I fell into an apathetic state, unable to keep fighting a lost battle. And so they may even have thought me dead when they did come at last, how much later I had no means of telling, save that it was dark outside when they pulled out the net and slung the package which held me into a cart once more. We passed a small pond and the smell of water roused me enough to whine, to raise my head. Then a blow sent me into unconsciousness.
Day now, bright sun hurt my eyes. And my ears were deafened by a clamor of shouts which I could not understand. The cart stopped and two men stood by its lowered tailboard, looking in at me.
'Water—' I tried to shape the word, but what came from my gaping jaws was a hoarse and despairing whine. One of the men leaned closer and when he spoke it was in the dialect of Yrjar which, very long ago, I too had spoken.
'Barsk—ten tokens—'
'Ten scale tokens?' exploded the other. 'When, counterman, do you ever see a barsk here? And a live one —'
'Barely so,' the first commented. 'I will say perhaps he remains so until sundown. And that hide—it is cut— Even cured I could get nothing for it as fur.'
'Twenty—'
'Ten.'
Their voices became a drone, they wavered behind a misty curtain which now dropped before my eyes. I was very willing to drift into a beckoning dark which promised comfort and no more torment.
But I was roused to life again as the net was pulled from the cart and I was carried into a darker place, where the stink of ill-kept animals was ripe and heavy. Once before—my memory was like a spark to be extinguished forever—once before I had smelled just that stench. When? How?
Iron grip about my throat, hurting, choking— Feebly I tried to snap, to pull away. But instead that pressure impelled me into a small dark place, and then left me in cramped confines as a lid was slammed down. Two holes in the side gave small eyes of light, very little air. There was some straw, evil-smelling, for I was not the first captive to bide there. And the smell was not only of other bodies, but of minds also, filled with fear and hate, thickened by despair.
I tried to curl up my aching body, pillowed my head on my forefoot, seeking what small relief there could be in retreating from memory, from thought, from all around me. So I existed, or lingered; I did not live.
There was no water. Sometimes I thought or dreamed dimly of water, of how I had walked down those streams with the wavelets curling about my legs, sleeking my fur. And then it seemed that it had all been only a dream and there had never existed any world beyond this stifling box. There was no time, only an eternity of torture.
A snap overhead, the box top was raised to let in air and light. I think I tried to lift my head, but something heavy struck across my neck, pinning me to the noisome floor. And I could not see who stood surveying me.
'—near dead. You would offer
'A barsk. When do you see a barsk alive hereabouts, Freesh?'
'Alive? Near dead, as I have said. And the hide—that is worth nothing either. You ask fifty tokens? You are fit for the Valley if you hold to that, fellow.'
The pressure was gone from my neck, an instant later the lid slammed down to leave me once more in a prison. 'Near dead—near dead—near dead—'
The words buzzed in my ears. 'Barsk—near dead—'
A barsk was an animal. I was not an animal, I was a man—a man! They must know, must let me out. I was a man not an animal. That life spark which had flickered close to extinction in me a moment earlier flared up again. I tried to brace my weakened body against the walls of the box, to attempt to fight my way to freedom. It was no use. Muscles twitched, but there was no strength left in me.
'A man—a man!' I could produce no sound but a faint whine. But my thoughts shrieked to the world outside the box. 'A man dies here—not an animal but a man!'
And with lightning swiftness a thought, clear and forceful, locked with mine. I clung to it as one loosed from a ship's hull in space flight during repairs would cling to his lifeline.
'Aid—for a man who dies—'
'Where?' came the demand so clearly that its very force brought answering energy to my mind.
'In a box—in a barsk body—a man not an animal—' I tried to hold that lifeline of thought which seemed to slip through the hold of my mind, as though the gloves of a ship-space line were greased and could not hold. 'A man— not an animal!'
'Think, keep thinking!' An imperative order. 'I must have a guide, so think!'
'Man—no animal—' But I could not hold, the line was slipping from me fast. Making a supreme effort, I tried again. 'Man—not a barsk—in a box—in— I not know where—but in a city.'
Yrjar? Was that city Yrjar?
'In a box—as a barsk—a barsk— Not barsk— man!'
It seemed that I could not breathe, that the dark of space enfolded me too tightly, crushed me—
'Man—I am a man—' I clung to that, fighting hard. But the dark was here and in it I spun away to nothingness.
'Here!'
Through the dark again came that thrust of answer, swift and sharp to stir me. But I could not listen, there was nothing left but dark and an end of all struggle.
Light, far off, and voices which meant nothing. Then my head between two hands, raised. Dimly I could see a
