She sighed, her lips twisting resignedly. “How’s that going to work? How will I meet the needs you’ll have once you take up your rightful position?” She spread her arms. “How am I, me, as I am, going to fit the mold of your wife?”
“There isn’t a mold.” He felt his jaw firm. “And if there is, I’ll break it.” Turning to her, he framed her face between his palms. Searched it, let his gaze linger on each now-beloved feature. Eventually looked into her eyes. “I’ll shatter any mold and re-form it-to fit you. Only you. You are the lady I want. You are all and everything I want. All and everything I will ever need, now and forever. I know you can’t yet see how that can be, how and why that- you and me, married, a team forever-will work, and I can’t explain it here, now. I will once we’re through and safe, and we have time at Elveden.” He held her gaze relentlessly, hoping to impart his certainty, impress it on her with his gaze and his words. “Trust me-you are the lady I want. I won’t have anyone else, and I’ll never stop wanting you. Only you.”
He searched her eyes. “I’ll never stop needing you. Only you.” Slowly, he bent his head, tipped her face, brought her lips to his. Whispered across them, “Like this.”
Then he kissed her.
And for once let his warrior’s shield fall. Let all he felt for her that he normally hid-not the passion and desire but the tenderness, the love, the yearning-rise up and be known, let those softer yet no less intense feelings color his kiss. Let them shine, glow.
Let her see.
Linnet saw. Enthralled, fascinated, she saw, and felt giddy. Raising a hand, she clasped it over the back of one of his-a necessary anchor. She sensed, felt to her bones the gentleness within him.
And, in that instant, believed.
In that instant knew she’d fight for this, to keep this-him and his love, for what else could this be?-forever.
Fathoms deep, oceans wide, she sensed it as something that knew no limits, no bounds.
That encompassed all he was, and was infinite in its promise.
Her lips moved beneath his, softly, as gentle as his had been, returning that promise. That tenderness.
That revelation of infinite, unending love.
For long moments, that reality held them in its palm.
Then a sound reached them.
They broke apart, instantly alert, both too much the warrior to resist the call for so much as a second.
They looked about, searched, scanned the shadows. Listened, intent.
Eventually, Logan breathed, “Any ideas?”
Linnet shook her head as, slowly, silently, they both got to their feet.
Again they listened, turning, heads tilting.
Scrapes-something moving against the outer walls. A thump, a soft, sibilant sound.
She frowned. “It’s after midnight and icy cold. What on earth would anyone be doing outside?”
On the words, they heard a sharp crack. Then another.
Seconds later, they both smelled smoke.
Eyes wide, Linnet stared at Logan. “The cult?”
Frowning, he grasped her hand and started toward their room. “Even for them, this is ridiculous-the building’s mostly stone, and what isn’t is thoroughly damp. It’s not going to burn down. What the hell do they think to achieve?”
As if in answer, someone outside yelled, “Fire!”
And pandemonium broke out.
Sixteen
From the mouth of an alley on the opposite side of Bedford High Street, Daniel Thurgood watched his assembled cultists carry out his orders with their customary zeal. Mounted atop his black horse, he watched the flurry of activity about the hotel with growing anticipation.
An hour ago, he’d ridden into the camp near Eynesbury to discover that his careful planning had borne fruit. While the men following Monteith and his guards had lost their trail, the man he’d stationed in Bedford had already ridden in to report that the major, some woman, and the major’s two guards were passing the night at the Swan Hotel.
He’d brought his own guard of twelve-eight assassins and four fighters, all more experienced than the general run of cultists-with him. Although they’d lost men in their pursuit of Delborough and Hamilton, and many were still scattered along the south and southeast coasts, and Alex retained a significant number to deploy in the east, plus a personal guard much like his, he had more than enough cultists in Bedford that night to accomplish his mission-to seize Monteith and his scroll-holder.
His guard were restless, keen to join in any fun. All twelve were currently on foot behind him, concealed in the deep shadows of the narrow alley. The rest of the cultists, working in groups of eight, had surrounded the hotel, situated at the end of the block, and on the three sides-the street front, the side facing the river, and the rear that gave onto the mews-had set smoking fires flanking every door, and below every window.
Even now the smoke was thickening, billowing up to engulf the building.
He held no illusions of burning the place down-solid stone and slate wouldn’t burn. But it was winter in England; there’d been plenty of split wood and coals neatly stacked in sheds at the hotel’s rear. And all he and his men needed was smoke.
Enough smoke to cause panic and have everyone in the hotel rushing out.
Scenting victory in the smell now permeating the air, thin lips curving in cruel anticipation, Daniel lifted the black silk scarf he’d wound about his neck, resettling it so it concealed his features, and watched the clouds of dirty gray and dense white swell and swallow the hotel.
A hundred yards further up Bedford High Street, further away from the river and the Swan Hotel, Alex, ahorse, hugged the shadows at the corner of a lane and studied the activity along the hotel’s front facade.
In jacket and elegant riding breeches, wrapped in a heavy coat, with a hat pulled low and a thick muffler obscuring all features, Alex managed the large chestnut M’wallah had commandeered without conscious thought, all attention locked on the front door of the hotel as it slammed opened and confused and panicked residents poured out.
Considering those in nightshirts and robes now flapping and coughing in the street, noting the way the smoke was rushing in through the opened front doors, Alex wondered if Daniel had stationed men at all the hotel’s exits. Looking up and, despite the darkness, seeing billowing plumes rising on the hotel’s other two accessible sides, Alex’s lips curved approvingly. Daniel hadn’t overlooked the secondary doors.
Assessing Daniel’s plan, gauging the likely outcome, Alex increasingly approved. It appeared that this attack, in Daniel’s more capable hands, would succeed.
Regardless, Alex’s purpose tonight wasn’t to assist.
Once bitten, twice shy.
Cloaked in darkness, closely observing the action, Alex’s sole aim was to make certain that, this time, nothing went wrong.
It was the attack Logan had feared, yet he couldn’t see the point. Not even deluded cultists could imagine they could turn the Swan Hotel into a raging inferno.
He and Linnet had raced around the first-floor gallery, knocking on doors as they’d passed. Linnet had rushed on down the corridor, knocking and yelling, leaving him to rouse their friends.
Reaching Charles and Deverell’s room, he thumped on the door, yelled “Fire!” then went into the room he and Linnet had shared. Rummaging through his bag, he grabbed the scroll-holder, tucked it into his belt at the back so it rode along his spine, hidden by the fall of his coat. He already had his dirk in his boot. He buckled on his saber, loosened the blade, then grabbed Linnet’s cloak and her cutlass, and strode out.
The gallery was filling with smoke and disoriented people, jostling and coughing, some shrieking. Logan turned to the others’ door just as it opened and Deverell came out, followed by Charles, both fully dressed and
