and then the housework usually started with her having a complete fit.
And then there were all the things that never got done. The piles of washing waiting to be done, she never caught up, it was impossible. All those disgusting wardrobes. The last time she’d stuck her head into Marcus’ wardrobe, helping him look for something or other, she’d lifted up the pile of sweaters and other stuff and some little insect had crawled out and disappeared into the lower layers of clothes. She didn’t even want to think about it. When had she last taken off the bath panel? All those bloody kitchen drawers full of crap. How did everybody else find the time? And the energy?
Her work phone played its little tune out in the hallway. A zero-eight number she didn’t recognize was showing on the display.
It was a man who introduced himself as Christer Elsner, a professor of the history of religion. It was to do with the symbol the police authorities in Kiruna had asked about.
“Yes?” said Anna-Maria.
“Unfortunately I haven’t been able to find this particular symbol. It’s similar to the alchemists’ sign for a test or an examination of something, but the hook that carries on down through the semicircle is different. The semicircle often represents something incomplete, or sometimes it represents humanity.”
“So it doesn’t exist?” asked Anna-Maria, disappointed.
“Oh, well, now we’re getting into difficult territory straightaway,” said the professor. “What exists? What doesn’t exist? Does Donald Duck exist?”
“No,” said Anna-Maria. “He only exists as a fantasy figure.”
“In your mind?”
“Yes, and in others’ minds, but not in reality.”
“Hmm. What about love, then?”
Anna-Maria laughed in surprise. It felt as if something pleasant was spreading through her body. She was exhilarated by thinking a new thought for once.
“Now it’s getting tricky,” she said.
“I haven’t been able to find the symbol, but I’ve been looking at historical sources. Symbols do originate somewhere. It might be new. There are many symbols within certain musical genres. Similarly certain types of literature, fantasy and the like.”
“Who’d know about that sort of thing?”
“People who write about music. When it comes to books, there’s a very well-stocked bookstore for science fiction and fantasy here in Stockholm. In Gamla Stan, the Old Town.”
They ended the conversation. Anna-Maria thought it was a shame. She would have liked to carry on talking. Although what would she have said to him? It would be nice to be able to turn herself into his dog. Then he could take the dog out into the forest for walks. And talk about his latest ideas and thoughts, lots of people did that with their dogs. And Anna-Maria, temporarily transformed into his dog, could listen. Without feeling pressured to come up with any intelligent answers.
She went into the kitchen. Robert hadn’t stirred.
“I’ve got to go to work,” she said. “I’ll be back in an hour.”
She wondered briefly whether she ought to ask him to make a start on the cleaning. But she left it. He wouldn’t do it anyway. And if she’d asked him, she’d have been furious and disappointed when she came back and found him sitting here at the kitchen table in exactly the same spot as she’d left him.
She kissed him good-bye. It was better not to fall out.
Ten minutes later Anna-Maria was at work. In her mailbox was a fax from the lab. They’d found plenty of fingerprints on the sketch- Mildred Nilsson’s fingerprints. They’d keep trying. It would take a few days.
She rang directory inquiries and asked for the number of a science fiction bookstore somewhere in Gamla Stan. The man on the other end of the line found it straightaway and put her through.
She explained what she wanted to the woman at the other end, described the symbol.
“Sorry,” said the bookseller. “I can’t think of anything at the moment. But fax the picture over and I’ll ask some of my customers.”
Anna-Maria promised to do that, thanked her for her help and hung up.
Just as she put the phone down it rang again. She picked up the receiver. It was Sven-Erik Stalnacke.
“You need to come,” he said. “It’s that priest Stefan Wikstrom.”
“Yes?”
“He’s disappeared.”
Kristin Wikstrom was standing in the kitchen of the priest’s house in Jukkasjarvi weeping inconsolably.
“Here!” she screamed at Sven-Erik Stalnacke. “Stefan’s passport! How can you even ask that? I’m telling you, he hasn’t gone away. Would he leave his family? He’s the best… I’m telling you, something’s happened to him.”
She threw the passport on the floor.
“I do understand,” said Sven-Erik, “but we still have to go through this in order. Couldn’t you sit down?”
It was as if she couldn’t hear him. She moved around the kitchen in despair, bumping into furniture and hurting herself. Two boys aged five and ten were sitting on the sofa, playing with Lego on a green base; they didn’t seem particularly bothered by their mother’s hysteria or the fact that Sven-Erik and Anna-Maria were in the kitchen.
Kids, thought Anna-Maria. They can accommodate anything.
All at once the problems between her and Robert seemed totally insignificant.
So what if I do more housework than him? she thought.
“What’s going to happen?” yelled Kristin. “However will I manage?”
“So he didn’t come home last night,” said Sven-Erik. “Are you sure about that?”
“He hasn’t slept in our bed,” she whimpered. “I always change the sheets on a Friday, and his side hasn’t been disturbed.”
“Maybe he got home late and slept on the sofa?” ventured Sven-Erik.
“We’re married! Why wouldn’t he sleep with me?”
Sven-Erik Stalnacke had gone down to the priest’s house in Jukkasjarvi to ask Stefan Wikstrom about the trip abroad the family had taken at the foundation’s expense. He’d been met by Stefan’s wife, her eyes huge. “I was just about to call the police,” she’d said.
First of all he’d borrowed the key to the church and run down there. There was no dead priest hanging from the organ loft. Sven-Erik had almost had to sit down on a pew, he was so relieved. He’d phoned in to the station and got people out checking the rest of the churches in town. Then he’d phoned Anna-Maria.
“We need the numbers of your husband’s bank accounts-have you got those?”
“What’s the matter with you? Aren’t you listening? You need to get out there and look for him. Something’s happened, I tell you! He’d never… He might be lying…”
She fell silent and stared at her sons. Then she stormed outside. Sven-Erik went after her. Anna-Maria took the opportunity to have a look around.
She quickly opened the kitchen drawers. No wallet. No jacket in the hallway with a wallet in the pocket. She went upstairs. It was just as Kristin Wikstrom had said. Nobody had slept on one side of the double bed.
From the bedroom you could see the mooring where Mildred Nilsson had kept her skiff. The place where she’d been murdered.
And it was still light, thought Anna-Maria. The night before midsummer’s eve.
No watch on his bedside table.
He seemed to have had his watch and his wallet with him.
She went back downstairs. One of the rooms appeared to be Stefan’s study. She tugged at the desk drawers, they were locked. After searching for a while she found the key behind some books on the bookshelf. She opened the drawers. There wasn’t much. A few letters that she glanced through. None of them seemed to have anything to do with him and Mildred. None of them was from a lover, if he had one. She peered out through the window. Sven- Erik and Kristin were still out there talking. Good.
