'You'll hear. But will you listen?' He answered his own question without waiting for her. 'I don't think so. I was going to tell you how the rakoshi could be used to aid me back home. They could help eliminate those who are determined to change India into something she was never intended to be, who are bent on leading our people away from the true concerns of life in a mad drive to make India another America.”
'Your political ambitions.'
'Not ambitions! A mission!'
Kolabati had seen that feverish light shining in her brother's eyes before. It frightened her almost as much as the rakoshi. But she kept her voice calm.
'You want to use the rakoshi for political ends.'
'I do
With a sinking feeling, Kolabati realized where all this was leading. A single word said it all:
'
'Yes—
Kolabati was aghast. 'Gandhi? It couldn't have been you—!'
'Poor Bati.' He smiled maliciously at the shock that must have shown on her face. 'I'm truly disappointed that you never guessed. Did you actually think I would sit idly by after the part he played in the partition?'
'But Savarkar was behind—-!'
'Yes. Savarkar was behind Godse and Apte, the actual assassins. He was tried and executed for his part. But who do you think was behind Savarkar?'
No! It couldn't be true! Not her brother—the man behind what some called The Crime of the Century!
But he was still talking. She forced herself to listen:
'...the return of East Bengal—it belongs with West Bengal. Bengal shall be whole again!'
'But East Bengal is Bangladesh now. You can't possibly think—'
'I'll find a way. I have the time. I have the rakoshi. I'll find a way, believe me.'
The room spun about Kolabati. Kusum, her brother, her surrogate parent for all these years, the steady, rational cornerstone of her life, was slipping further and further from the real world, indulging himself in the revenge and power fantasies of a maladjusted adolescent.
Kusum was mad. The realization sickened her. Kolabati had fought against the admission all night but the truth could no longer be denied. She had to get away from him.
'If anyone can find a way, I'm sure you will,' she told him, rising and turning toward the door. 'And I'll be glad to help in any way I can. But I'm tired now and I'd like to go back to the—'
Kusum stepped in front of the door, blocking her way.
'No, my sister. You will stay here until we sail away together.'
'Sail?' Panic clutched at her throat. She had to get off this ship! 'I don't want to sail anywhere!'
'I realize that. And that's why I had this room, the pilot's cabin, sealed off.' She detected no malice in his voice or his expression. He was more like an understanding parent talking to a child. 'I'm bringing you back to India with me.'
'No!'
'It's for your own good. During the voyage back home I'm sure you'll see the error of the life you've chosen to lead. We have a chance to do something for India, an unprecedented chance to cleanse our karmas. I do this for you as much as for myself.' He looked at her knowingly. 'For your karma is as polluted as mine.'
'You have no right!'
'I've more than a right. I've a duty.'
He darted out of the room and shut the door behind him. Kolabati lunged forward but heard the lock click before she reached the handle. She pounded on its sturdy oak panels.
'Kusum, let me out! Please let me out!'
'When we're at sea,' he said from the far side of the door.
She heard him walk down the hall to the steel hatch that led to the deck and felt a sense of doom settle over her. Her life was no longer her own. Trapped on this ship...weeks at sea with a madman, even if it was her brother. She had to get out of here!
'Jack will be looking for me!' she said on impulse, regretting it immediately. She hadn't wanted to involve Jack in this.
'Why would he be looking for you?' Kusum said slowly, his voice faint.
'Because...' She couldn't let him know that Jack had found the ship and knew about the rakoshi. 'Because we've been together every day. Tomorrow he'll want to know where I am.'
'I see.' A lengthy pause, then, 'I believe I will have to talk to Jack.'