consideration and respect, I didn’t expect much in return. Nor did I ask for anything. I didn’t know about the will, or request him to change the one he had. From time to time, he helped me with expenses, but that was all. I’d far prefer that Ben were still alive.”
This was the defense that Adam expected, stated with the quiet command of an actress. In his estimation, Carla Pacelli had been a good one-whether feigned or real, grief was written on her face. “Nonetheless,” Adam said, “his demise has worked out nicely for you.”
She gave him a long, cool look. “Then I should be happy, shouldn’t I. Do I seem it to you?”
Adam met her eyes. “No,” he answered. “But your business is appearance, not reality, and good taste requires the appearance of sadness. I am curious, though, about the last time you saw him alive.”
Pacelli looked at him with the same directness. “I’m not sure I’m ready for this conversation. You buried him yesterday; I buried him just now. That’s hard for me. But if we’re going to talk, would you mind sitting down? I haven’t slept much lately.”
With mock gallantry, Adam gestured at a swatch of grass beside his father’s tombstone. After a moment, Pacelli sat, Adam beside her. When he looked toward the road again, the reporter and photographer were watching. Facing Pacelli, Adam asked, “Did you see him on the night he died?”
“No,” she answered. “The last time I saw him was that afternoon.”
“What did you talk about?”
She turned to him. “I’m sorry, but that’s personal to me. As is everything that happened that day.”
“But you told the police. I’m sure.”
“Only because I had to.” She hesitated, then added in a lower voice, “For obvious reasons, they were easier to talk to. Even looking at you is painful.”
Were she not who she was, Adam might almost have believed her sorrow-if not her claim to be ignorant of the will. Bluntly, he asked, “Did you know my father was failing?”
Studying him, she seemed to weigh her answer. “Do you mean physically or mentally?”
“Both.”
She turned away from him, regarding a patch of grass in front of them. Then she said, “It won’t surprise you to know that while you were burying your father, I was consulting a lawyer. Call that cold, if you like, but the requirements of ‘good taste’ left me with a free afternoon. Right now, for various reasons, I’m not prepared to take this any further.
“That doesn’t mean I won’t, in time. You’re free to try me later. We’ll see how things stand then.”
Carefully, Pacelli got to her feet, her face suddenly pale. She began to leave, then looked back at him again. “There are two more things I should say to you. Whatever happened between you and your father, he deeply regretted that. And whatever happened with Ben and your mother, I’m sorry for how she must feel.”
Left unspoken was whether Pacelli meant his father’s affair, his death, or the loss of his estate. The nerve of this expression of sympathy left Adam briefly silent, even as he rejected the notion of his father mired in regret. Then he asked, “Did he tell you why I left?”
Pacelli shook her head. “I asked him, several times. But he could never talk about it.”
“That much I believe.”
Pacelli looked into his face. Then he turned from her and walked away. The image of her last expression, curious and intent, lingered in his mind.
Walking toward the road, he saw the reporter waiting by his car. When he reached it, she stood in front of the door, her voice and manner so feral that Adam wanted to push her aside. “Mr. Blaine,” she said, “tell me what you and Carla were talking about.”
For an instant, Adam felt a reflexive sympathy for Carla Pacelli. Then he looked at the reporter so coldly that she seemed to recoil. “When I want to see you,” he told her, “I’ll let you know.”
He got in the car. The original reason for this trip, the newspaper, lay forgotten on the passenger seat. Looking back at the cemetery, Adam saw Pacelli, her head bowed, her hand resting on his father’s tombstone. No doubt she thought that the Enquirer could use another photograph.
When Adam came through the door, his mother was in the living room. “Where were you?” she asked.
“I decided to stop at his grave.”
Her mouth parted, as if to form a question, and then the telephone rang.
Clarice answered. “Hello, George,” she said, her tone pleasant but reserved. “Yes, I’m all right, thank you. Please, tell me.”
For a moment, she listened intently. Then her face froze, save for the bewilderment in her eyes. “I had no idea,” she managed to say. “Are you sure?”
As she listened, Adam saw, she placed a hand on the chair as if to retain her balance. With great civility, she said, “Thank you, George. It was kind of you to call.”
Putting down the phone, she gazed past Adam as if he were not there. “Was that the DA?” he asked.
She blinked, aware of him again. “Yes. He called about the cause of death.”
“Is there something more?”
Clarice drew a breath. “Yes. Your father had brain cancer. A massive tumor, apparently.”
The words hit Adam with a jolt. “Did he know?”
Clarice sat down. “If so, he chose not to tell me.”
Looking away, she held a hand to her face. Another betrayal, Adam sensed her thinking, another secret. Then a further thought struck him: that on the night he died, Benjamin Blaine was looking at the last summer solstice of his life and, perhaps, knew that. A host of implications started running through Adam’s mind, complicating or explaining his father’s last few months, the shocking suddenness of his death.
Who might have known? he wondered, and thought again of Carla Pacelli.
Nine
Dr. Philip Gertz, the Blaines’ family doctor, had gray hair, a thin face, and a judicious manner underscored by thoughtful blue eyes. In ten years, he had changed surprisingly little. But his office in the new Martha’s Vineyard Hospital was a considerable upgrade. Waving Adam inside, he said, “I saw you at Ben’s funeral. But I didn’t have a chance to give you my condolences.”
The remark came wrapped in a dubious tone. Evenly, Adam said, “That’s all right, Doctor. When someone dies, you have the funeral, and once it’s over the man is still dead. All that’s left is how he treated the living.”
Gertz regarded Adam closely. “And you’ve been all right?”
“Fine.”
“Good.” The doctor paused, glancing at his watch. “You said you wanted to ask me something.”
“About my father. We just learned that when he died, he had a very serious brain tumor.”
Gertz sat back, his face slack, then slowly shook his head. “Sweet Jesus Christ.”
“You didn’t know?”
The doctor shook his head. At length, he said, “Late last year he came to me complaining of headaches that disturbed his concentration. I referred him to a neurosurgeon in Boston.”
“And?”
“Ben called me later to say he was fine, and that the headaches were gone.”
“Did he ever see the neurosurgeon?”
Gertz’s brow furrowed. “If he had, I’d have expected a report-a reputable specialist, which this man is, would have performed tests. So maybe not.”
For a moment, Adam tried to enter his father’s mind. “Still, I’d like this doctor’s name.”
Gertz wrote it on a sheet of paper. Shaking hands, he said, “Tell me what you learn. When it comes to Ben, I guess nothing would surprise me.”
A redbrick Georgian structure, the Dukes County Courthouse was located next to the site of his father’s funeral. Since Adam had last been on the island, the county sheriff had installed a magnetometer at the entrance and a conveyor belt on which Adam placed his keys and wallet. Passing through security, he noticed cameras pointed at him from the ceiling, attached to the wires of a new alarm system. The shadow of 9/11 had reached the
