Chapter 10
It was a quiet moment, one to savor at the end of a long day.
He glanced at Letitia beside him. Relaxed, she’d slipped off her slippers and drawn her feet up beneath her skirts. Agnes had primmed her lips at the informality, but hadn’t said anything. For himself, he was pleased that Letitia had patently reverted to her long-ago unconsciousness of him.
After considering those long, curled legs for several moments, he let his gaze travel slowly upward, to her face. As she sipped, he realized her mind was not as relaxed as her limbs; her gaze hard and sharp, her eyes were fixed unseeing on the rug. It wasn’t their previous interlude on said rug she was mentally reviewing; the evolving situation over Randall-the continuing revelations that underscored how little she’d known him-was seriously bothering her.
Understandably, yet there wasn’t anything she could do about it, which was what, he suspected, lay behind her suppressed ire.
Having to swallow the delay over the reading of Randall’s will, even if only for a day, and the further irritations of Mellon having-without her knowledge or consent-taken it upon himself to inform Randall’s solicitors, and Barton’s never-ending presence outside the house, had contributed to the pressure building within her.
That, in part, was why, instead of parting from her after their return from the city and going on to his clubs, he’d stayed by her side. She’d been stunned when he’d suggested accompanying her on her afternoon drive in the park.
As he’d expected, his presence beside her had effectively hauled the dowagers’ and sharp-eyed matrons’ minds from all interest in her brother. He hadn’t had to do anything, simply sit beside her and smile at those who nodded, and thoughts of marriage had replaced thoughts of murder in all the relevant female minds.
Except hers, of course.
Nevertheless, she was too experienced not to see what he’d done. To his surprise, the moment she’d realized, she’d grown a touch flustered; he’d glimpsed consternation in her eyes, an unexpected crack in her usually polished composure.
She’d seen him looking, noticing, had dragged in a breath, and the moment had passed. She’d continued dealing with her peers with her customary air-and had largely ignored him.
Yet even though she doubtless suspected he had other, ulterior motives-such as introducing the concept of he and she as a possible match to the pertinent part of the ton-she’d still been grateful for what he’d achieved. To her mind, any topic of gossip was better than the murder, even if that gossip was about her.
She’d been grateful enough to invite him to dine, albeit grudgingly.
He’d accepted, not solely because one night apart had, at least for him, proved separation enough, but also because he knew that it was at times like these that she-her temper-most needed distraction. That she most needed someone about who could distract her.
Agnes, shrewd as could be and a Vaux herself, seemed as aware as he of the brewing storm. She studied Letitia’s face, then said, “At least that solicitor will be here tomorrow, and we’ll have the matter of the will settled and done with. One thing out of the way.”
Letitia roused herself. “Indeed. Assuming he actually arrives.”
“He will.” Christian caught her eye as she glanced at him. “We might learn of friends or associates through Randall’s bequests. We should definitely gain a better understanding of his current finances, enough to know if there’s any hint of a motive there.”
“And you’ll learn who inherits this house.” Agnes started to pack up her fringe. “Which is a not unimportant detail, especially when you have the likes of Mellon to deal with.”
Letitia raised her brows. “There is that.”
“What will you do,” Hermione asked, “when the murderer’s found and the dust settles? Will we keep living here?”
Letitia tilted her head. “I don’t know.”
Christian kept his lips firmly shut.
“I’ll have to think about it.” Draining her cup, she reached out and set it back on the tray. She looked at Agnes as her aunt stood. “Are you going up?”
“Yes-it’s time.” Agnes looked at Hermione as Christian got to his feet. “Come along, miss. Make your good- nights and you can help me up the stairs.”
Hermione smiled sleepily; she’d already smothered a yawn or two. Uncurling her legs, she stood. “Good night, L’titia. ’Night, Christian.” Then she focused on Christian.
“Or should I call you Dearne?”
He smiled. “Christian will do.” Hermione might be bidding fair to becoming an unconscionable minx, but she’d always been on his side.
Given the way Agnes was eyeing him-not openly censorious but prepared to be so-he’d need all the support he could get.
He half expected Agnes to ask when he was leaving; as he had no intention of doing so, that would have proved awkward, but just as he was bracing for some such pointed query, she humphed and nodded a good-night. “I’ll no doubt see you in the morning, Dearne-at the reading of the will.”
If he had his way, she’d see him at the breakfast table, but that might be pushing the boundaries too far. He bowed and murmured his good-nights.
Once Agnes and Hermione had left and the door was closed once more, he sat again, relaxed once more beside Letitia.
She was staring into space again, brooding. He studied her face, considered what he could see in it, heard again the subtle warning in Agnes’s tone. Despite her eccentric, old lady ways, Letitia’s aunt was neither blind nor slow. She knew what he wanted, and didn’t disapprove-just as long as he did right by Letitia.
This time.
Agnes, he realized, scanning his recent memories of her-of when he’d seen her, always with Letitia there with them-felt strongly protective toward her niece. Which seemed odd. He wouldn’t have thought Letitia needed protecting…
The knowledge came to him in a wave, simply washed over and through him-and he saw what he should have from the first. Something that explained her odd attack of nerves in the park that afternoon. Something that meant he would have to tread carefully-
Agnes was right. Letitia was vulnerable-horribly, critically, emotionally vulnerable. Over him.
He’d hurt her badly once, unintentionally perhaps, but that hadn’t made the hurt any less.
Now he was back, he could hurt her again-that was what lay behind Agnes’s warning.
He wasn’t above taking an eccentric old lady’s warning to heart.
Especially as it suggested Letitia still felt for him all she ever had.
He glanced at her, and this time understood the responsibility he hadn’t recognized all those years ago. When he’d gone off to war, gone off to play spies, and had left her to fend on her own.
Guilt tightened his chest, but guilt wouldn’t help either of them.
He was waiting, watching her, when eventually she turned her head and looked at him. Searched his face, then arched her brows.
Her message was clear: While she wouldn’t summon Mellon and have him shown out, neither would she make the first move.
Before, long ago, she almost always had.
But now, if he wanted her, he had to ask. He had to make his desire plain, lay it out, no veils, no screens,
