Mistletoe Cinderella

Chapter Fifteen

Stand your ground, Chloe admonished herself. As if she had a choice-her legs were trembling too badly to make a run for it. “It’s not like my identity comes as a surprise to you,” she retorted accusingly. “You knew.”

He crossed his arms over his chest and nodded sharply. “I knew. No thanks to you. A guy could grow old waiting for you to develop a conscience.”

The truth in his words stung. Hadn’t she tried multiple times to gear up her courage and face what she’d thought would be her biggest humiliation ever? That had been before the embarrassment of this morning, realizing that she’d made love to Dylan when he…

“I tried to tell you last night,” she said in a weak stab at self-defense. “You didn’t let me get the words out.”

He had the grace to look chagrined.

“Did you deliberately interrupt?” she demanded. “Just so you could keep stringing me along for your own amusement?”

“Stringing you along? Don’t make me the bad guy here! I’ve been patiently waiting. Ever since the night of the reunion.”

She felt the blood drain from her face. “You’ve known since then?”

“You’re not a gifted liar. But what gave it away was running into Candy Beemis downstairs. Once I’d seen both of you, I couldn’t figure out how I ever made the mistake in the first place.”

Because Candy was so much more glamorous? Chloe flinched, turning toward the living room where she could at least sag against the sofa for support. “I’m sorry. I never meant to lie to you. I know that doesn’t change what I’ve done, but it wasn’t intentional. And if you’d given me half a chance, I would have made this apology last night! What the hell was that?”

“Well, if I have to explain it to you…”

Was he trying to make a joke about what had happened, or was he just being sarcastic? Either way, she didn’t appreciate it. She glared in wordless reproach.

His expression grew more earnest. “I’ve been trying so hard not to touch you. No matter how badly I wanted you. And then I finally had you in my arms, passionate and-”

“So you were more interested in getting laid than hearing the truth?” Tears pricked her eyes as she remembered their fiery encounter. Where had her own willpower been? She could’ve said no. In theory.

In reality, she wasn’t sure she had the iron discipline to walk away from the temptation of making love with Dylan Echols. But what had been beautiful at the time, magical even, now seemed like her biggest mistake of all.

“Did you tell your buddies about last night?” she asked hollowly, wondering if she was going to become a laughingstock in town. None of the gossips in high school had ever had ammunition this juicy to use against her.

“Like you didn’t tell Natalie?”

“Because I was seeking advice!” Her voice rose, quavering. “Because I felt horrible-”

“You deserved to feel bad. Do you know how it made me feel when I realized I’d been duped?”

That had been what she couldn’t face, making him feel foolish. “I am sorry, Dylan. If I could go back, I would erase it all, I really would.”

“All of it?” Until his voice suddenly dropped to a murmur, she hadn’t realized they’d been yelling at each other.

She wanted to curl up under her comforter and cry. The worst part was that she liked who she’d become during the past month. She’d taken too much pleasure in Dylan’s company and discovering the C.J. side of herself. Now it was all muddled together, mired in guilt and confusion.

“You deserved an apology,” she said tiredly. “For my lying to you, for what I did to your apartment. And you have it. I’m truly sorry. If I could take it all back, I would. But since I can’t…please just go.”

He clenched his jaw, somehow looking angrier now than when he’d first arrived. “If you’re sure that’s what you want?”

Unable to look at him, she nodded.

He didn’t say a word as he crossed back to the front door. But he stopped there. “Then you’re a coward.”

Her head jerked up. “What?”

“I thought…I thought we had something special,” he said. “Then again, I’ve never been that bright.”

“Don’t say that!”

“Then you explain it to me. Is it that you’re too insecure to explore a relationship with me, a real relationship, without you hiding behind C.J.? Or am I just an idiot for imagining something between us that was never really there?”

She bit her lip, tasted salt and realized she was crying. “So my choices are that I’m a chicken or that you’re an idiot? Isn’t there a none of the above?”

“There’s C. People make mistakes.”

She nodded vehemently, walking toward him. “I like C. I choose C. Dylan, I am truly sorry.”

He took a step forward, intercepting her and pulling her into his embrace. “Don’t ever lie to me again?”

“Lord, no. I’m terrible at it. I felt nauseous half the time. The other half,” she admitted shyly, “I was just giddy to be with you.”

That earned her a slow, thorough kiss. “Promise me one other thing?” he asked when he lifted his head.

Anything. She waited expectantly.

“If I get the coaching job and move to Mistletoe, don’t help me decorate. I beg you.”

She winced, remembering the gaudy accents she’d inflicted on his apartment.

“Where did you even find that butt-ugly throw rug? You didn’t have enough time to get it special ordered from Vegas.”

“The cupids?” In spite of herself, she grinned. “They were in this mega-discount bin of things that didn’t sell on Valentine’s Day.”

“I can see why.”

“I was so incensed when I heard that phone message, but it also seemed fitting,” she admitted. “Deep down, part of me had wondered why a guy like you would be with me, and I suddenly realized that maybe it was all to teach me a lesson. That you were just-”

“Hey.” He tipped her chin up with his index finger. “You’re a beautiful, successful woman. Don’t you think it’s time to put Klutzy Chloe to bed?”

She looked into the eyes of the man she loved, the man who had helped her see herself as beautiful and successful, then startled him by tugging his hand. “Yes, please.”

He chuckled, but there was more desire than amusement in his voice. “Lead the way.”

AS COACH BURTON had predicted, once Dylan stated his clear interest in coming to work for Mistletoe High, the school board members were quick to pass a vote through, approving him for conditional employment with stipulations that he’d get further certification and education within the next year. Dylan had turned in his resignation notice at Channel Six and had sold his condo in Atlanta almost immediately-the building had a waiting list of interested tenants.

Tonight, Dylan was celebrating his impending return to Mistletoe with the people who meant the most to him.

“I still dread going back to school,” Dylan complained to Chloe as they sat at the largest table in the Dixieland Diner.

“I promise to help you with your homework.” She lowered her voice to a wickedly sexy register. “The trick is finding the right incentive program for each student.”

“And you have some ideas about what might motivate me?” he teased.