'A letter from Gordon,' said Durrance, in a musing voice, 'scribbled perhaps upon the roof-top of his palace, by the side of his great telescope-a sentence written in haste, and his eye again to the lens, searching over the palm trees for the smoke of the steamers-and it comes down the Nile to be buried in a mud wall in Berber. Yes, it's curious,' and he turned his face to the west and the sinking sun. Even as he looked, the sun dipped behind the hills. The sky above his head darkened rapidly, to violet; in the west it flamed a glory of colours rich and iridescent. The colours lost their violence and blended delicately into one rose hue, the rose lingered for a little, and, fading in its turn, left a sky of the purest emerald green transfused with light from beneath rim of the world.
'If only they had let us go last year westward to the Nile,' he said with a sort of passion. 'Before Khartum had fallen, before Berber had surrendered. But they would not.'
The magic of the sunset was not at all in Durrance's thoughts. The story of the letter had struck upon a chord of reverence within him. He was occupied with the history of that honest, great, impracticable soldier, who, despised by officials and thwarted by intrigues, a man of few ties and much loneliness, had gone unflaggingly about his work, knowing the while that the moment his back was turned the work was in an instant all undone.
Darkness came upon the troops, the camels quickened their pace, the cicadas shrilled from every tuft of grass. The detachment moved down toward the well of Disibil. Durrance lay long awake that night on his camp bedstead spread out beneath the stars. He forgot the letter in the mud wall. Southward the Southern Cross hung slanting in the sky, above him glittered the curve of the Great Bear. In a week he would sail for England; he lay awake, counting up the years since the packet had cast off from Dover pier, and he found that the tale of them was good. Kassassin, Tel-el-Kebir, the rush down the Red Sea, Tokar, Tamai, Tamanieb-the crowded moments came vividly to his mind. He thrilled even now at the recollection of the Hadendowas leaping and stabbing through the breach of McNeil's zareba six miles from Suakin; he recalled the obdurate defence of the Berkshires, the steadiness of the Marines, the rallying of the broken troops. The years had been good years, years of plenty, years which had advanced him to the brevet-rank of lieutenant-colonel.
'A week more-only a week,' murmured Mather, drowsily.
'I shall come back,' said Durrance, with a laugh.
'Have you no friends?'
And there was a pause.
'Yes, I have friends. I shall have three months wherein to see them.'
Durrance had written no word to Harry Feversham during these years. Not to write letters was indeed a part of the man. Correspondence was a difficulty to him. He was thinking now that he would surprise his friends by a visit to Donegal, or he might find them perhaps in London. He would ride once again in the Row. But in the end he would come back. For his friend was married, and to Ethne Eustace, and as for himself his life's work lay here in the Soudan. He would certainly come back. And so, turning on his side, he slept dreamlessly while the hosts of the stars trampled across the heavens above his head.
Now, at this moment Abou Fatma of the Kabbabish tribe was sleeping under a boulder on the Khor Gwob. He rose early and continued along the broad plains to the white city of Suakin. There he repeated the story which he had told to Durrance to one Captain Willoughby, who was acting for the time as deputy-governor. After he had come from the Palace he told his story again, but this time in the native bazaar. He told it in Arabic, and it happened that a Greek seated outside a cafe close at hand overheard something of what was said. The Greek took Abou Fatma aside, and with a promise of much merissa, wherewith to intoxicate himself, induced him to tell it a fourth time and very slowly.
'Could you find the house again?' asked the Greek.
Abou Fatma had no doubts upon that score. He proceeded to draw diagrams in the dust, not knowing that during his imprisonment the town of Berber had been steadily pulled down by the Mahdists and rebuilt to the north.
'It will be wise to speak of this to no one except me,' said the Greek, jingling some significant dollars, and for a long while the two men talked secretly together. The Greek happened to be Harry Feversham whom Durrance was proposing to visit in Donegal. Captain Willoughby was Deputy-Governor of Suakin, and after three years of waiting one of Harry Feversham's opportunities had come.
Chapter VIII–Lieutenant Sutch is Tempted to Lie
Durrance reached London one morning in June, and on that afternoon took the first walk of the exile, into Hyde Park, where he sat beneath the trees marvelling at the grace of his countrywomen and the delicacy of their apparel, a solitary figure, sunburnt and stamped already with that indefinable expression of the eyes and face which marks the men set apart in the distant corners of the world. Amongst the people who strolled past him, one, however, smiled, and, as he rose from his chair, Mrs. Adair came to his side. She looked him over from head to foot with a quick and almost furtive glance which might have told even Durrance something of the place which he held in her thoughts. She was comparing him with the picture which she had of him now three years old. She was looking for the small marks of change which those three years might have brought about, and with eyes of apprehension. But Durrance only noticed that she was dressed in black. She understood the question in his mind and answered it.
'My husband died eighteen months ago,' she explained in a quiet voice. 'He was thrown from his horse during a run with the Pytchley. He was killed at once.'
'I had not heard,' Durrance answered awkwardly. 'I am very sorry.'
Mrs. Adair took a chair beside him and did not reply. She was a woman of perplexing silences; and her pale and placid face, with its cold correct outline, gave no clue to the thoughts with which she occupied them. She sat without stirring. Durrance was embarrassed. He remembered Mr. Adair as a good-humoured man, whose one chief quality was his evident affection for his wife, but with what eyes the wife had looked upon him he had never up till now considered. Mr. Adair indeed had been at the best a shadowy figure in that small household, and Durrance found it difficult even to draw upon his recollections for any full expression of regret. He gave up the attempt and asked: 'Are Harry Feversham and his wife in town?'
Mrs. Adair was slow to reply.
'Not yet,' she said, after a pause, but immediately she corrected herself, and said a little hurriedly, 'I mean- the marriage never took place.'
Durrance was not a man easily startled, and even when he was, his surprise was not expressed in exclamations.
'I don't think that I understand. Why did it never take place?' he asked. Mrs. Adair looked sharply at him, as though inquiring for the reason of his deliberate tones.
'I don't know why,' she said. 'Ethne can keep a secret if she wishes,' and Durrance nodded his assent. 'The marriage was broken off on the night of a dance at Lennon House.'
Durrance turned at once to her.
'Just before I left England three years ago?'
'Yes. Then you knew?'
'No. Only you have explained to me something which occurred on the very night that I left Dover. What has become of Harry?'
Mrs. Adair shrugged her shoulders.
'I do not know. I have met no one who does know. I do not think that I have met any one who has even seen him since that time. He must have left England.'
Durrance pondered on this mysterious disappearance. It was Harry Feversham, then, whom he had seen upon the pier as the Channel boat cast off. The man with the troubled and despairing face was, after all, his friend.
'And Miss Eustace?' he asked after a pause, with a queer timidity. 'She has married since?'
Again Mrs. Adair took her time to reply.
'No,' said she.
'Then she is still at Ramelton?'
