She sighed, and added, feeling the truth, 'And that's how I think I should be.'
There was silence and then the small sound of Veradantha, chuckling.
'Theo Waitley, I think perhaps you are correct. And so I agree, and say 'Delgado is a bully,' as is Melchiza. I ask you to know that so is Terra a bully to its children, and Liad, and Jankalim and Theopholis. And I will posit something more: the planets in their orbits are not the source of your discontent, but nonetheless you are correct. It is culture that is the bully, which is something many of the better pilots learn. As for Melchiza wanting you to be strong, that is, perhaps, an overstatement. But again you are precocious.'
yos'Senchul hooked an ankle around a chair leg and pulled it to him. He sat down, fingers moving—
'What we can do, now, is to be sure you do not isolate yourself so much. People—are necessary; even enjoyable. Take the opportunity to be with others outside of class. Go to dance class, perhaps join the cultural diversity club.'
Theo sighed. 'I haven't done real well with clubs, historically. That Delgado bully thing again. I mean, people thought it was
'Misfit?' said yos'Senchul experimentally. 'Misfit. What a useful word.'
Theo looked hard into his face, but he was apparently serious, as he tried to form the word with his fingers at the same time.
Veradantha tapped the table briefly for attention.
'What we would like you to consider, Theo Waitley, is this idea. This semester is well in progress, and your schedules should not be altered yet again. Go to classes, take time for these clubs and activities.'
She paused, tapping on the desk quietly, nodding to herself before going on.
'It is not that you need to be popular, but that you need to watch others, to learn to be less, let us say,
Chaos, she was tired! Theo shook her head, and spoke before she meant to.
'I am not ignorant. My father teaches cultural genetics, and he hosts students; I've been—'
yos'Senchul rose, and bowed very slightly, signing
He continued aloud, with a casual
'What we seek is to be certain you will be adequately prepared for the sophonts who are not prepared for you. Dance will help, as will more language training, and something—we shall discuss and refine these points, all of us when we have a day less busy around us—something so that you do not present as quite so busy, quite so much on the verge of taking action, at all times.'
Veradantha broke in then, with some energy.
'We wish to also remove you from petty local politics as much as we may. Now some, like the excellent Mr. Frosher, they have the way of it. He will be an adequate pilot, I am sure, but he has a path in mind, one that involves administration, one that is also likely to be local. It is not surprising he came so close to the edge of things, and it is not entirely surprising that he has survived this error, and grown from it. Eventually he may grow to be a functionary of some merit.
'But you—
'With your consent we shall construct for you an independent study option. I suggest a goal as an outworlds pilot. We may fine-tune as we proceed and details become clarified. You will need to study ships, but start tomorrow and not tonight. You will need some more languages—start tomorrow and not this night. We shall also see what we might find on-world for your off-time between semesters, unless you will wish to return to Delgado . . .'
Theo saw the quirking of the mouth for what it was and managed a laugh and a quick sign
Despite herself, she yawned.
'We have started tonight,' she suggested. 'We will start more tomorrow.'
SECOND LEAP
Eighteen
DCCT was housed about as far away as it was possible to get from the rest of the campus and still be in the residential zone; that was her destination after her last scheduled class for the school week.
Theo walked instead of taking the shuttle, sure that some of her classmates were letting the ease of a quick ride stifle their need to move. How they could expect to keep reaction time up while being sluggards was beyond her.
She'd had defensive dance early, which was a good thing. She'd waked a moment before the timer went off, dreaming the ship-route math she'd studied the night before in prep for lab. That had been happening of late, the