THE MORNING SKY WAS THICK WITH CLOUDS, but there was no moisture in the air. The wind buffeted the Jeep on the two-lane road. Dor kept his speed to thirty, even though the road was clear as far as she could see.
Ruthie twisted in her seat as they drove away, watching the little house recede into the distance. She’d remained mute while Cass washed her with the warm water, brushed her teeth and combed her hair and dressed her in clean underwear and yesterday’s clothes. Cass washed herself as well as she could, carrying the hot water around the corner of the house and stripping naked on the dead lawn, trying to wipe away every trace of what they’d done the night before while she held her blade in her free hand. Outdoors, away from the Box, she was never without a weapon, and she felt almost unbearably exposed as the cold morning air reached her body. She used deodorant, a rare indulgence, since she owned only one tube and tried to make it last. After she dressed, she went through the dresser in the room in which she and Ruthie slept, taking turtlenecks and too-big nylon underwear, as well as three pairs of neatly rolled knee socks.
“After we cross Leverett Canyon Road, Colima’s only another twenty miles,” Dor said after a while. “That last stretch might be tough. It’s an old road, mostly just local traffic since they built the highway. Not sure what we’re gonna find.” He’d been drinking from a plastic bottle of water, and he offered it to her. Cass looked at his hand holding the bottle, the black lines of his tattoo curling down onto the broad flat plane below his wrist.
She didn’t want to take from him, didn’t want to accept any kindness from him.
They passed the occasional ranch or farmhouse, but none appeared to be inhabited. Even a couple of months ago, a few squatters were still trying to tough it out alone in their homes, boarding themselves inside and venturing out only to raid at night, trying to avoid the Beaters. For most, it was a losing proposition. Nearly all the easy pickings had been scoured from those houses and stores that weren’t infested with Beaters. Water, canned food, medicine; shoes and warm clothes; toiletries and gasoline and propane-all of these were nearly impossible to find. Kaysev alone couldn’t make a subsistence life out here sustainable. Waste had to be disposed of. Water still needed to be boiled. Some squatters eventually gave up and made the journey to the nearest shelter, but there were recent rumors that some shelters were beginning to turn travelers away in an effort to conserve resources. Those who spent too many days on the road were guaranteed to be attacked; there were simply too many Beaters and they were increasingly desperate and hungry. The lucky ones made it to the Box or to a shelter that would still accept them; others grew despondent and chose a quick death-drowning, hanging, a leap from a bridge or building.
Or else they joined the Rebuilders.
“What the fuck,” Dor murmured softly, interrupting Cass’s thoughts.
Far up the road, casting stubby shadows on the blacktop under the late-morning sun, two women stood in the road. They stood close together, one of them pointing-at them, at the land beyond the road, it was hard to tell. The other had a rifle. Cass’s heart sank-if this was a Rebuilder checkpoint then all their attempts to arrive unannounced had been wasted. They’d wanted to hide the car to avoid suspicion.
Dor took his foot off the gas and coasted. When they were a hundred feet away, he braked to a stop. The women turned toward the Jeep and Cass got a better look at them, one middle-aged, the other a bit younger. Both wore their thick hair cut blunt at their shoulders; their jeans and coats were mannish and utilitarian. Sisters? Cass thought she saw a similarity in their soft jaw lines, in their slack mouths. They didn’t wear the military surplus favored by the Rebuilders, didn’t have the rigid, coiled stance of their leaders.
“Wonder what they’re up to,” Dor said softly. He had his gun in his hand-Cass hadn’t even seen him draw it. “Stay here. I’ll check this out.”
“We could just try to drive around them,” Cass said. The earth at the edge of the field was flat and unbroken; it would be easy enough to go off the road. Besides, Dor’s caution gave her a bad feeling.
The whole situation felt strange. There was a good-size farmhouse set back a few hundred yards from the road, its paint flaking and some of the windows broken. The front door was open, the interior of the house a black cavern. None of the outbuildings-a large steel shed, a leaning barn, a separate garage-were large or secure enough to make for good shelter, and none had the sort of large opening favored by Beaters.
“The Jeep can handle the field, can’t it?” Cass pressed.
“Terrain’s not the problem.”
“What,” she whispered.
“I don’t know. Ambush, maybe. I’m leaving the keys. I probably don’t have to tell you this, but anything happens to me, you just floor it-head back to the Box. Straight back.”
Cass felt the familiar anxiety flood her. After yesterday, she wasn’t ready for this, for him to walk away from her again. “There’s not-”
But he opened the door and stepped out before she could complete her thought, slamming it shut without a backward glance. Cass watched him walk toward the women, the gun loose at his side, stopping ten, then a couple of yards short of them. One of the women took a faltering step toward him, scratching at her forearm. The other followed, stumbling and reaching toward him, dropping the rifle to the ground, not even looking down as it bounced and a shard of plastic or wood broke off its stock.
Dor started backing away. Then he turned and bolted back toward the Jeep.
He made it in seconds and threw himself into the driver’s seat, nearly flooding the engine, tires screeching on the payment as he floored the gas. The pair hesitated only a moment before following, their tentative steps increasing speed.
“What were they-”
“Hang on!” he yelled. Cass clutched the console, her heart hammering. As the Jeep swerved abreast of the two women, she saw that their clothes were soiled and their hair was knotted. They looked as though they’d been beaten, their faces bruised and torn. “Lean back!”
Dor reached across Cass with his gun hand, firing twice before she could react, and the women spun and crumpled to the ground. He accelerated and the car stopped fishtailing and the road rumbled beneath them. Ruthie sniffled in the stunned silence.
“What did you do that for?” Cass demanded.
“They’d turned,” Dor said, reholstering his gun awkwardly. “They were infected.”
It had been a long time, months even, since Cass had seen someone in the early stages of the fever. But yes, it had been there-the eerie flat eyes, the scabbed flesh, the scratching at the arms. “You’re sure?”
“Come on, Cass. Middle of the day? Out there in the road? They had bite marks up and down their arms. They were talking nonsense.”
“You…got them both.”
Like a movie-the Jeep careening, Dor’s finger on the trigger inches from her face, taking the second shot before the first fully registered.
“If they’d been any further along, one bullet wouldn’t have been enough to take them down like that.”
Cass turned to check on Ruthie. Her eyes were wide and frightened, and Cass caressed her face, making soothing sounds and calling her “darling,” promising her it would be all right.
“Why did you bother?” she finally asked. They could have just driven past, saved the two bullets.
“We might come back this way and I didn’t want to deal with them twice. And there could have been uninfected in one of those buildings. Not likely, but you never know…and also I liked it. It felt good.”
His words chilled her. Cass had never killed, not even a Beater.
“You’re just saying that.”
“No.” Dor kept his eyes on the road, but he put his hand on her thigh. The touch was a fresh shock, his fingers strong and insistent through the fabric of her pants. He moved his hand slowly upward, trailing heat along her skin. Then, just as abruptly, he took it back. “I don’t just say things to hear myself talk, Cass. That’s a lesson right there, one you might want to take to heart. I also don’t do things I didn’t set out to do and I don’t appreciate…”
He didn’t finish his sentence but he didn’t have to. Cass knew what she was being accused of and she felt the blood rush to her face. “I
