'You're leaving them-'
'Jeremy, we'd never get past the Parole Board, not by Road. We're going over the mountains. We'll pick up the Road on the other side. Eight of us don't want to try it.'
'Winnie Maclean?' Too frail- 'She wants to come. The Nogabes sisters don't.'
'I'll miss the twins,' Rafik said soberly.
Je-re-my, not Jemmy. Have to practice. Later-'You're leaving eight people to describe how we did it?'
'The ones who aren't coming, I didn't tell them everything, and that's okay with them. They know there was a spy. Jeremy, we never could have taken Miledy Waithe and her baby, so what's the point? Too many of us are looking at a five-year hitch and four years gone already. If I tried to make them come along, they'd drop out somewhere in the rain and I'd never find them.'
'That probe said something about a free ride-?'
Willametta said, 'If you give birth in here, the baby goes back out and you go with her. Only twice, though. Then they char your tubes.'
'But men don't get pregnant.' Rafik laughed. 'We're screwing for nothing.'
'Fourteen of us.'
'We're the maxers,' Andrew said. 'Destroy life support, it's seven years, and they're generous with that term, aren't they, Wibbya? Kill, it's seven years. I killed two, never mind why, the Board won't listen. Now, I scouted the mountain today. That place you found, Rafik? It doesn't work. I had to go farther. Six klicks toward the fields, then up. There's a channel up to a ridge that runs another two klicks back. Must be an old flow. Then another channel up, and that'lb take us over.'
'And down to the Road!' Barda didn't see Andrew's shrug, or ignored it. 'On the Road we can pass. If anyone comes, the rest hide, we do the talking. But Jeremy's right, Andrew. Two of us together still look... gaunt?'
Jemmy said, 'Like so many liches risen untimely from our graves. One of us at a time is only skinny, but two or three together- You can't see it? You've been together too long. Andrew, can we all climb?' He could. No thirteen felons could outclimb Jemmy Bloocher.
'Don't know,' Andrew said. 'I need as many as I can get. We're going to take over a caravan.'
Jemmy sighed. They were crazy after all.
Barda said, 'We need you to tell us what they're like. How they're armed.'
Well, it had to be dealt with. He asked, 'Where were you going to jump them? This side of the Neck? That way you're only fighting fifty or sixty merchants. Other way, you'd be fighting yutzes too.'
'This side, sure. We'll be lucky to get that far. But we'll only be facing bird guns.'
'That's yutz guns, Andrew. They're the same as bird guns but with a solid bullet for putting holes in lungsharks and bandits. When bandits jumped us we shot them with yutz guns. But when the merchants went off alone to kill all the bandits, they took stuff from Spadoni wagon that they wouldn't let us look at. I saw just enough. Prole guns, Andrew!'
Silence.
'The toolhouse is locked till morning. You've got no guns at all.'
Andrew stood, turned, opened one of the bins with a key. He lifted it just into sight: a prole gun.
A shudder ran through him. Jemmy said, 'We looked in there.' His hand reached out without consulting his forebrain.
Andrew pulled it away. 'I came in after the proles left.'
'Bullets?''
'Two chains.' Andrew lifted those too, and Jemmy stood to look. He had never seen chains of bullets meant to feed into a prole gun; but, standing, he could see that both loops were part empty.
It was suicide, and, more than that, it was murder. They'd end up killing as many merchants as they could before the merchants killed all of them.
He could rave against spilling blood all over the Road, but would it persuade these already-murderers? Or would they only kill Jemmy Bloocher? Try something else. He asked, 'Do you know how to make a caravan move?'
Andrew said, 'You do.'
'I know how to tend chugs,' Jemmy said. 'I'm a chef. I did a little mending. I never drove a wagon. I can't do it all.' Jemmy wondered if they'd believe that. 'What time of year is it? The date tells us if we'll get a caravan on its way to the Crab, or coming back, or nothing at all. Willya, what's the date? Rafik? I've lost track myself.'
'We can't wait,' Willametta said.
Rafik said, 'We'll find someone on the Road. Ask.'
'Uh-huh. Then we'll know if we're between caravans. That could take months.'
Murderous silence.
'Of course we might outrun a caravan. They can't move faster than a chug. But you didn't even know that much, did you? What you don't know, doesn't it scare you?
'Now, if there's a caravan, and if fourteen of us could take it, you'd lose some wagons just by shooting them up. Bullets kill chugs too. That gives you a short wagon train, and maybe eight or ten left alive to run it, and nothing to sell-'
Andrew released a bit of his fury. 'Hold it, you son of a dirty bird! Why nothing to sell?'
'Andrew, a caravan full of trade goods is on its way to meet the other caravan! They stop on the Neck, nose to nose. They transfer all the yutzes and throw a big party. They see we're fakes and shoot us all dead.
'So you can't stop the outbound caravan. You could stop the caravan that's coming back and turn it around, but it'll be full of stuff they bought on the Road, and every little town along the Road is going to notice one caravan following another. With not enough people to defend it. And that, Andrew, is when your pitiful few survivors of that last fight get to die at the hands of bandits. By the way, there's no point in negotiating with bandits. They're speckles-shy. By then, I guess we'll be too.'
Barda Winslow stood. She said, 'Go away.'
Jemmy went.
Hot water flooded over him. He stopped trying to think. Just let it happen. Ancient luxury. The water never had run like this at Bloocher Farm.
A voice shouted 'Hey!' and a hand touched his arm. Then the twins were under the shower with him. He laughed and shouted into an ear, 'What if someone wants the men's room?'
'Amnon's guarding.'
'We asked Willya. She said you could use a distraction.'
'If anyone else comes in, we break this up.'
'Rita's mostly here to take care of me. Some men, they'd get rough.'
They connected, he and Dolores, sitting in a thundering flood of hot water. Rita was massaging his back and shoulders, and that felt good. Jemmy found he could still shout. 'Trying to get a free ride out?'
'Yeah!'
They rode.
In the aftermath glow he reached up along Rita's leg. 'Hey. If Dolores gets pregnant but you don't, would they take her but not you?'
'Girl, move over. Hey, yutz, you got any of that left?'
'Weeks. I was saving it-' for Loria. 'Well, save it no more.'
Then someone did come in, and the women rolled to either side and were on their feet, and Rita turned off the shower while Jemmy lay bedazzled and bewildered.
Three shadows seen through fog. 'Just us. Down, Rita! Jeremy, we've talked. Can you join us?'
'Sure.'
Barda and Rafik and Henry emerged from the steam. He was still short of sleep, he thought, but there wasn't any way to rest now. 'Barda, do we have time to talk? If I thought of looking for windbird blood on Shimon's shirt-'
'They won't find it,' Rafik said carelessly. 'Come on.'
Jemmy got his shorts on. He was talking as they walked toward the airlock end. 'I shot both birds. Then they both chewed Shimon up. They must have gotten their own blood all over him. The proles will think of looking. The question is, did it wash off?'
