his.
His to plunder, to savor as he wished.
Head helplessly threshing, she could barely breathe when she whispered his name, an outright plea-she couldn’t take much more of the soul-wringing pleasure.
He heard, thank God. With one long, last lap, he lifted his head, gazed at her for a moment, then unhurriedly surged over her. Fitting his erection to her entrance, he thrust in, slow and relentless, deep and sure, impressing on her every inch of his length, then he sank home, reached down and raised one of her knees, hooked that leg over his hip. Poised on his elbows above her, he looked down at her face through the darkness, his expression a mask of intent, his features locked in the grip of a passion so intense she could feel its heated wings beating against her skin. Then he withdrew, and thrust home.
Again and again, harder and harder, deeper and deeper, until she sobbed his name, then, arched beneath him, fingers locked about his upper arms, nails sinking into his skin, she felt herself literally come apart.
Gareth swooped and covered her lips with his, drank her cry, her scream of pure pleasure.
Felt everything that was male within him exult.
Felt the primitive possessive being within him purr with a satisfaction that sank bone deep as he held still for an instant and savored the evocative ripples of her release, felt her sheath contract and grip.
Felt anticipation and blind need claw…
He surrendered and took, gorged, and filled his senses.
Eyes closed, he lost himself in her.
His day had been a distracting round of last minute checks and solutions. Nevertheless, as he climbed the stairs that night, Gareth felt quietly sure that they’d done all they could-that, indeed, courtesy of the Juneaux and Emily’s recruiting of them, their party was better placed to succeed in their mad dash north to the Channel than he’d dared hope they would be.
Reaching the upper corridor, he was conscious of a certain tension, familiar, almost reassuring-the tension that came on the night before a battle, when the certainty of being fully prepared warred with the inevitability of having to wait until morning to act.
He was too experienced to let it trouble him. Indeed, he embraced it.
But the other tension sliding through him, coiling beneath the first, was something else entirely.
That tension was wholly due to her-to Emily, and her appearance last night in his room. More, her performance, their activities, in his bed. He would have preferred it to be otherwise, but he couldn’t deny it-couldn’t pretend that he didn’t feel expectation rise as he neared his door.
That anticipation didn’t leap as he closed his hand about the knob.
Already half erect, his heart already thudding that telltale touch faster, he opened the door and went in. His gaze went directly to the bed.
It was empty.
In the dimness, his eyes scanned again, just to make sure, but he hadn’t missed any alluring body.
She hadn’t come.
Closing the door, he stood and stared at the bed.
One part of his brain had already skittered off into recriminations-last night he’d done something she didn’t like, or he’d failed to do something she’d expected. Or-
The more rational part of his mind shut out the tirade of unhelpful suggestions. The part of him that was the experienced commander recalled and coolly evaluated.
Why hadn’t she come? That was the question he needed to answer.
It took some moments before he thought back far enough to recall the particular deliberation with which she’d entered his room last night. And then to connect that with the assessing glances she’d thrown his way throughout the day, and especially that evening.
Last night, she hadn’t come to his room on a whim-she’d come with a plan. As part of a plan. And that plan was…?
He swore.
Lips setting, he walked to the window, looked out at the empty street, then shook his head and started to pace.
He shouldn’t do it-he shouldn’t give in. She knew he wanted to-intended to-marry her, and that was enough. If he went to her now, tonight…that would say a little more.
Reveal more.
All of it true, but his need of her was something he would far prefer to hide, especially from her.
While on the xebec, there’d been no question of his joining her at night, and here…it had seemed wiser to keep his distance. For him to keep their future, and her, at a distance, at least until they reached England, whereupon he would have all manner of accepted practices behind which to hide.
To conceal just how deeply his feelings for her ran.
He didn’t even know how those feelings had come to be-what they were due to, or when they’d afflicted him and sunk to his marrow-but they were there now, an obvious vulnerability, at least to him.
If he kept his distance, he could cling to the fiction that he was marrying her because they were generally compatible, and he’d weakened and seduced her, ergo marrying her was the necessary outcome, one with which he was comfortable.
He shouldn’t go to her room, shouldn’t reveal even that degree of need for her.
He could excuse not going on safety grounds-safer for them all if he wasn’t distracted by having her beside him, let alone beneath him.
Then again, one very definite, insistent part of him was quick to point out that her safety would be even better assured if she spent the nights in his arms, and he would be far less distracted by thoughts of whether she was safe or not; if she were lying beside him, he would instantly know.
Given they’d be staying at inns such as this from now on…
He grimaced as his excuse evaporated.
To go, or not to go?
He shouldn’t. He wouldn’t…
Perhaps if he waited, she’d grow impatient and come to him?
Half an hour ticked by, and she didn’t appear.
And he discovered her patience was greater than his.
