She read his face, his eyes, then smiled delightedly as sudden joy infused her, rushed up through her. Left her feeling slightly giddy. She looked down, still smiling. “Precisely.” Linking her arm with his, she turned to see what the others were doing.
He continued to study her face. “What?”
She glanced back, met his eyes. Smiled gently. “Later.” Once she’d fully savored the moment, and found the words to tell him how much she appreciated his restraint. He’d stood at the lake’s edge, ready to step in and protect her, but, given she’d been able to do so, he’d held back and let her save herself. He hadn’t treated her as a helpless female; he hadn’t smothered her in his protectiveness. He’d behaved as if she were a partner, one with skills and talents somewhat different from his own yet perfectly capable of dealing with the moment.
He’d have stepped in the instant she needed him-but he’d resisted the temptation to step in before.
A future together really would work-with time, with familiarity, his overprotectiveness would become a more rational, considered response. One that considered her and her wishes, not just his.
Hope filled her, buoyed her with a joy totally divorced from their recent activities.
But those activities were still unfolding. Blenkinsop had joined the group in the shadow of the pinetum. Now he and Stokes turned, Ambrose supported between them. They marched him along the path, passing Simon and Portia at the bottom of the upward slope. His hands bound with her sodden shawl, Ambrose was still shaking; he didn’t even glance their way.
Charlie and Henry followed close behind, Charlie explaining all they’d been doing.
Henry halted beside her and took her hands in his. “Charlie hasn’t yet told me all, but I understand, my dear, that we owe you a great deal.”
She colored. “Nonsense-we all had a hand.”
“Not nonsense at all-without you and your bravery, they couldn’t have pulled it off.” Henry’s eyes had shifted to Simon’s face. A glance passed between them, deep with masculine meaning. “And you, Simon.” Henry reached out and clapped his shoulder.
Then glanced at her gown, suddenly became aware that she was clad in only two layers of silk, both drenched.
He coughed, looked away-up at the house. “Charlie and I will go on ahead, but you should hurry inside and change. Not wise to stand around in wet clothes, even in summer.”
Charlie grinned at Portia, nodded to Simon. “We got him!” His transparent happiness that all was now well, that they’d succeeded in rescuing James, Henry, and Desmond, too, was infectious.
They both smiled. Henry and Charlie walked on; they fell in behind, walking slowly up the rise.
As they crested it, the breeze sprang up, and sent cool fingers sliding down her skin. She shivered.
Simon halted. He shrugged out of his coat and swirled it around her, draping it over her shoulders. She smiled, grateful, even in the balminess of the night, for the caress of heat-his heat-lingering in the silk lining. Holding the coat closed, she met his eyes. “Thank you.”
He humphed. “It’ll do for the moment.”
He retook her hand. She went to walk on but he didn’t move, held her back. The others were well ahead.
She glanced at him, brows rising.
Looking at the others, he drew in a breath. “What happened on the terrace-what I said. I apologize. I didn’t mean…” He waved, as if to wipe the scene from their minds, glanced fleetingly at her, then away.
She stepped across him, raised her free hand to his face, and turned it to hers.
Reluctantly, he let her.
Until, in the fading light, she could read his eyes, until she could sense, as if it were stated, the vulnerability he sought, as always, to hide. To excuse.
She understood that much at least. At last. And was touched beyond measure.
“It won’t ever happen. Believe me.” She would never take from him, then turn from him, never love, then leave him.
His face, hard, set, didn’t soften. “Is it possible to promise such a thing?”
She held his gaze. “Between you and me-yes.”
He read her eyes in turn, saw her sincerity; his chest swelled. She felt the change in the tension holding him, the swift return of his possessiveness, the sinking of his protectiveness.
His arm locked around her; he drew her close.
“Wait.” She pressed a hand to his chest. “Don’t rush.”
His brows rose-she could hear the incredulous
She eased back in his arms. “We need to end what we’ve started-we need to hear what truly happened and put Ambrose and the murders behind us. Then we can talk about”-she drew breath, finally said the crucial word-
He held her gaze, then grimaced and released her. “Very well. Let’s get this over with.”
He took her hand; together, they climbed the lawns to the house.
It was as grim a scene as he’d foreseen; there was relief but no triumph. In rescuing the Glossups, and to some extent the Archers in that Desmond had been invited at their behest, they’d shifted the weight of opprobium to the Calvins. To the continuing distress of everyone.
Simon ushered Portia into the library through the terrace doors. The scene that met their eyes was, very likely, Stokes’s worst nightmare; they exchanged glances, but knew it was beyond their ability to remedy.
The ladies had rebelled. They’d realized something was going on and had come sweeping into the library; now they’d been told the bare facts-that it was Ambrose who had killed Kitty-they’d all slumped into chairs and sofas, and refused to depart.
Literally everyone was there, even two footmen. The only one with any connection to the drama not present was Arturo; studying the shocked and, in some instances, disbelieving faces, imagining the angst to come, Simon suspected the gypsy would be eternally grateful to have been spared the ordeal.
So would he. He glanced at Portia, from the set of her features accepted that she would not consent to go upstairs and change before she’d learned the answers she didn’t yet know. Fetching the admiral’s chair from behind the big desk, he wheeled it down the room, set it beside the end of the chaise where Lady O sat, and handed Portia into it.
Lady O cast a glance at her sodden attire. “No doubt that, too, will be explained?”
There was a note in her old voice, a flicker in her black eyes, that told them both she’d been seriously alarmed.
Portia put out a hand and gripped one ancient claw. “I was never in any danger.”
“Humph!” Lady O cast a warning glance up at him, as if to put him on notice that she would disapprove mightily if he fell short of her expectations in any way.
Apropos of which… glancing at Stokes, absorbed calming Lady Calvin, assuring her he would explain if she would permit it, Simon stepped back and beckoned one of the footmen; when he came, he rattled off a string of orders. The footman bowed and departed, very likely glad of an opportunity to carry the latest news back to the servants’ hall.
“Ladies and gentlemen!” Stokes stepped to the middle of the room, his tone harassed. “As you’ve insisted on remaining, I must ask you all to remain mute while I question Mr. Calvin. If I wish to know anything from any of you, I will ask.”
He waited; when the ladies merely composed themselves as if settling to listen, he exhaled, and turned to Ambrose, slumped in a straight-backed chair under the central chandelier, facing the congregation before the hearth.
Blenkinsop and a sturdy footman, both standing to attention, flanked him.
“Now, Mr. Calvin-you’ve already admitted before a number of witnesses that you strangled Kitty, Mrs. Glossup. Will you please confirm how you killed her?”
Ambrose didn’t look up; his forearms on his thighs, he spoke to his bound hands. “I strangled her with the curtain cord from the window over there.” With his head, he indicated the long window closest to the desk.
“Why?”
“Because the stupid woman wouldn’t let be.”
“In what way?”
As if realizing there would be no way out, that speaking quickly and truthfully would get the ordeal over with
