drifted out behind the girl as she held onto the edge. A quote came unexpectedly into his head: Dostoevsky, ‘Beauty is mysterious as well as terrible.’ Tom cleared his throat. ‘Good,’ he said. ‘That’s good then. The more you practise, the better you’ll become. Don’t let yourself settle for less than your best.’
‘I won’t.’
He smiled at her and nodded at his clipboard. ‘I can mark down that you’re happy then? Everything’s all right?’
‘Oh yes.’
‘You’re not missing your mum and dad too much?’
‘I’m writing them letters,’ said Meredith. ‘I know where the post office is and I’ve already sent them the postcard with my new address. The nearest school is in Tenterden, but there’s a bus that goes.’
‘And your brother and sister, they’re near the village too, aren’t they?’
Meredith nodded.
He laid his palm on her head; the hair on top was hot from the sun. ‘You’re going to be all right, kiddo.’
‘Mr Cavill?’
‘Yes?’
‘You should see the books inside. There’s a room just filled, every wall lined with shelves, all the way to the ceiling.’
He smiled broadly. ‘Well, I feel a whole lot better knowing that.’
‘Me too.’ She nodded at the figure in the water. ‘Juniper said I could read any of them that I wanted.’
Juniper. Her name was Juniper.
‘I’m already three-quarters through
‘Are you coming in, Merry?’ Juniper had swum back to the side and was beckoning to the younger girl. ‘The water’s lovely. Warm. Perfect. Blue.’
Something about his words on her lips made Tom shiver. Beside him Meredith shook her head as if the question had caught her off guard. ‘I don’t know how to swim.’
Juniper climbed out, slipped her white dress over her head so that it stuck to her wet legs. ‘We’ll have to do something about that while you’re here.’ She pulled her wet hair into a messy ponytail and tossed it over her shoulder. ‘Is there anything else?’ she said to him.
‘Well, I thought I might…’ He exhaled, collected himself and started again. ‘Perhaps I ought to come up with you and meet the other members of your household?’
‘No,’ said Juniper without flinching. ‘That’s not a good idea.’
He felt unreasonably affronted.
‘My sister doesn’t like strangers, particularly male strangers.’
‘I’m not a stranger, am I, Merry?’
Meredith smiled. Juniper did not. She said, ‘It isn’t personal. She’s funny that way.’
‘I see.’
She was standing close to him, drips sliding into her lashes as her eyes met his; he read no interest in them yet his pulse quickened. ‘Well then,’ she said.
‘Well then.’
‘If that’s it?’
‘That’s it.’
She lifted her chin and considered him a moment longer before nodding. A short flick that ended their interaction absolutely.
‘Goodbye, Mr Cavill,’ said Meredith.
He smiled, reached out to shake her hand. ‘Goodbye, kiddo. You take care now. Keep up your writing.’
And he watched them go, the two of them disappearing into the greenery, heading towards the castle. Long blonde hair dripping down her back, shoulder blades that sat like hesitant wings on either side. She reached out an arm and put it lightly around Meredith’s shoulders and hugged her close and, although Tom lost sight of them then, he thought he heard a giggle as they continued up the hillside.
Over a year would pass before he saw her again, before they met again quite by chance on a London street. He would be a different person by then, inexorably altered, quieter, less cocksure, as damaged as the city around him. He would have survived France, dragged his injured leg to Bray Dune, been evacuated from Dunkirk; he would have watched friends die in his arms, survived a bout of dysentery, and he would know that while John Keats was correct, that experience was indeed truth, there were some things it was as well not to know first-hand.
And the new Thomas Cavill would fall in love with Juniper Blythe for precisely the same reasons he’d found her so odd in that clearing, in that pool. In a world that had been greyed by ash and sadness, she would now seem wonderful to him; those magical unmarked aspects that remained quite separate from reality would enchant him, and in one fell swoop she would save him. He would love her with a passion that both frightened and revived him, a desperation that made a mockery of his neat dreams for the future.
But he knew none of that then. He knew only that he could check the last of his students off his list, that Meredith Baker was in safe hands, that she was happy and well cared for, that he was free now to hitch a ride back to London and get on with his education, his life’s plan. And although he wasn’t yet dry he buttoned up his shirt, sat to tie his shoelaces, and whistled to himself as he left the pool behind him, lily pads still bobbing over the ripples she’d left in the surface, that strange girl with the unearthly eyes. He started back down the hill, walking along the shallow brook that would lead him towards the road, away from Juniper Blythe and Milderhurst Castle, never – or so he thought – to see either one of them again.
TWO
Oh – but things were never to be the same afterwards! How could they be? Nothing in the thousand books she’d read, nothing she’d imagined, or dreamed, or written, could have prepared Juniper Blythe for the meeting by the pool with Thomas Cavill. When first she’d come upon him in the clearing, glimpsed him floating on the water’s surface, she’d presumed she must have conjured him herself. It had been some time since her last ‘visitor’, and it was true there’d been no thrumming in her head, no strange, displaced ocean whooshing in her ears to warn her; but there was a familiar aspect to the sunshine, an artificial, glittering quality that made the scene less real than the one she’d just left. She’d stared up at the canopy of trees and when the uppermost leaves moved with the wind, it appeared that flakes of gold were falling down to earth.
She’d sat on the pool swing because it was the safest thing to do when a visit was upon her.
‘But I love to play with them,’ Juniper had said. ‘They’re my friends. And they tell me such interesting things.’
‘I know, darling, and that’s wonderful. All I ask is that you remember that you’re not one of them. You are a little girl with skin, and blood beneath it, and bones that could break, and two big sisters who very much want to see you reach adulthood!’
‘And a daddy.’
‘Of course. And a daddy.’
‘But not a mother.’
‘No.’
‘But a puppy.’
‘Emerson, yes.’
‘And a patch on my knee.’
Saffy had laughed then, and given her a hug that smelled like talcum and jasmine and ink, and set her back down on the kitchen tiles. And Juniper had been very careful not to make eye contact with the figment at the
