An Act Of Courage

not take a horse anatomist to understand the damage.

Blood was running freely now. Hervey pressed the rags into the wound as best he could, but at once they were soaked through, so that in a few minutes he had used every piece of his blanket. The horse was becoming unsteady on his feet; Hervey had to lean hard against him. In a few minutes more, Loyalist dropped to his knees; the hocks followed soon after, and then he rolled to his left side, breathing shallow.

Nothing Hervey could do would staunch the blood. Could John Knight have done anything? Knight could clamp a vein or an artery – he had seen him do it – but how could he here? He couldn’t see anything, even if he had had clamps – or even a knife to make an incision. All he could do was kneel by Loyalist’s head as his lifeblood emptied into the earth. There was musketry all about the cerro, men dying alone in the dark; he did not think about them, only that a noble animal like Loyalist should not die ignobly or alone. He thought to finish things with a pistol, but there had been enough of that at Corunna (and the shot would likely raise alarm with General Mackenzie’s brigade). No, there would be no ball in the brains, for Loyalist was not in pain; that was evident. He must stay by his side, reassuring, until the time.

In half an hour Loyalist was quite still; there was no more breathing. Hervey struggled with the lump in his throat, and cursed. There was nothing he could do now but salvage what furniture he may and make his way back to the cerro. There he would take Sykes’s trooper and send his groom back to the Sixth for Jessye. The moon would be up soon: Sykes ought not to have too hard a time of it. He envied him, indeed, for what was there for a cornet to do in the thick of night among infantry? There hadn’t even been need of him to fetch the commander-in-chief. He swore. Galloper duty, the cornet’s thrill, had been a pointless affair. But that, he knew (because first Daniel Coates, and then Joseph Edmonds, had told him), was one half of the true nature of war – a terrible, pointless wasting. He cursed again, and stopped struggling with the lump in his throat.

And he had thought himself steeled by Corunna!

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

THE WORK OF CAVALRY

Next morning, 28 July 1809

A hand shook his shoulder, roughly. ‘Reveille!’

Hervey had sweated through the day before, and through the night, but now he shivered, his instinct to pull the cloak about his shoulders again. He sat up. The moon had set, but the sky was lightening in the east: it would be full dawn inside half an hour. He had slept for three hours, perhaps, and he ached for more. His shoulder throbbed. The wound had been nothing, but the stitching had been rough. He was hungry, too. He had with him some liquorice sticks and a flask of brandy, nothing else. The supply animals had not come up by the time he had left for the Second Division, and General Hill’s infantrymen had no rations to spare. But the night’s alarms had thrown everything into confusion; it looked as if no one on the Cerro de Medellin would fight his battle today on a full stomach – or even half of one.

He got up, folded his cloak and started to saddle the little trooper Sykes had handed over to him. Trixie, his groom had called her, after his sister. Poor Sykes: he had drawn the mare only the day before, John Knight having cast his post-Corunna remount on account of bog spavin. Loyalist had been almost a hand higher, but Trixie was sturdy enough, and steady, reckoned Hervey. She stood loosely tethered where he had slept, calmly cropping the rough grass. Her belly at least would be filled, even if with poorish fodder. He was relieved that Loyalist’s saddle fitted well, and he managed to get the girth and surcingle tight without the biting that some of the older troopers were prone to. She even lifted her head for the bit. A very tractable mare, she was. It pleased him, drawing the sting of the night somewhat. He hoped she was as handy.

He buckled on his sword, tidied himself – ablutions waited until stand-down – checked the girth again and climbed into the saddle. She stood still for him, a good sign; he flexed the bit, she dropped her head nicely, and he squeezed his legs just a fraction. She answered well. Hervey had no idea of her provenance – even if she were country-bred – but he was relieved at her quality: he did not fancy seeing out his duty with the Second Division astride a screw. He was only surprised she had passed into the riding-master’s hands and then out again.

He saluted the AQMG and nodded his ‘good morning’ to an aide-de-camp he had not seen before. General Hill was just mounting, so he halted at a respectful distance with his dawn thoughts. The sky was no longer black but grey, the urgent time when the minutes seemed to race. When daylight came, the country would be exactly as yesterday, the lie of the land unaltered in a single detail. But the enemy had not been inactive during the night: what would be the scene before them? How many French would be drawn up ready to attack? How many guns would there be on the Cerro de Cascajal? More, for sure, than the British disposed here.

Half a dozen other mounted figures now rode up. Hervey strained to see who. He braced as he recognized the profile of the commander-in-chief, cloaked and wearing a bicorn. What had kept him here the night? Had the Cerro de Medellin been in such peril that the commander-in-chief had kept vigil while he himself slept? He felt a sudden guilt; but, then, no one had told him to do other than sleep. No one, indeed, had told him anything at all. Or had Sir Arthur Wellesley come up to the cerro for the dawn stand-to? In which case it could only mean that it was here he expected the French to show themselves first. Hervey felt the thrill of a man discovering he was unexpectedly in the place of decision.

It was so obvious, now that he thought about it: here was the place to see the battlefield, not down among the olive groves. Here, the commander-in-chief could direct his battle, seeing the moves the French made, judging which were real and which were feints, speeding gallopers this way and that with his orders. But Hervey supposed he would see none of it, for his own orders were to return to the Sixth as soon as daylight was come. Could he do so without General Hill’s leave? But could he remain here longer without incurring his troop-leader’s wrath? There would be nothing for the cavalry to do until the infantry had clashed. In any case, had not the order gone out for the cavalry brigades to forage after dawn? He would hardly be missed in foraging . . .

He could not yet make out the hands of his watch face; by the look of the sky, he reckoned it must be half- past the hour, perhaps even a quarter-to, for first light was at five. And at first light a white horse was grey, not black: the staff dragoon’s with Sir Arthur Wellesley, now, was black (if, of course, it was the same animal he had seen yesterday). First light was the time when the routine of the night – pickets, sentries, sleep – changed to that of the day, when regiments mustered and stood-to their arms, when the pickets and sentries came in, when general actions began. He calculated that it would be two hours and more before the first dragoon drew his sabre to cut anything but grass. He hoped fervently that General Hill would not dismiss him now, therefore.

Sir Arthur Wellesley and General Hill moved off with their staff towards the eastern crest of the cerro. Hervey followed hesitantly, expecting at any moment to be told to rejoin his regiment.

One of the aides-de-camp, a lieutenant from General Hill’s own regiment, rode up alongside him. ‘Was it you with the general last night?’

Hervey was cautious, uncertain of the ADC’s purpose. ‘If you mean when the French first attacked, yes.’

‘Then I am especially pleased to make your acquaintance. Gartside, Ninetieth,’ said the ADC, holding out a hand.

Hervey took it. ‘Hervey, Sixth Light Dragoons.’

‘The general owes his liberty to you, I understand, if not his life.’

In truth, he had not given it much thought, such was his dismay at losing Loyalist. ‘It was a close shave, I own. I am sorry for your major, though. He must have been hit by a ball as we galloped home.’

‘He was dead when we found him. I’m only sorry I was not with you: the general had sent me to Tilson’s brigade for their evening state, which we’d not had.’

Hervey nodded in commiseration. ‘What I don’t understand is why we were surprised. How had the French passed through the first line? And with scarcely a shot?’

‘There wasn’t a first line, not to speak of. The brigades had been posted very ill.’

‘I imagine they’re better posted now?’