whatever had happened to Jack would not really have
happened as long as she refused to hear the ugly facts put into
words.
Someone was knocking at the back door.
She turned, looked. Through the window in the door, she saw a man in
uniform, dripping rain, Louie Silverman, another cop from Jack's
division, a good friend for eight years, nine years, maybe longer,
Louie with the rubbery face and unruly red hair. Because he was a
friend, he had come around to the back door in stead of knocking at the
front, not so formal that way, not so damn cold and horribly formal,
just a friend at the back door, oh God, just a friend at the back door
with some news.
Louie said her name. Muffled by the glass. So forlorn, the way he
said her name.
'Wait, wait,' she told Lyle Crawford, and she took the receiver away
from her ear, held it against her breast.
She closed her eyes too, so she wouldn't have to look at poor Louie's
face pressed to the window in the door. So gray, his face, so drawn
and gray. He loved Jack too. Poor Louie.
She chewed on her lower lip and squeezed her eyes tightly shut and held
the phone in both hands against her chest, searching for the strength
she was going to need, praying for the strength.
She heard a key in the back door. Louie knew where they hid the spare
on the porch.
The door opened. He came inside with the sound of rain swelling behind
him.
'Heather,' he said.
The sound of the rain. The rain. The cold merciless sound of the
rain.
CHAPTER FOUR.
The Montana morning was high and blue, pierced by mountains with peaks
as white as angels' robes, graced by forests green and by the smooth
contours of lower meadows still asleep under winter's mantle. The air
was pure and so clear it seemed possible to look all the way to China
if not for the obstructing terrain.
Eduardo Fernandez stood on the front porch of the ranch house, staring
across the down-sloping, snowcovered fields to the woods a hundred
yards to the east.
Sugar pines and yellow pines crowded close to one another and pinned
inky shadows to the ground, as if the night never quite escaped their
needled grasp even with the rising of a bright sun in a cloudless
sky.
The silence was deep. Eduardo lived alone, and his nearest neighbor
was two miles away. The wind was still abed, and nothing moved across
that vast panorama except for two birds of prey--hawks,
perhaps--circling soundlessly high overhead.
Shortly after one o'clock in the morning, when the night usually would
have been equally steeped in silence, Eduardo had been awakened by a
