Dead Flesh

why had they woken to find silver and gold coloured bands around their wedding fingers?

What about the passenger trains that had stopped suddenly, en route to their destinations because the drivers had suddenly vanished? The co-pilots, who suddenly looked up to find that they had taken off without a pilot, and were now thirty thousand feet above ground. And the patients who bled to death on operating tables, the medical team gone.

My walls were covered in a thousand similar stories, and even though I knew what had happened to all of those missing people, I still found it hard to comprehend that so many Vampyrus had infiltrated human civilisation and made lives for themselves. Those who had been left behind were now left to stare, dazed and confused. It must have been similar to being halfway through a conversation only to suddenly forget what you were talking about. That awful searching, scrambling of the mind as you tried desperately to remember but just couldn’t.

Sitting in one of the dusty armchairs that I had taken from the attic, I looked at the walls, which were a collage of black and white lines of print and faces. Why had I collected them? I didn’t really know the answer to that. Potter said that I had lost my freaking mind. He either failed to see the changes that had taken place since coming back from The Hollows — coming back from the dead — or he just refused to notice them. But I think Isidor and Kayla understood why I had collected all of those news cuttings and trawled for hours on the Internet.

Each day, Kayla and Isidor would make the long drive into the nearest town and a buy a copy of each available newspaper. They would bring them to me, and sometimes in silence, but more often than not while listening to music Kayla selected on my iPod, we would cut the articles from the newspapers and tack them to my bedroom walls.

Glancing at them, I could see that they both looked lost, a perpetual look of confusion engraved across their faces. Isidor was eighteen, Kayla sixteen, and neither would grow any older. But like me, the euphoria of being alive again had worn off and the reality of being dead but alive weighed heavily upon them. Coming back to life where things had changed, however slight, had changed them too.

“What do we do?” Isidor had asked me as the three of us had sat and cut articles from the newspapers.

“How do you mean?” I asked, cutting carefully around an article about how no one could understand how a Chief of Police had never been appointed in London. And if there ever had been one, what had been their name and where were they now?

“What do we do for the rest of eternity?” Kayla asked, stopping what she was doing and looking at me. “We didn’t come back to sit on the floor of your room cutting up newspapers. I mean I love spending time with you Kiera, but…”

“What did the Elders tell you?” I asked, peering over the corner of the newspaper at them.

“They said we were angels — dark angels — whatever that’s s’posed to mean,” Isidor said, scratching the tiny beard that jutted from his chin. “They told me I was to be called Malachi, Kayla, Uriel and…” with a smile on his face, he added, “And Potter was to be called Gabriel.”

I smiled back and said, “I wouldn’t let him hear you call him that.”

“I know — it’s great,” Isidor grinned. “It really pisses him off.”

“Did they say anything else?” I asked them.

“Only that you would need us to help you,” Kayla explained, going back to her cutting. “But they didn’t say how or with what.”

“They said I’d been ‘cursed to walk in the shadow of death’, as they described it,” I told them, laying the scissors on the floor beside me. “They said I was one of the Dead Flesh — cursed.”

“But a curse can be lifted, right?” Isidor said.

“The Elders said that it could be, but they didn’t say how,” I told him.

“So how will you know?” Kayla pushed. “What are you going to do?”

“I’m going to wait,” I told her, taking the newspaper article I had cut out and tacking it onto the wall along with the others. “I’m just going to sit in my chair over by the window and wait.”

“But what about the changes?” Kayla asked me as she knocked her auburn fringe from her brow. “Why do you think some things are different now?”

“I don’t know,” I told her, looking straight into her green eyes.

“It’s like kinda freaky,” Isidor said. “I noticed it as we raced to the mortuary to get you. We passed a motorway sign which gave directions to London. Except the sign didn’t say London. It said, Linden. I had to look twice because at first, I thought I had misread the sign.”

“How can London be called Linden?” Kayla asked, sounding spooked.

“I don’t know the answer to that either,” I told her, picking up another newspaper from the pile on the floor. “Like I don’t know why people are all raving about a book called Harvey Trotter who happens to be a twelve-year-old dragon slayer.” Then, holding up the paper, I pointed out an advertisement for the movie of the book. “It appears that Harvey Trotter amp; the Dragon’s Throne was written by someone called K.J. Dowling.”

“K.J. who?” Isidor said, staring at the newspaper advert. “I mean couldn’t J.K sue this K.J dude? She’s been ripped off.”

“But that’s the thing that scares me the most,” I said, looking at both Kayla and Isidor. “I don’t think Harry Potter exists here — a version of those books, yes, but not the ones we know. Wherever here is, they have their own version of the Harry Potter books, like they have Moon instead of Apple, McDonnell’s instead of McDonald’s and a whole other bunch of stuff.”

“Linden instead of London?” Isidor said.

“That’s right,” I nodded.

“So where are we then?” Isidor asked.

“Are we like in a different time or something?” Kayla added.

“No — not a different time,” I said looking down at the newspaper in my hands. “Look at the date — its twenty-twelve all right — but just a different version of it.”

“But how has that happened?” Kayla pushed, as if I knew all the answers. “I mean, I know I died and all, but those Elders had brought me back within hours. How come so much has changed?”

“I wish I knew the answer to that,” I told her softly.

“So what do we do?” Isidor asked me again.

“We wait,” I said looking at him. “We just wait.”

“For what?” Kayla asked, looking at me as if I’d lost my mind.

“The answer.”

“And how do you know it will come?” Isidor asked, shooting a glance at me, then back at his sister, as if he too couldn’t believe what he was hearing.

“I don’t know where the answer will come from,” I told them, getting up and crossing my room to the chair I had positioned by the large window with the balcony. Then, sitting and looking out the window, I added thoughtfully, “The answers will come — I’ve been brought back for a reason — we all have.”

Chapter Four

Kiera

All I’d been doing for the last six weeks had been waiting. But I didn’t know for how much longer I could bear it. It wasn’t only the waiting — it was the cracks. How long did I have before those cracks became splits, fractures, and then complete breaks? Either way — if I sat and did nothing, I would fall apart.

So, as I sat alone in my room, staring out of the window at the leafless trees that surrounded the grounds of Hallowed Manor, I knew that I had to do something — anything that would break the monotony of being dead. It wasn’t like being in a book or a movie. There was no glamour to being immortal. It was a curse. And I had to do something until I was told what I needed to do to lift it.

My thoughts were broken by the sight of Potter below. Even though it was mid-January, and the temperature