Contract with Consequences

even into adulthood. Being a grown up, in his opinion, was being able to do your own thing without having to answer to someone all the time. Clearly, Scarlet was aghast at the lack of communication which existed between himself and his family, but he could think of nothing worse than having to ring his mother every single night he was away. Sometimes, months went by without his contacting home. He rarely felt guilty about it. Scarlet would, however. Underneath that tough exterior she liked to show to him, she had a soft, sentimental and sensitive soul.

This last realisation warned him not to say or do anything to hurt her. Now that would make him feel really guilty.

‘Nothing about you disappoints me, Scarlet,’ he said truthfully. ‘I have always admired you enormously.’

‘Really.’ There was a trace of laughter in her voice.

‘Really.’

‘Even when I’m being dense about men?’

‘Even then.’

‘So what was I being dense about a minute ago?’ she asked.

‘I thought you would intuitively know that I needed to get you back to my apartment after lunch, as soon as possible.’

John saw the penny drop in her eyes, and colour flare up in her cheeks.

‘Oh,’ she said, then smiled a rueful smile. ‘I thought it was just me suffering in silence.’

Her admission did little to soothe John’s own frustration. He could not recall ever being this hard.

It was a relief that their lunch arrived at that precise moment, giving his overheated brain some well-needed respite. His overheated body as well. The wrap was excellent, though he hardly noticed, considering the speed with which he ate it.

‘You’ll get indigestion,’ Scarlet warned him with a sweet smile. She was taking her time, he noted.

‘Just eat your food and get on with those photos or I’ll take them for you,’ he ground out.

‘Yes, sir!’

‘And stop being sarcastic; I prefer the way you were a little while ago.’

‘Which was?’

‘Soft and sweet.’

‘But I thought you said that my being stroppy turned you on?’

John spoke through gritted teeth. ‘I don’t want to be turned on any more right at this moment.’

‘Ah, I see. Not to worry. I promise to be sweet as apple pie till we’re safely behind closed doors.’

John had to laugh. ‘Just get on with your food, will you?’

‘I don’t think I can eat any more,’ she said.

Their eyes met across the table.

‘Get those photos taken while I’ll go pay the bill,’ he said thickly as he rose to his feet.

Scarlet took only a few photos before he returned to collect her.

They hurried back the way they’d come, not holding hands this time, and not talking at all. Scarlet struggled to keep up with his long strides, her breathing heavy by the time they reached his apartment building. They rode the lift up in silence, Scarlet not daring even to look at John for fear of what he might do right there in the lift.

By the time John opened his apartment door and ushered her inside, she was desperate for him. Up against the door would have done. Or on the sofa. Or even on the floor. She imagined John would have been just as eager, so she was surprised when he didn’t pounce immediately. Surprised and disappointed, especially when he stepped right away from her.

‘No, Scarlet,’ he said brusquely when she frowned at him. ‘Not here and not yet. Now, I want you to go into the main bathroom, strip off and have a long, hot shower. I’ll be doing the same in my bathroom. When you feel nicely relaxed, get out of the shower, dry yourself off then come into my bedroom. Without any clothes on, please. No towel. No robe.’

Scarlet swallowed. ‘You… you expect me to walk into your room totally naked?’

‘Totally. You have an incredibly beautiful body, Scarlet, and I want to see all of it, all the time.’

‘All the time?’ she choked out.

‘Absolutely. Clothes are only going to be worn in future when we go out.’

‘But…’

‘No buts. This is part of my plan.’

‘What plan is that?’

‘A private plan.’

‘But I don’t see how-’

‘I thought we agreed no buts,’ he broke in sharply. ‘And no more arguments. All I want to hear from you this afternoon is “yes, John; of course, John; anything you say, John”.’

‘You forgot “three bags full, John”,’ she snapped, but he could see the excitement in her eyes.

He smiled. ‘That’s my girl.’

Scarlet shook her head at him. ‘You are the most infuriating man!’

‘And you are the most desirable woman. Now, go and do exactly as you were told.’

He didn’t wait for her reply, stalking off into the nearby master bedroom and shutting the door behind him, leaving her standing in the middle of the living room feeling totally flummoxed. But oh, so turned on. There was no question that she wouldn’t do as he’d commanded. Because, deep down, she wanted to do it.

Doing it, however, was quite daunting. She didn’t look at herself in the bathroom mirror after she stripped off, keeping her eyes averted as she turned on the shower and waited till the water was warm enough to step into. She washed herself all over, doing her best not to linger too long on those areas which reminded her of how excited she was. Five minutes later she was out of the shower and reaching for one of the thick turquoise towels.

It took Scarlet another five minutes before she dared leave the bathroom, during which time she brushed out her hair for ages before freshening up her lipstick and spraying on some perfume. When she could not delay her emergence any longer, she scooped in several deep breaths then opened the bathroom door.

Walking naked through the apartment was the hardest thing she’d ever done, harder than showing up at that fertility clinic the first time. Which had been darned hard. By the time she reached the door to the master bedroom, Scarlet was a bundle of nerves. Steeling herself, she decided not to knock, choosing instead to open the door and go straight in.

As she entered the room, John was just coming out of his bathroom, a white towel wrapped low around his hips.

She ground to an annoyed halt, her hands in her hips. ‘I want you naked too,’ she threw at him.

‘Not just yet,’ he replied. His eyes glittered as they flicked over her from head to toe. ‘You are even more beautiful standing up than lying down. Now, come over here to me. I want to watch you walk, then I want to hold you hard against me and kiss you till you beg me to just do it to you like you did last night. But not in bed-standing up with your legs wrapped around my waist and your arms tight around my neck.’

The highly erotic images his words evoked made Scarlet’s head spin. How she managed to cross the room without tripping or stumbling she had no idea. But cross it she did, despite her knees feeling like jelly. He watched her closely with narrowed eyes, not saying another word. When she drew near, she could hear his heavy breathing and her own. Could feel his tension and her own. When he tossed the towel aside, she could see his arousal.

Stunningly, magnificently erect. A lethal weapon of naked desire. Her mouth dried in anticipation of his doing it to her the way he’d said he would, standing up. Her heart rate quickened, her nipples tightening.

Oh yes, she thought heatedly when he reached out to pull her into his arms, pressing her hard against him so that his erection sank deep into the soft swell of her stomach. Yes, yes. Do it to me. Do it to me now. Don’t kiss me. Don’t wait. Just lift me up and do it!

He didn’t obey her silent commands. He kissed her first, hot hungry kisses which brought her to a level of frustration she could not previously have imagined. It was violent, the need to have him inside her. The need to come. When a muffled moan echoed in her throat, John tore his mouth from hers.

‘Tell me that you want me, Scarlet,’ he whispered fiercely into her hair.

‘Yes, yes, I want you,’ she choked out. ‘Oh God, John, just do it. Do it the way you said.’

She gasped when he drove up into her, then again when he cupped her buttocks and lifted her right off the