she said. ‘You’re expecting to dump us and run?’
‘I wouldn’t put it quite like that.’ The twinkle faded.
‘How would you put it? You’ve given us all these assurances but if you’re not there how can I know they’ll be held good?’ She frowned. ‘Anyway, what does Prince Regent mean?’
‘It’s a caretaker role. I get to do the paperwork, and make decisions on behalf of the heir to the Crown until he’s of age. I can do that from Paris, mostly.’
‘But if you’re illegitimate-how can you be Regent?’
‘There’s no one else.’
‘I don’t understand.’
‘I’ve only just had it explained to me myself,’ he said ruefully. ‘But it seems the Alp d’Estella constitution-or whatever they call it when it’s to do with royal succession-has a stipulation that the regency can be held by someone with blood ties to an heir to the throne. Parent, sibling or half-sibling. I guess it was drawn up in the days when death in childbirth was common, and so was death in battle. An older half-sister may well be all there was to care for the rights of a young prince.’
‘But…if your real father isn’t royal…’
‘That’s why I’m here four weeks after Bernard died and not before. I thought I had nothing to do with it. However there are people in Alp d’Estella desperate to see the current regime displaced. They realised the vague constitutional wording-blood ties to
‘So what do you get out of it?’
‘Nothing. But the country is desperate for decent rule.’ He hesitated. ‘Do you know anything about the Alp countries?’
‘Not much.’
‘They’re four principalities,’ he said, sighing, as if this was a tale he’d wearied of telling. ‘And they’ve been degenerate for generations. The princes running them come from a long line of families where indulgence is everything. We now have corrupt politicians who know the only way to advance is to please royalty. The Crown Prince of our nearest neighbour, Alp d’ Azuri, has set about changing that. Raoul-your Jessica’s husband-has used his sovereign powers to instil a democracy. The change is wonderful. That’s where the idea came from that change is possible, but it can’t be done unless Marc accepts the Crown.’
‘But Marc’s too young to decide.’
‘It doesn’t matter. Once he’s installed as Crown Prince, no matter how old he is, measures can be put in place to get the country on an even keel. He can forfeit the Crown later if he wants, but I do need time to get a proper parliament in place.’
‘You can do that?’
‘From the background, it seems that, yes, I can.’
Pippa sat back in her chair and stared at him. Awed. ‘You mean what I agree on, right now, right here, while I’m still thawing from milking, will affect the lives of…’
‘Millions. Yes, it will. But don’t let me pressure you.’
‘You’re mad.’
‘Yes, but I bought you steak and firewood and I helped you milk. I can’t be all bad.’
She shook her head, trying to clear her jumbled thoughts. ‘Don’t think you can inveigle me into doing stuff. I didn’t ask for help.’
‘I don’t want to inveigle you to do anything.’
‘Bully for you.’ Pippa was feeling so lost she didn’t know where she was. She picked up the toasting fork and absently held the half-cooked crumpet to the flames again. Then she put it down. She couldn’t concentrate.
‘All I know of this country is from you,’ she whispered.
‘That’s right. But I can give you assurances, and not just from me.’
‘But, you see, I’m all the children have,’ she said apologetically. ‘How can I put them at risk?’
‘You won’t be putting them at risk.’
‘But you won’t be there.’ She took a deep breath. ‘We could come,’ she admitted. ‘I might even be prepared to take a chance. But only if you were there.’
‘I can’t.’
‘Why not?’
‘I have a life. My building-’
‘I had a life too once,’ she snapped. ‘My nursing. I’ve put my life on hold for these kids. So how important is forming a parliament? You’d put your life on hold for how long for this kingdom of yours?’
‘It’s a principality.’
‘Kingdom-principality-it makes no difference,’ she snapped. ‘But I won’t do this alone. It scares me stupid. I won’t let you guilt me into it because the country might starve, and then watch you walk away and leave me to do it alone. You’re a de Gautier. Illegitimate or not, you know the reputation of your family. Alice ran for a reason and I’m not as stupid as I look.’
‘I never said-’
‘You don’t have to say,’ Pippa said. ‘Stupid is as stupid does. You hold this place out to me like a carrot on the end of a stick. Warmth. Castles. Swimming pools. And you…a Prince Regent who looks like you stepped out of a romance movie, telling me I have to agree or the peasants will starve…’
‘You don’t think you’re being just a touch melodramatic?’
‘Of course I’m being melodramatic,’ she yelled, so loudly that Dolores was forced to raise her head in faint reproach.
‘There’s no need to yell,’ Max said, starting to sound exasperated, but she’d gone too far to draw back now.
‘There is. I have no guarantee that you care one bit about this little boy you barely know. Or his sisters. I won’t be bludgeoned into taking them to a country I don’t know, unless I have some cast-iron guarantees.’ She held up each finger in turn. ‘One, you agree that we’re staying for a month and only a month. We can all leave freely any time after that, and if the children are unhappy then we can leave earlier. Two, you organise that this farm will be cared for while we’re away. You seem to have enough money. Three, you agree that Marc is not to be made aware that anyone’s welfare depends on him. Four, you stay for the entire month. You leave whatever you do in Paris as you’re asking me to leave whatever I do here.’
‘That’s not f-’
‘Fair?’ she queried, and turned and shook the loaded toasting fork at him. ‘Who’s talking fair?’
She was gorgeous, he thought suddenly. She was just…gorgeous. She looked like an avenging angel, in faded serviceable clothes and wielding a toasting fork like a sword. Her cheeks were two bright spots of colour. Her eyes were flashing demons.
He thought…he thought…
He thought he wanted to kiss her.
Dumb move, he told himself desperately. Really, really dumb.
He really, really wanted to kiss her.
‘Well?’ she demanded and he tried to think what he should be thinking.
‘The castle is pure luxury,’ he said weakly. ‘There’s no need for me to stay.’
‘I don’t want you to stay,’ she said, surprising him, ‘but as guarantee of the children’s safety you must.’
He gazed at her, and she gazed back, meeting his look head-on and not flinching.
He still just wanted to kiss…
‘I do what I have to do,’ she said. ‘Do you?’
‘Yes, but-’
‘Then it’s settled. You’ll stay?’
‘I need-’
‘You’ll stay?’
‘Yes,’ he said, driven against the ropes and acknowledging he had no choice. ‘I’ll stay in Alp d’Estella, yes.’
