stashed, I had the cell phone and there was no one left that she could turn to for help.
I got into the warm car, a Ford, threw it into first gear and screamed toward the closed shutter. She was probably in the hallway by now to find out what had happened to her friend the Wasp.
Stopping alongside the four vans and the shot-out 4x4,1 got out with a P7 in hand and splashed through the small puddles made by melting snow from the vehicles, ready to shoot out some tires. You don't just go up and fire straight at rubber: There's too high a chance of the round ricocheting back. You use the engine block to protect you, lean round the door and then do it.
The P7's signature thud was nothing to the high-pitched dmgggg that echoed round the hangar as the round hit metal. Then there was a hiss as air escaped under pressure.
I took a look behind me; there was nothing happening from the hallway yet.
Once all vehicles were taken care of, I jumped back into the driver's seat and aimed for the garage doors, though this time in reverse, so the headlights were pointed at the swing door. If she came for me, I wanted to see.
I braked, threw the gearbox into neutral and leaped out. The ice-cold metal chains burned my hands even through the touch gloves as I pulled down in a frenzy to open the shutters. Raising them just enough to get the car out, I clambered back in and reversed out into the snowfall, pointing the vehicle in the direction everyone else had gone.
I left the hangar behind, not knowing whether to feel sorry for the Wasp, relieved at still being alive, or angry with Val and Liv. I checked the fuel tank; it was nearly full, as I would have expected.
The cell phone went out the window and buried itself in the snow. No way was such a fantastic tracking device going to stay with me.
The snow was falling heavily. I didn't have a clue where I was, but that didn't really matter as long as I got away. Pulling at the mask, I felt the Wasp's blood smear across my face. It finally came off, and I threw it into the foot well along with the other P7.
Hitting the in tenor light, I took a look in the mirror. There was so much red stuff on me I looked like a beet. There was no way I could drive after first light or in a builtup area looking like this.
The steering wheel, too, was smeared with blood from the touch gloves.
I'd have to sort myself out. After maybe an hour I pulled off the road, and had a quick wash in the freezing snow. Then, with a cleaned-up body and car, and the blood-soaked gear buried in a snow drift, I drove through the night, looking for signs that would steer me to Helsinki.
The more I thought about it, the more severely pissed I became.
Whether Liv and Val knew about the Americans wanting to join in the fun, I wasn't sure, but I intended to find out.
25
Wednesday, December 15.1999 I set an the flam next to a red star in the corner of the station, facing the row of telephone booths that displayed the DLB loaded sign.
The black marker strike down the side of the right-hand booth was clearly visible from the bus station doors immediately to my right. I had a copy of the International Herald Tribune, an empty coffee cup and, in my right pocket, a P7 with a full seven-round unit. Detached from its pistol grip in my left-hand pocket was the other unit, containing three remaining rounds.
As soon as the shops opened that morning I'd bought a complete set of clothes to replace the cold, wet ones I was wearing. I was now in a dark-beige ski jacket, gloves, and a blue fleece pointed hat. I didn't care if I looked dorky; it covered up my head and most of my face. My pulled-up jacket collar did the rest.
Pain lanced across my left shoulder as I adjusted my position. The bruising probably looked horrendous. There was nothing I could do about it but moan to myself and be thankful I hadn't fallen on anything sharp.
I'd dumped the car off at a suburban railway station just after eight o'clock that morning and took the train into the city. The snow was still falling, so the vehicle would be covered by now and the plates would be un checkable On arrival at Helsinki I'd pulled off the left-luggage ticket from under locker number eleven and collected my bag, cash, passports, and credit cards. I also checked for Tom's, ticket under number ten. It was still wrapped in its plastic and taped under the locker.
I'd been thinking about him a lot. If the Americans or the Maliskia hadn't killed him last night, the weather would have. Tom had skills, but playing at Grizzly Adams wasn't one of them.
I felt pissed, but not too sure if that was for him or me. It was then that I wrote him off. There has to be a stage when that happens, so your mind can be free to concentrate on more important things, and I wasn't short of those.
I left his bag ticket where it was. It would be an emergency supply of money and a new passport, once I'd tampered with it, in case what I was about to do went to rat shit.
Despite my best efforts, I found I couldn't help feeling sorry for Tom as I sat and watched a constant flow of travelers moving through the doors. It was my lies and promises that had got him where he was now, face down in the snow or bundled up somewhere in an American body bag.
The thing that made me feel even guiltier was that I knew I was just as pissed about not making any money as I was about his death.
Cutting away from that, I buried my hands deeper into my pockets, wrapping them round the P7 barrels. I was getting even more annoyed because I'd dumped the bag and blanket that could now be keeping my ass warm and comfortable, and because I knew that Tom's death would become yet another of those niggling little glitches that would surface in the hours before daybreak while I tried to sleep.
The station was packed. Santa Claus had already done two circuits, collecting money for neglected reindeer or whatever. People had been dragging in the snowfall on their footwear and, thanks to the large Victorian-style radiators, puddles had formed around the door area and gradually spread further into the station.
I looked at Baby G. It was 2:17 and I'd been here over four hours already. I was dying for another coffee, but needed to keep an eye on the doors; besides, once I drank I would inevitably need the bathroom at some stage, and I couldn't afford to miss Liv when and if she arrived.
It was going to be a long food- and coffee-free day, and maybe night.
From the point of view of third-party awareness, it's not too bad hanging around a railway station; you can get away with it for quite a long time.
I adjusted my numb, cold ass again, deciding not to waste time speculating about what the fuck had happened at the Microsoft house.
The facts were, I had made no money, Tom was dead and I could be in a world of shit with the Americans and a universe of shit with the Firm.
If my involvement was discovered, I'd end up helping to prop up an arch in a concrete pillar somewhere along the new Eurotunnel high-speed link. I'd never been too worried about dying, but to be killed by my own people would be a bit depressing.
The longer I'd thought about what had happened on the drive last night, the more I'd boiled over with hostility toward Liv and Val. I had to come up with a plan that still got me what I needed and not waste time and energy trying to work out how to get even. Apart from anything else, that wouldn't pay any clinic bills. Plan B was taking shape in my head. The Maliskia's money would pay for Kelly when I lifted Val and offered him to them for cash. My life had been up for grabs for years, and for a lot less money.
I had no idea how I was going to do it yet; I'd have to hit the ground running. But the first phase would be to let Liv think I had the Think Pad with the downloaded information on it, and, because of last night's fuckup, I'd only deal with Val now, and only in Finland. Who knows?
If Val turned up with the money, I could just take that and save myself the hassle.
But that wasn't the message I'd left in the plastic box I'd placed in the DLB. It was empty, just there so that when she came to get it there was something to unload, so as not to arouse suspicion.
Everything needed to be as it should be. As she left the station I would grab her and tell her in person, so she made no mistake about what I wanted.
I'd been sitting there for another twenty minutes when a large group of schoolkids on an excursion tried to get through the bus station doors all at once, juggling bags, skis, and Big Macs as they tried to walk, talk, and listen to Walkmans at the same time.
