She shook her head.
'There was a seminar Tom participated in at the Cathedral Hill Hotel the last weekend in May. Are you sure Hilderly's name didn't come up in connection with that?'
'I'm positive.'
'And you don't suspect any one of his clients in particular?'
'I suspect all of them. Any of them. I'm not blind to what Tom was, Ms. McCone. The reason his clients weren't satisfied was that he'd conditioned them to selfishness and cruelty. Simple stimulus-response. Someone tries to take something from you-even something that's rightfully theirs-and you lash out, take it back, hurt them in the process. Afterward they would turn on Tom; often they didn't even want to pay his fee.' She paused, then said as fresh tears welled in her eyes, 'I knew exactly what he was, but that didn't stop me from loving him.'
Thirteen
And then the police arrived,' I said to Hank.
We were sitting at the round oak table in All Souls' kitchen-a place where we'd sat for many an hour over the years, rehashing aspects of his cases or mine, drinking wine or coffee, chatting or talking seriously. Tonight the conversation was of the serious variety. I'd called his flat as soon as I'd left the crime scene, but reached only his answering machine; I'd then called the co-op and found he was working late again. Now that I'd told him all I could about Grant's murder, a lethargy was descending on me. I felt as if I'd been without sleep for days.
He asked, 'Who's the investigating officer?'
'Leo McFate. You remember him-the one when I was on that case for Willie-'
'I remember. An asshole. I thought he'd transferred to the Intelligence Division.'
'He did, but he's back on Homicide now. Better he had stayed in Intelligence-he's a sneaky bastard, and that's a sneaky detail.' The Intelligence Division of the SFPD had come under criticism for spying on environmental, gay, and peace organizations that in no way posed a threat to civil order or the public safety. In the sixties operatives infiltrated meetings of civil-rights workers and antiwar demonstrations; a
Hank said, 'I'm surprised he isn't up in Sacramento by now, doing something 'important.'' McFate was a social climber with political aspirations.
'Yes, and I'm of two minds about whether I'd want him there destroying the state, or down here annoying me.'
'I don't suppose he let you stick around Grant's very long.'
'He got me out of there as fast as he could. Took a statement, told me to come down to the Hall and sign it first thing tomorrow. He didn't seem particularly interested in Grant's connection with Hilderly, or that Hilderly was one of the sniper's victims. In fact, when I offered to share anything that I might turn up in the course of dealing with the other heirs, he told me that wouldn't be necessary.'
'What's his problem, anyway?'
I smiled. 'Well, part of it stems from the fact that a while back he came on to me and I rebuffed him. But the real problem is that-even though he's seen around town with some of our most eligible women-underneath he doesn't like or trust any of us.'
Hank grunted disapprovingly-whether at the concept of McFate coming on to me or at that of a man who didn't like women, I couldn't tell.
I said, 'I'm curious about Hilderly's estate. What happens to Grant's share, since he didn't live to sign that waiver?'
'There was a clause in the original will to the effect that if any of the beneficiaries didn't survive until the final distribution of the assets, his share would be divided among the remaining beneficiaries. Fortunately, Hilderly copied it in the holograph, so Grant's share won't be paid into his own estate.'
'Which is probably substantial, anyway. I hope he left something to Angela Curtis. Even though she loved him, it couldn't have been easy putting up with him. She deserves recompense.'
'You really disliked him, didn't you?'
'He wasn't at all likable. Those fetishes-' I broke off into a shudder and then a yawn.
Hank looked at his watch. 'Almost one-thirty. You want some more wine?'
'Half a glass. I'm still too wired to sleep.' I stared out the window at the lights of downtown as Hank went to the fridge and poured from the jug. 'Hank, what about these snipings and Grant's murder? Even the sniper striking at your house was too coincidental for my taste, and now one of Hilderly's heirs has been bludgeoned to death.'
'That's the problem, though.' He returned to the table and set down our glasses. 'Ballistics show the snipings were all done with the same gun. And Grant's murder wasn't a shooting. In fact, it sounds like a crime of passion, not at all premeditated.'
'I know. I could tell McFate was looking at Angela Curtis for it, but I doubt he'll even try to build a case. There were no traces of blood on her, and if she'd done it, she'd have been covered with it.'
'You said it looked as if Grant was killed a while before you got there. She could have showered and changed her clothes.'
'And then waited for me, since she knew I was due at nine, and faked hysteria.' For a moment I reviewed the scene when I'd arrived at Grant's. 'No, I don't think so. Her emotional reactions seemed genuine. For her sake, I hope somebody remembers her from the movie theater.'
We sipped wine in silence for a few minutes. I was still thinking about the snipings. Something was eluding me there-some connection I should have made. But I couldn't force it. It would come together in its own good time or not at all.
After a bit Hank stirred and took our empty glasses to the sink. 'Better get going, huh? It's already well into tomorrow, and I've got a full schedule.'
I stood, stretched. 'Me, too-I've got to be in Berkeley at nine, which means going to the Hall to sign my statement by seven-thirty, latest.'
'What're you doing in Berkeley?'
'Talking with the man who edited the magazine Hilderly worked for. I'm hoping he can give me some insight into Perry's past, his connection with Grant.'
'Shar, you've already located the heirs-'
'I thought we agreed that I'd pursue this until we were certain Hilderly wasn't under duress or unduly influenced when he wrote the holograph. Besides, the Hilderly angle is one that McFate seems determined to ignore in investigating Grant's murder.'
Hank hesitated, then nodded. 'Keep on it a while longer, then.' As we went down the hall and I picked up my jacket from where I'd left it on Ted's chair, he added, 'You always get so personally involved in your cases.'
'And you don't?'
'Good point. Just be careful. Don't tread on any sensitive toes at the Hall. You've got a license to protect, and I'd miss having you around here.'
As we started down the front steps I smiled up at Hank. 'I will tread as lightly as Ralph and Alice-without leaving half the trail of destruction.'
I didn't sleep well or long, due to recurring nightmares in which feathers and bone and blood spatters figured prominently. By seven-twenty I was at the Hall of Justice and had affixed my signature to a typed statement about Grant's murder. Leo McFate was nowhere to be seen; the officer with whom I dealt said he'd been there all night and had gone to the Intelligence Division-his old stomping grounds-only minutes before my arrival. Greg was in his cubicle, however, sifting through a mound of paperwork. I went over there and tapped on the glass. He looked up
