wood and Cannodine’s remains filled the air. From his protected position, Zerets saw one of the flunkies slap her hands to her face. Immediately after, the second explosion shredded the contents of Cannodine’s file cabinets.
Zerets spun and grabbed the rear door handle.
“Shit!” he yelled as a rare drop of perspiration zigzagged down his neck.
He kicked the bolted door. It was solid.
Instinctively, Zerets flew towards the glass-faced front door thirty-five feet away. A single stride later, a series of four explosions obliterated what remained of Jackson’s offices.
Including Zerets.
CHAPTER ONE
“I AM SORRY.” The voice sounded old. “Hannah was the best . . .” Peter Neil had heard this sentiment a hundred times over the last five days, and each time he had, it resurrected the image of his mother’s body, mangled in the crash. But nobody had eulogized Hannah Neil more effectively than Jason Ayers, his words coming slowly, as if wrenched from his heart.
Ayers—sixty-two years old, Stanford Law School, respected, revered by some, wealthy, and a man seeming to have everything—had aged a decade in the two years since Peter last saw him. What, Peter now wondered, did this important man want with a zero like him? It was strange. And painful. In the fifteen minutes since pecking at the front door, Ayers had proven himself to be a hundred and sixty-pound pillar of salt, rubbing against Peter’s wounds. Their exchange had been restricted to condolences and heartbreaking testimonials as to how wonderful Peter’s mother had been, none of which Peter needed to hear. His suffering was kiln-hot without additional stoking.
As Peter stepped from the kitchen, balancing two cups of scalding, espresso-strength coffee, his normally broad shoulders sagged under a mountain of regret. Regret that he had done little in his twenty-eight years to have made his mother proud. Regret that he was stuck in deep shit without a clue as to how to get out. And regret that he had answered the door this morning.
Before sitting and planting his own elbows on the card-table separating them, he placed one cup in front of the older man. As Peter squirmed, unable to get comfortable, the freeway traffic, not many yards outside the west wall, zipped by in a noxious migration to nowhere.
Ayers picked up the mug, blew steam, and took a small sip as his untethered head wandered. Peter found the awkwardness of this tete-a-tete less troubling than the sense that no end was in sight. Ayers gave every sign he was dug in for the long haul. Peter doubted the man even had sufficient energy left in his bones to get up and leave, even if he wanted to, which he clearly did not.
Peter decided to clear the air. “I know about you and Mom,” he began.
Instantly, Ayers’ hand—the one clutching the mug—went limp, causing scalding liquid to flood across the table. Peter sprang up, grabbed a pile of paper napkins from a wicker basket, and threw them over the spreading puddle. Ayers’ hand was wet and red, but none of what must have been excruciating pain registered on his face.
“You know . . . about . . . Hannah and me?” Ayers asked. “What happened?”
Peter reached across the table and snatched the half-empty cup. With a fresh napkin, he mopped Ayers’ hand. “You should see a doctor—”
“Oh my God.” The words were faint. Then, full of urgency, Ayers craned forward like a broken-necked giraffe. “What do you know?” he said. “Tell me.”
“I know,” Peter began, hoping to calm the distraught man, “you and Mom were intimate. She never told me, but I knew. I also knew she broke it off years ago.”
For the first time in many seconds, Ayers exhaled. “Lovers? That’s what you know . . .”
“Yes. I understand it was a brief affair. And believe me, I don’t blame anyone. Listen, Mr. Ayers,” Peter continued, “Mom didn’t fault you. And she was grateful for what you did—getting her the job. She called you her dearest friend . . .” The words
“No matter what happened,” Ayers said, “I loved her.”
Before Peter could respond, his mother’s pet calico—now Peter’s— waddled past them.
“I always liked Hannah’s cat,” Ayers said distractedly. “What’s his name?”
“Henry.”
“Yes. Henry.” Ayers cleared his throat. “I, I have a confession to make. As you know, I was close to Matthew at one time, not just your mother.”
Peter nodded, recalling that Ayers and his father were college roommates and friends for years after. Their families at one time had frequent dinners together, but to Peter it always seemed an odd social mix. While Ayers was successful, Matthew Neil rarely had paid next month’s electric bill before it was due. Even so, Ayers was like a sycophant to Peter’s dad, clinging to their friendship as if it were oxygen administered to an asthmatic.
Then, out of the blue, the year before Matthew Neil grew ill, Ayers was no longer a welcome guest in the Neil household. Nobody—not Peter’s mother, not his father—ever offered any explanation for what had happened. But whatever the reason for their falling out, Ayers took the initiative, contacting mother and son shortly after the elder Neil passed away. That was ten years ago. The prodigal friend assisted them by insisting Hannah enroll in a program, become a paralegal, and join the law firm bearing his name. Peter had no choice but to be grateful, and that meant he must suffer through whatever this wreck of a man now had to say. He gripped his chair and held tight.
“I need to do something for you, Peter.”
“This isn’t necessary—”
“Let me finish.” Ayers raised his damaged hand, continuing to show no signs of discomfort. “I understand you quit your job this week.”
Peter wondered how Ayers knew about that development. “Mom’s death made me re-evaluate my priorities,” he confirmed. “I was fed up with pushing overpriced mortgage loans on unsuspecting clients.”
Peter decided not to mention that he had handled his resignation with blowtorch subtlety, telling his boss, Craig Hinton, he thought the man crooked for making side-deals with mortgage lending institutions that concealed their bloated interest rates in confusing terminology. He’d said a few other things as well, none of them endearing.
“A person needs to have a job he enjoys.” Ayers’ head turned and locked on a wedding picture of Hannah and Matthew Neil propped atop a side table. Peter followed his gaze. In that photograph, cake covered the newlyweds’ smiles like thick makeup. Jason Ayers—slightly out of focus— hovered off to one side, hoisting a champagne glass in an apparent toast.
“Yes,” Peter half-heartedly agreed. “I guess they do.”
“Peter. This is hard for me to admit . . .” Ayers paused to clear his throat. “But I did additional checking. Your mother told me she didn’t approve of your girlfriend—Ms. Goodman.”
“No, she didn’t,” Peter said. The suspicion in Peter’s voice wasn’t meant to be disguised. “I broke up with her the same day I quit my job.” Ellen Goodman’s image filled his mind in a blaze of glory. On the one-to-ten scale, with ten being knockout, she was a twenty-three, but the woman had the morals of an alley cat and, to make matters worse, had been a coworker. Her sleeping with their boss, in what she regarded as a career move, was another reason why Peter quit his job and romance simultaneously.
“I already knew about your breakup,” Ayers said. “Ms. Goodman has a reputation. Well-founded I am told.”
“You could know these things—” Peter said, making no effort to hide his displeasure or the challenge in his voice “—only by hiring an investigator to pry into my life. Did you?” He didn’t dare ask how much more about his life Mr. Jason Ayers had dug up.
Immediately, the man grew nervous and apologetic—even seemed surprised that what he had done might be interpreted as inappropriate. He said he did these things with the best of intentions. He had promised Hannah, he said, to help Peter if anything ever happened to her. He was, he reminded Peter, a link to the past. Practically family.
