started to see lights now. Small towns and villages with streetlights following the roads out of the built-up areas for about half a mile, then darkness, only car lights giving away the road.
I looked at my alti. I was about 16,200 feet. I thought, I'll just go for a few more minutes and I'll take my oxygen mask off. The fucking thing was a pain in the ass. If I started feeling the effects of hypoxia dizziness, I'd bring the mask back to my face and take a couple of deep breaths. By now I was just under 16 grand; my mouth was full of saliva and it felt all clammy. I got hold of the clip with my right hand and pulled the press stud off, and the thing just fell down and dangled by the left-hand side of my face.
I could feel the cold around my mouth where all the moisture from the mask had been. I was freezing, but it was nice; I could stretch my mouth and chew my jaw around a bit.
After about ten minutes I checked my alti again: 6,500 feet, time to start working. I put on my NVGs (night viewing goggles), which had been hanging around my neck on para cord and started looking for the flash on an IR Firefly (infrared detecting system). It was the same flashing light that you would expect to see on the top of a tall tower to warn aircraft, but these are just little handheld things that throw out a brilliant quick flash of light, through an IR filter. No one would see it apart from us--or anyone else with NVG, of course. I kept looking in the darkness. It would be easy to pick out. Bang--there it was to my half right.
We were coming in on finals. I was concentrating on keeping myself positioned right on top and to the rear of Reg 1 's canopy, which was larger than mine as he had the extra weight to jump with. I heard him below me sounding like a nursery-school teacher.
'Right, any minute now. Keep your legs bent and under your hips. Are your legs bent?'
She must have acknowledged. I pulled the NVGs off my face and let them hang.
'OK, put your hands up by me.' I imagined her with her hands up, holding Reg 1 's wrists on the brake lines to keep them out of the way so she didn't damage herself if they took a bad landing.
I couldn't see any ground yet--it was far too dark--but I heard:
'Standby, standby. Flaring soon ... flaring ... flaring ...'
Then the sound of his bergen thumping into the ground, and his command to Sarah: 'Now!'
His canopy started to collapse below me as I flew past. My bergen was dangling by the straps from my feet; I kicked it off and it fell beneath me on a three-meter line. As soon as I heard it land, I flared, too. Hitting the deck, I ran along for three or four steps, turned quickly and pulled my lines to collapse the canopy.
A body appeared behind me. Regs 3 to 6 had been on the ground for five days preparing the job and were manning the DZ (drop zone). Fuck knows how they'd inserted in-country, and I didn't care.
'You all right, mate?' I recognized his voice. Glen, the only one whose name I knew, was the ground commander. He looked as if you'd hear steely Clint Eastwood when he opened his mouth, but in fact what you got was softly spoken David Essex.
'Yeah. Fine, mate, fine.'
'Let's get all this shit off.'
Within minutes our rigs, sniper suits and oxygen kit had been stowed in large bin liners and we were aboard two Toyota Previas, the drivers wearing NVGs, bouncing along the desert floor, heading for a light industrial estate on the outskirts of a town less than a mile from the Golan Heights and the border with Israel. All of us were dressed the same, in green jump suits, with civilian clothes underneath as part of the E&E (escape and evasion) plan, plus belt kit and our own choice of boots. Mine were a pair of Nike hiking boots, which we'd checked were available in any Tel Aviv main street.
Glen and I went way back. We had done Selection together in the early Eighties, and had got to know each other later while chatting up the same woman, who was now his wife. He was the same age as me-late-thirties-- had a swarthy Mediterranean look and a few moles on his face which were sprouting hair, and he always needed a shave. Constantly smiling, he was one of life's good guys--in love with his wife and two kids, in love with his job, probably even in love with his car and the cat.
For the last five days they'd been preparing and placing an explosive attack on an electricity substation, which was going to close down the town while we hit the target, and I knew that Glen would have enjoyed every minute of it.
'We're at the drop-off point.'
If we had to talk it would be in a low whisper from now on. As we clambered from the vehicles I motioned to Sarah for both of us to stand out of the way. We got underneath one of the small stumpy trees that made up this olive grove, the stars giving us just enough light to move in without bumbling. The thing I'd always loved most about the Middle East was the stars; it felt as if you could see the whole universe, and so clearly.
The Regs were putting their berg ens on and sorting themselves out.
The glow of the town could be seen coming from the dead ground about five K-s beyond the target. The night air was cold after the warmth of the people carrier and I couldn't wait to get moving.
The driver came over, holding up a small magnetic box.
'The keys,' he said.
'Both vehicles, rear near-side wheel arch.'
I glanced at Sarah as we both nodded. She had a smaller bergen than mine, containing her trauma kit, with fluid, and anything else she would need. Once the patrol kit was packed, what else went in was down to personal choice.
Glen joined us with a jolly 'You OK?,' as if he felt he had to bolster Sarah's morale.
She looked at him blankly and said, 'Let's get on with it, shall we?'
There was a pause as he let the tone of her reply sink in. He didn't like it.
'OK, let's go.' He pointed at her.
'You, behind me. Nick, behind her, OK?'
On the track between the olive groves I could see shadowy figures shaking out into single file. My only job was to protect her; we hadn't let Glen in on this, but if there was a drama, the two of us were going to fuck off sharpish. We'd just let them get on with it and die. As we joined the snake I wondered about the times I'd done jobs while in the Regiment, not realizing that no one really cared.
We moved off into the shadows, weapon butt in the shoulder, index finger across the trigger guard, thumb on the safety catch. Sarah was carrying only a Beretta for self-defense. We were there to do everything else for her.
For about forty minutes we moved through wide groves. When we finally stopped I could hear only the crickets and the wind in the trees.
Ahead of us now was the target, a row of six or seven low-level, brick faced light industrial units with flat aluminium roofs and windows. The entire complex was surrounded by a three-meter-high chain-link fence, with just one entrance, which was gated off for the night. The road was lit by yellow street lamps every thirty meters, and there were floods on the fronts of the buildings, facing down the walls and lighting up the shutters.
There were also lights on in some of the units, but no sign of movement.
Apart from the fence there seemed to be no security, which would be about right for units that supposedly housed nothing more serious than JCB spares.
The buildings gave off enough light for us to see what we were doing, but we were still in the shadows of the grove. Glen came alongside me and said quietly, 'This is the FRV (Final Rendezvous). The target ... if you look at the nearest building on the left...'
We were looking at the long sides of three rectangles. He indicated the closest one.
'You see the lights on?' I nodded.
'All right, count three windows from the left. That's where we reckon he is or was last night.' The 'reckon' would have been a bit of a judgment call: the latest pictures we had of the Source were three years old. I didn't even know his name. Only Sarah did, and only she could positively identify him.
I could make out two small mobile satellite dishes and a wire half-wave dipole antenna on the roof, looking like the world's longest washing line.
You didn't need that lot for road building.
I sat against a stubby tree while the patrol prepared itself, bringing out kit from their berg ens very slowly to eliminate noise. There was no light from the town to the north, which was lost completely in the dead ground.
Reg 1 and 2 checked in with Glen, then moved off. Glen pulled an antenna out of a green twelve-by-eight-inch metal box and began to press buttons. I didn't have a clue what the box was called, but I knew what it did. A little
