He drove back over the long bridge, paused at the Father’s Hat roadside cafe, then headed for home.
When he got out of the car, his mind suddenly went blank. He stood there with the keys in his hand, totally confused. The bonnet was warm. Once again he was panic-stricken.
He collected the post and sat down at the garden table. He was still shaken by the attack of forgetfulness.
It was only later, after he had fed Jussi, that he discovered the letter lying among the newspapers he had collected from the mailbox. There was no return address, and he didn’t recognise the handwriting.
When he opened the letter he saw that it was handwritten, and from Hakan von Enke.
35
The letter had been posted in Norrkoping.
Wallander put the letter down on the kitchen table. It was good, of course, that von Enke had put Wallander in touch with a potentially useful contact. But even so, he didn’t like the letter. Once again he had the impression that there was something going on he hadn’t detected. He read the letter one more time, slowly, as if he were picking his way gingerly through a minefield.
He measured his blood sugar and this time was less pleased with the result: 184. That was too high. He had forgotten to take his Metformin pills and his insulin. He checked in the fridge and saw that within the next few days he would need to replenish his insulin.
Every day he took no fewer than seven different pills, for his diabetes, his blood pressure and his cholesterol. He didn’t like doing so; it felt like a sort of defeat. Many of his colleagues didn’t take a single pill - or at least, they said they didn’t. In the old days, Rydberg had been scornful of all chemical preparations. He didn’t even take anything for the headaches that plagued him. Every day my body is filled with goodness knows how many chemicals that I don’t really know anything about, Wallander thought. I trust my doctors and the pharmaceutical companies, without questioning the things they prescribe.
He hadn’t even told Linda about all the pills. Nor did she know that he was now injecting himself with insulin. To be on the safe side, he had hidden it behind some jars of mango chutney that he knew she wouldn’t touch.
He read the letter a few more times without discovering anything between the lines. Hakan von Enke was not sending him any hidden messages. He was looking in vain for something that wasn’t there.
That night he dreamed about his father.
*
He had just woken up, shortly after seven, when the phone rang. He assumed it was Linda at this hour, especially since she knew he was on holiday. He picked up the receiver.
‘Is that Knut Wallander?’
It was a man’s voice. His Swedish was perfect, although Wallander could hear a slight foreign accent.
‘I take it I’m talking to Mr Talboth,’ he said. ‘I’ve been expecting to hear from you.’
‘Call me George. I’ll call you Knut.’
‘Not Knut. Kurt.’
‘Kurt. Kurt Wallander. I’m always getting names wrong. When are you coming to visit?’
Wallander was surprised by the question. What had Hakan von Enke written to Talboth?
‘I wasn’t planning on going to Berlin. I didn’t even know you existed until I received a letter yesterday.’
‘Hakan wrote in a letter to me that you would definitely want to come here and talk to me.’
‘Why can’t you come to Skane?’
‘I don’t have a driver’s licence. And I hate travelling by train or flying.’
An American without a driver’s licence, Wallander thought. He must be an extremely unusual person.
‘Maybe I can help you,’ Talboth said. ‘I used to know Louise. Just as well as I knew Hakan. And she was a good friend of my wife, Marilyn. They often used to go out together for tea. Afterwards, Marilyn would tell me what they had been talking about.’
‘And what was that?’
‘Louise nearly always talked politics. Marilyn wasn’t as interested, but she listened politely.’
Wallander frowned. Wasn’t that the opposite of what Hans had said? That his mother never talked about politics, apart from a few brief comments in conversations with her husband?
He was suddenly attracted by the thought of visiting George Talboth in Berlin. He hadn’t been there since the collapse of East Germany. He had been to East Berlin twice in the mid-1980s with Linda, when she had been obsessed by the theatre and had insisted on seeing performances by the Berliner Ensemble. He could still recall his annoyance when the East German border police burst into their sleeping car in the middle of the night and demanded to see his passport. On both occasions they had stayed in a hotel at Alexanderplatz. Wallander had felt uneasy the whole time.
‘I might be able to come see you,’ he said. ‘I could take my car.’
‘You can stay at my place,’ said Talboth. ‘I have an apartment in Schoneberg. When should I expect you?’
‘When would it suit you?’
‘I’m a widower. You’re welcome whenever is good for you.’
‘The day after tomorrow?’
‘I’ll give you my phone number. Call me when you’re approaching Berlin, and I’ll guide you through the city. Do you eat fish or meat?’
‘Both.’
‘Wine?’