The Perfect Lover

Simon and Drusilla joined them. They all stood milling for some moments, regaining their breath, letting the horses settle, then James spoke to Drusilla and they moved off, leading the way back to the Hall.

Lucy followed immediately, but was forced by Charlie’s gentle persistence to give him her attention. By the simple strategy of holding his horse back, he kept Lucy safely away from James.

Portia hid a grin, and fell in in their wake; she barely registered Simon’s presence beside her. Not outwardly. Her senses, however, were perfectly aware of his looming nearness, of the controlled strength with which he sat his mount as it ambled beside hers. She expected to feel something of her usual haughty resistance, precursor to irritation, yet… the faint prickling of her skin, the tightening of her lungs-these were not familiar.

“Still a hoyden at heart, I see.”

There was a hardness in his voice she hadn’t heard before.

She turned her head, met his gaze, held it for a pregnant moment, then smiled and looked away. “You don’t disapprove.”

Simon grunted. What could he say? She was right. He should disapprove, yet there was something in him that responded-too readily-to the challenge of a woman who could ride like the wind. And with her, knowing she was nearly as assured in the saddle as he, there was no niggling concern to dim the moment.

He was irritated because he hadn’t been able to ride with her, not because she’d ridden as she had.

Their mounts ambled on; he glanced at her face-she was smiling lightly, clearly thinking, about what he had no idea. He waited for her to question him, talk to him, as she had with James and Charlie.

The horses plodded on.

She remained silent, distant. Elsewhere.

Finally, he accepted she had no intention of pursuing whatever she was after with him. The suspicion he’d been harboring darkened and grew. Her reticence with him seemed to confirm it; if she was set on gaining some illicit experience, the last man she’d apply to was him.

The realization-the flood of emotions it unleashed-made him catch his breath. A sharp stab of regret, the sense of something lost-something he hadn’t even realized he might hold dear…

Mentally shaking his head, he dragged in a breath, glanced again at her face.

He wanted to ask, to demand, but didn’t know the question.

And didn’t know if she would answer, anyway.

After exchanging her riding habit for a gown of green-and-white twill and re-dressing her hair, Portia descended the stairs as the clang of the luncheon gong reverberated through the house.

Blenkinsop was crossing the front hall. He bowed. “Luncheon is served on the terrace, miss.”

“Thank you.” Portia headed for the drawing room. The ride had gone well; she’d acquitted herself quite creditably in the “chatting with gentlemen” stakes. She was learning, gaining confidence, exactly as she’d hoped.

Of course, the morning had been free of the distraction of Kitty and her antics. The first thing she heard on emerging through the French doors onto the terrace flags was Kitty’s seductive purr.

“I’ve always had a great regard for you.”

It wasn’t James but Desmond Kitty had backed against the balustrade. The woman was incorrigible! The pair were to her left; turning right, Portia pretended she hadn’t noticed. She continued to where a long table was set with serving platters, glasses, and plates. The rest of the company were gathered around, some already seated at wrought-iron tables on the terrace, others descending to the lawns where more tables were set in the shade of some trees.

Portia smiled at Lady Hammond, seated beside Lady Osbaldestone.

Lady O gestured to the cold salmon on her plate. “Wonderful! Be sure to try some.”

“I will.” Portia turned to the buffet and picked up a plate. The salmon was displayed on a large platter set at the back; she would have to stretch.

“Would you like some?”

She glanced up, smiling at Simon, suddenly beside her. She’d known it was him in the instant before he spoke; she wasn’t entirely sure how. “Thank you.”

He could reach the platter easily; she held out her plate and he laid a thick slice of the succulent fish upon it, then helped himself to two. He followed her along the table as she made her selections, doing the same.

When she paused at the end of the buffet and looked around, wondering where to sit, he stopped again at her shoulder and waved toward the lawn. “We could join Winifred.”

Winifred was sitting alone at a table for four. Portia nodded. “Yes, let’s.”

They crossed the lawn; she was conscious of Simon beside her, as if he were shepherding her, although from what he might think to protect her she couldn’t fathom. Winifred looked up as they neared; she smiled in welcome. Simon held out the chair opposite and Portia sat, then he took one of the seats between them.

Within minutes, Desmond joined them, taking the last chair. Winifred, who had smiled up at him, looked at his plate, and frowned. “Aren’t you hungry?”

Desmond glanced at the plate on which resided one slice of salmon and two lettuce leaves. He hesitated for only an instant, then replied, “First course. I’ll go back once I’ve finished this.”

Portia bit her lip and looked down. From the corner of her eye, she could see Kitty standing on the terrace at the end of the buffet, staring their way. Portia shot a glance at Simon; he met it-even though his expression remained utterly bland, she knew he’d noticed, too.

Clearly James was not the only gentleman running from Kitty’s embrace.

Mrs. Archer waved and called Kitty to her-to the table where she and Henry and Kitty’s father were seated. Kitty’s reluctance was transparent, but there was little she could do to avoid joining them. To everyone’s relief, she did so with some semblance of grace.

Everyone relaxed and started to talk. The only one who showed no sign of relief was Winifred-indeed, she’d given no sign of being aware of her sister’s behavior at all.

Yet as they chatted and ate, Portia, surreptitiously studying Winifred, found it hard to believe she was ignorant of Kitty’s designs. Winifred spoke softly; she was naturally quiet but not at all shy or hesitant-she declared her views calmly, always courteous but never submissive. Portia’s respect for Kitty’s older sister grew.

Sherbet and ices ended the meal, then they all rose and mingled on the lawn, in the shade of the large trees.

“It’s the ball tonight-I’m so looking forward to it!” Cecily Hammond all but bounced with excitement.

“Indeed, I think every house party should have one. It’s the perfect opportunity, after all.” Annabelle Hammond turned to Kitty as she joined them. “Lady Glossup told me the ball was your idea, Mrs. Glossup, and that you’ve done most of the organizing. I think we must all thank you for your foresight and industry on our behalfs.”

The perhaps naive but glowingly sincere praise had Kitty smiling. “I’m so glad you think it will be diverting-I truly believe it’ll be a delightful night. I do so love dancing, and felt sure most of you would feel the same.”

Kitty glanced around; a general murmur of agreement ensued. For the first time, Portia glimpsed a real eagerness, something almost naive in Kitty-a real wish for the glitter and glamor of the ball, a belief that in it she would find… something.

“Who will be attending?” Lucy Buckstead asked.

“All the surrounding families. It’s been over a year since there was a major ball here, so we’re assured of a good turnout.” Kitty paused, then added, “And there’s the officers stationed at Blandford Forum-I’m sure they’ll come.”

“Officers!” Cecily’s eyes were round. “Will there be many?”

Kitty named some of those she expected. While the news that military uniforms would grace the dance floor that evening was met with interest by the ladies, Portia noted the gentlemen were not so enthused.

“Dashed bounders and half-pay officers, I’ll be bound,” Charlie muttered in an aside to Simon.

It was on the tip of Portia’s tongue to retort that such guests would doubtless keep them on their toes, but she swallowed the words. No sense doing anything more to trigger Simon’s usual protectiveness; it would doubtless surface tonight without any further prodding. She would have to beware, perhaps try to avoid him. The last thing she’d need tonight was a chaperon.

A major country ball promised to be an excellent venue at which to further polish her, not to put too fine a point on it, husband-hunting skills. Many of the gentlemen she would meet she would assuredly never meet again; they