The matchmaker took off her cloak and threw it on the settee. Then she said quietly, closely watching the girl's eyes to see the effect of what she would say, 'Yes, a new husband!'
The girl's eyes flashed in interest and surprise as she asked, 'Are you serious?'
'A very important man, indeed, and not just a dreamer, you bitch.'
Hamida's heart beat furiously and her eyes shone so that their whites flashed. She asked, 'Who is he?'
'Guess.'
'Who?' the girl asked, bursting with curiosity.
Shaking her head and making her eyebrows dance, the matchmaker replied, 'Mr. Salim Alwan, in all his full majesty!'
Hamida gripped her comb so tightly that its teeth almost broke in her hand. She shouted, 'Salim Alwan, the owner of the company?'
'Himself. A man who has so much wealth that it can't be counted.'
Hamida's face glowed with happiness and she muttered unconsciously, almost beside herself with amazement and happiness, 'What a shock!'
'What good news! It couldn't be sweeter. I wouldn't have believed it if he hadn't told me himself.'
The girl stuck her comb in her hair and rushed over to her adoptive mother's side. Shaking her shoulders, she demanded, 'What did he say? Tell me everything — word for word.'
She listened attentively as Umm Hamida told her what had happened. Her heart throbbed and her face flushed, her eyes glistening proudly. Here at last was the stroke of fortune she had always dreamed of. This at last was the man who could give her all the luxury and freedom from drudgery she prayed for. She could think of no cure for her hunger for power other than a great deal of money. She wanted the other things it would bring: dignity, beautiful clothes, jewelry, pride, and a whole new world of secure and happy people.
Her mother stood surveying the girl and then asked, 'What do you think?'
Umm Hamida had no idea how she would reply. She was determined to have an argument with the girl, in any case. If she said, 'Mr. Alwan,' she would reply, 'And Abbas?' and if Hamida were to say, 'Abbas,' she would reply, 'And are we going to part with Mr. Alwan?' As it happened, Hamida replied, as if not believing she was being asked the question, 'What do I think?'
'Yes, what do you think? The matter isn't easy to decide. Have you forgotten that you are engaged? And that I confirmed it by reading the Qur'an with Abbas?'
A vicious look came into the girl's eyes and shattered her beauty. She shouted in full, angry scorn, 'That barber!'
Her mother was amazed at the speed with which Hamida decided the matter. It was almost as though the barber had never existed. Her old feelings that her daughter was ambitious and cruel were renewed. She never really doubted what the girl's choice would be, but she would have preferred at least a little thought. She had hoped the girl would hesitate and that she could then convince her. She had certainly not expected to hear Hamida pronounce the word 'barber' with such cutting scorn. The foster mother went on in a critical tone: 'Yes, the barber. Have you forgotten that he's your fiance?'
No, she had not forgotten, but in this case, to forget and to remember were really one and the same. Was her mother going to stand in her way? The girl peered closely at her and saw that her criticism was a mere sham. She shook her shoulders indifferently. 'He must go.'
'What will people say about us?'
'Let them say what they like…'
'I'll go and talk to Radwan Hussainy.'
Hamida blanched at mention of him and objected. 'What's he got to do with my personal affairs?'
'Our family has no other man to consult.'
She did not wait for a reply but rose quickly, put on her cloak, and left the flat, saying, 'I'll ask his advice and come back at once.' The girl gazed after her in disapproval. Noticing that she had not finished combing her hair, mechanically she stroked her head, her eyes showing that she was lost in a world of sweet dreams. She rose, stood looking through the window at the business premises across the street, and then returned to her seat.
As her mother guessed, Hamida had not abandoned Abbas without some thought. Yes, at one time she had thought she was bound to Abbas forever, and she was happy in the thought. She expressed her love by kissing him and it pleased him to hear her speaking of the future as though they would share it together. She promised to visit the mosque of Hussain to pray for him and had indeed done so; normally she only went there to pray that one of her enemies be punished after some quarrel or other. But now things were different. After all, was it not Abbas who had raised her status from that of an ordinary girl to that of an engaged young woman? Now Mrs. Kirsha could no longer pull her long hair and threaten, 'I'll cut this off if ever anyone gets engaged to you!'
Nonetheless, she knew she was virtually napping in the mouth of a volcano, and at no time had she felt quite satisfied with the whole matter. There was a constant restlessness inside her. True, Abbas eased some of her longing but he was not really the man she dreamed of as a husband. She had been confused about him since they first met and she remained so. Her ideas about what her husband should be like were quite unformed, and Abbas had certainly failed to form them. She told herself that actually living with him might possibly make her happier than she could imagine. This thought was with her constantly. But thought is a double-edged blessing and she had found herself asking what kind of happiness he could really give her. Was she overoptimistic in her dreams? Abbas promised to return and open a shop in Mousky Street, but could a shopkeeper's life give her many more comforts than she had now?
These thoughts confused her and strengthened her fears that the barber was not the ideal husband for her. She realized that her indifference toward him would never permit their living together happily. But what was she to do? Had she not bound herself to him forever? Oh God, why had she not learned a profession, as her friends had? If she knew how to do something, she could have waited and married when and whomever she wished, or perhaps she might never have married at all.
This, then, was her state of mind when Salim Alwan asked her hand in marriage. And so it was that she could discard her first fiance with no regrets because he had really been banished from her heart a long time before.
Her foster mother was not gone long. She soon returned from Radwan Hussainy's house, her face reflecting the seriousness of the situation. Taking off her cloak, she puffed, 'He would not agree at all.'
Then she told what had happened between her and Radwan, how he compared the two men, saying, 'The barber is young and Mr. Alwan is old; the barber is of the same class as Hamida and Mr. Alwan is not. The marriage of a man like Alwan to a girl like your daughter is bound to bring problems which will make her unhappy.' He had finished by saying, 'Abbas is a good young man and he has left home to improve his condition because he's eager for this marriage. He is by far the better husband for Hamida. You must simply wait. If he comes back penniless, which God forbid, then it is clearly within your right to marry her to the man of your choice.'
Hamida listened, her eyes flashing fire, then she shouted, her anger revealing the ugliness of her coarse voice, 'Radwan Hussainy is, of course, one of God's saints, or that's what he thinks he is. When he gives an opinion he cares nothing for anyone's feelings, so long as he has the respect of saints like himself. My happiness doesn't interest him in the slightest! No doubt he was influenced by the Qur'an, as a man with a long beard like him is bound to be. Don't ask him about my marriage! If you ask anything, ask him to explain a verse or chapter of the Qur'an to you. Why, if he were as good as you think he is, God wouldn't have taken all his sons!'
'Is that the sort of thing to say about the finest man alive?' asked the stunned Umm Hamida.
The girl shouted back viciously, 'He's a fine man if you like. He's a saint if you like. He's even a prophet. But he's not going to interfere with my happiness!'
Umm Hamida was pained by the girl's disrespect for the man, but not because she wanted to defend his opinion, with which she herself secretly disagreed. Prompted by a desire to anger the girl even more, she commented, 'But you are engaged to be married!'
'A girl is free until the marriage agreement is signed. Nothing has passed between us but words and a dish of sweets!' answered Hamida, laughing sarcastically.
'And the recitation of the Qur'an?'
'Forgiveness is honorable…'
'Punishment for violating the Qur'an is harsh, you know.'
'I don't give a damn!' snarled the girl.
