'That's not what I mean—'
'I'm a bad influence, right?'
'We've been through this before and I don't want to get going on it again. Vicky was very attached to you. She's just getting used to not having you around anymore, and now you come back and I don't want her to think things are going back to the way they were.'
'I'm not the one who walked out.'
'Doesn't matter. The result was the same. She was hurt.'
'So was I.'
'Jack,” she sighed, feeling very tired, 'this is a pointless conversation.”
'Not to me. Gia, I'm crazy about that kid. There was a time when I had hopes of being her father.'
The sound of her own laugh was harsh and bitter in her ears. 'Her real father hasn't been heard from in a year and you wouldn't be much of an improvement. Vicky needs a real person for a father. Someone who lives in the real world. Someone with a last name—do you even remember your last name? The one you were christened with? Jack, you...you don't exist.'
He reached out and touched her arm. She felt her skin tingle.
'As real as you.'
'You know what I mean!' Gia said, pulling away. The words poured out of her. 'What kind of a father could you be to anybody? And what kind of a husband?'
She was being hard on him, she knew, but he deserved it.
Jack's face tightened. 'Very well, Ms. DiLauro. Shall we get down to business? After all, I didn't invite myself over.'
'Neither did I. It was Nellie's idea. I was just the messenger. 'Get that friend of yours, that Jack fellow, to help.' I tried to tell her you were no longer a friend but she insisted. She remembered that you worked with Mr. Burkes.'
'That's when we met.'
'And the long string of deceptions began. Mr. Burkes called you a 'consultant', a 'troubleshooter.' '
Jack made a sour face. 'But you came up with a better job description, didn't you: 'thug.' '
It jolted Gia to hear the pain in Jack's voice as he said the word. Yes, she’d called him that the last time she’d seen him. She’d hurt him then and had been glad of it. But she wasn't glad now to know he was still bleeding from it.
She turned away. 'Nellie is waiting.'
11
With a mixture of pain and frustration roiling through him, Jack followed Gia down the hallway. For months he’d nurtured a faint hope that someday soon he would make her understand. As of now he knew with leaden certainty that it would never happen. She’d been a warm, passionate woman who’d loved him, and unwittingly he’d turned her to ice.
He studied the walnut paneling, the portraits on the walls, anything to keep from watching her as she walked ahead of him. Then they were through a pair of sliding doors and into the library. The dark paneling continued in from the hall, encircling lots of dark furniture, overstuffed velvet chairs with antimacassars on the arms, Persian rugs on the floor, impressionist paintings on the walls, a Sony Trinitron in the corner.
He’d met Gia in this room.
Aunt Nellie sat lost in a recliner by the cold fireplace. A chubby, white-haired woman in her late sixties in a long dark dress adorned with a small diamond brooch and a short string of pearls. A woman used to wealth and comfortable with it. At first glance she appeared depressed and shrunken, as if she were in mourning, or preparing for it. But as they entered she pumped herself up and arranged her face into a pleasant expression, putting on a smile that wiped away a good many of her years.
'Mr. Jeffers,' she said, rising. Her accent was thickly British. Not Hugh Grant British; more like a reedy Alfred Hitchcock. 'So good of you to come.'
'Good to see you again, Mrs. Paton. But just call me Jack. '
'Only if you call me Nellie. Would you care for some tea?'
'Iced, if you don't mind.'
'Not at all.' She rang a little bell on the end table next to her and a uniformed maid appeared. 'Three iced teas, Eunice.'
The maid nodded and left. An uncomfortable silence followed in which Nellie seemed to be lost in thought.
'How can I help you, Nellie?'
'What?' She looked startled. 'Oh, I'm terribly sorry. I was just thinking about my sister, Grace. As I'm sure Gia told you, she's been gone for three days now...disappeared between Monday night and Tuesday'—she pronounced it
Jack's heart went out to her, and he wanted to help, but...
'I don't do missing-persons work as a rule.'
'Yes, Gia did say something about this not being in your line'—Jack glanced at Gia but she avoided his gaze —“but I'm at my wits' end. The police are no help. I'm sure that if we were back home we'd have more cooperation from Scotland Yard than we've had from the New York Police. They simply aren't taking Grace's disappearance
