A Lady of His Own

squeezed her fingers, then set her hand on his sleeve.

He turned her to the door, glancing back at Nicholas. “Shall we?”

Luncheon had been set out in the small dining parlor overlooking the back garden. Charles seated her at the round table, then took the chair on her left; Nicholas claimed the one on her right.

Under cover of the conversation-about horses, local industries, the local crops-the casual conversation any two landowners might exchange, she tried to imagine what “understanding” Charles had revealed to Nicholas.

The basic element was easy to guess, but just how far had he gone? Having glimpsed that glint in his eye, she was longing to get him alone and wring the truth from him. And most likely, knowing him, berate him after that. She spent most of the meal planning for that last.

In between, she watched Nicholas. Even though he was distracted by Charles’s glib facade, still wary yet not sure how wary he needed to be, there remained an essential reserve, a nervous watchfulness that didn’t bode well for a guilt-free conscience.

Was she sitting beside a murderer?

She lowered her gaze to Nicholas’s hands. Quite decent hands as men’s hands went, passably well manicured, yet they didn’t seem menacing.

Glancing to her left, she reflected that if she had to judge the murderer purely on the basis of hands, Charles would be her guess.

She’d seen Gimby’s body, still felt a chill as the vision swam into her mind. Yet she couldn’t seem to fix the revulsion she felt certain she would feel for whoever had slain Gimby on Nicholas.

Then again, as Charles had pointed out, an accomplice might have committed the actual deed, someone they didn’t yet know about.

She was making a mental note to check with Cook and Figgs to make sure there were no food or supplies mysteriously vanishing-she knew how easy it was to move about any big house at night-when the men finally laid down their napkins and stood.

Rising, too, she fixed a smile on her lips and extended her hand to Charles. “Thank you for seeing me home.”

Taking her hand, faintly smiling, he met her eyes. “I thought you wanted to go into Fowey?”

She stared into his dark blue eyes. How the devil had he known?

Smile deepening-she was quite sure he could read her mind at that moment-he went on, “I’ll drive you in.” His tone altered fractionally, enough for her to catch his warning. “You shouldn’t go wandering the town alone.”

Not only had he guessed where she was going, but why.

Nicholas cleared his throat. “Thank you, Lostwithiel-now Penelope is living here, I confess I’d feel happier if she had your escort.”

She turned to stare at Nicholas. Had he run mad? She was no pensioner of his that he need be concerned. She drew breath.

Charles pinched her fingers-hard.

She swung back to him, incensed, but he was nodding, urbanely, to Nicholas.“Indeed. We’ll be back long before dinner.”

“Good. Good. I must get back to the accounts. If you’ll excuse me?”

With a brief bow, Nicholas escaped.

Penny watched him depart; the instant he cleared the doorway she swung to face Charles-

“Not yet.” He turned her to the hall. “Get your cloak, and let’s get out of here.”

In the past, she’d been quite successful at bottling up the feelings he provoked; now…it was as if letting loose one set of feelings had weakened her ability to hold back any others. By the time she’d gone upstairs, fetched her cloak, descended to where he waited in the hall, nose in the air allowed him to swing the cloak over her shoulders, then take her arm and escort her outside, she was steaming.

“What in all Hades did you tell him?”

The question came out as a muted shriek.

Charles looked at her, his expression mild, unperturbed; he knew perfectly well why she was exercised but clearly believed himself on firm ground. “Just enough to smooth our way.”

“What?”

He looked ahead. “I told him we had an understanding of sorts. Recently developed and still developing, but with its roots buried in the dim distant past.”

She stopped dead. Stared, aghast and flabbergasted, at him. “You didn’t tell him?”

“Tell him what?”

His clipped accents, the look in his eyes, warned her not to pursue that tack; he’d never breathed a word of their past to anyone, any more than she had.

She found her voice. “We have Lady Trescowthick’s party tonight. He’s invited. What happens when he mentions our ‘understanding’?”

He shook his head, caught her hand and drew her on. “I told him it’s a secret. So secret even our families have yet to hear of it.”

“And he believed you?”

He glanced briefly at her. “What’s so strange about that?” Looking ahead, he went on, “I’ve recently returned from the wars to assume an inheritance and responsibilities I never thought would be mine. I accept I need to marry, but have little time for the marriage mart nor liking for chits with hay for wits, and here you are-a lady of my own class I’ve known for forever, and you’re still unmarried. Perfect.”

She didn’t like it, not one bit. Taking three quick strides, she got ahead of him and swung to face him, forcing him to halt.

So she could look him in the eye. Study those midnight blue eyes she couldn’t always read…they were unreadable now, but watching her. “Charles…”

She couldn’t think how to phrase it-how to warn him not to imagine…

He arched a brow. They were almost breast to chest. Without warning, he bent his head and brushed his lips, infinitely lightly, across hers.

“Fowey,” he breathed. “Remember?”

She closed her eyes, mentally cursed as familiar heat streaked down her spine, then jerked her eyes open as, her hand locked in his, he towed her around and on.

“Come on.”

She let out an exasperated hiss. If he was going to be difficult, he would be, and there was nothing she could do to change that.

Granville’s curricle was waiting when they reached the stable yard, a pair of young blacks between the shafts. Charles lifted her up to the seat, then followed. She grabbed the rail as the curricle tipped with his weight, then he sat; she fussed with her skirts, helpless to prevent their thighs, hips, and shoulders from touching almost constantly.

It was not destined to be a comfortable drive.

Charles flicked the whip and expertly steered the pair down the drive. She paid no attention to the familiar scenery; instead, she revisited the scene in the library before luncheon, and luncheon, too, incorporating Nicholas’s belief in their “understanding”…Nicholas’s reactions still didn’t quite fit.

She drew in a tight breath. “You told him we were lovers.”

Eventually, Charles replied, “I didn’t actually say so.”

“But you led him to think it. Why?”

She glanced at him, but he kept his gaze on the horses.

“Because it was the most efficient way of convincing him that if he so much as reaches out a hand toward you, I’ll chop it off.”

Any other man and it would have sounded melodramatic. But she knew him, knew his voice-recognized the statement as cold hard fact. She’d seen the currents lurking beneath his surface, the menace, knew it was real; he was perfectly capable of being that violent.

Never to her, or indeed any woman. On her behalf, however…

She let out a long breath. “It’s one thing to protect me, but just remember-you don’t own me.”

“If I owned you, you would at this moment be locked in my apartments at the Abbey.”