He left and Gamache saw him speaking with his own second in command. While he suspected Francoeur of many things, the murder of tens of thousands of Quebecois wasn’t among them.
He slipped the headphones back on and rejoined Agent Morin, describing an argument he and his sister once had that resulted in fresh peas being thrown. His voice was once again slow, exhausted.
Gamache picked up the conversation, telling Morin about arguments between his own children, Daniel and Annie, when they were young. How Daniel was the more sensitive, more measured of the two. How Annie, young and bright, could always best her brother. And about the competition between them that had settled, with time, into a deep affection.
But as he spoke he knew two things.
In just under six hours, at 11:18, the La Grande Hydro Electric Dam would be blown up. And Agent Paul Morin would be executed. And Chief Inspector Gamache knew something else. If it was possible to stop only one of those acts, he knew which it would have to be.
“How’s your friend?”
“Friend?” Gamache turned to see Elizabeth bringing a few books into the library and placing them on the “returns” cart.
“Monsieur Comeau,” she said. “Emile.” She leaned over the cart, sorting books, not looking at Gamache.
“Oh, he’s fine. I’m seeing him in a few hours at the Chateau. There’s a meeting of the Societe Champlain.”
“Interesting man,” she said then left, leaving Gamache alone in the library once again. He waited until he heard her steps disappear then looked around at the acres of books. Where to start?
“Are you close? Are you going to make it?”
Fatigue had finally worn Morin down, so that his fear, contained for so long, boiled out through frayed nerves and down the telephone line.
“We’ll make it. Trust me.”
There was a pause. “Are you sure?” The voice was strained, almost squeaky.
“I’m sure. Are you afraid?”
There was no answer, just silence and then a keening.
“Agent Morin,” said Gamache, standing up at his desk. He waited and still there was no reply, except the sound which said it all.
Gamache talked for a few minutes, soothing words about nothing in particular. About spring flowers and wrapping presents for his grandchildren, about lunches at Lemeac Bistro on rue Laurier and his father’s favorite song. And in the background was a wailing, a sobbing and coughing, a howling as Agent Morin finally broke down. It surprised Gamache the young man had been able to hold his terror in so long.
But now it was out, and fled down the phone line.
Chief Inspector Gamache talked about skiing at Mont Saint-Remy and Clara Morrow’s art and Ruth Zardo’s poetry and slowly, in the background, the howling became a sob and the sob became a shuddering breath and the breath became a sigh.
Gamache paused. “Are you afraid?” he asked again.
Outside the office, through the large glass window, the agents, analysts, special investigators and Chief Superintendent Francoeur all stopped and stared at the Chief Inspector, and listened to the agent who had been so brave and was now falling apart.
Down in her dim studio Agent Yvette Nichol recorded it all and, glowing green, she listened.
“Are you with me, Agent Morin?”
“Yes sir.” But the voice was small, uncertain.
“I will find you in time.” Each word was said slowly, deliberately. Words made of rock and stone, firm words. “Stop imagining the worst.”
“But—”
“Listen to me,” the Chief commanded. “I know what you’re doing. It’s natural, but you must stop. You’re imagining the clock reaching zero, imagining the bomb going off. Am I right?”
“Sort of.” There was panting, as though Morin had run a race.
“Stop it. If you have to look ahead think about seeing Suzanne again, think about seeing your mother and father, think of the great stories you can bore your children with. Control your thoughts and you can control your emotions. Do you trust me?”
“Yes sir.” The voice was stronger.
“Do you trust me, Agent Morin?” insisted the Chief.
“Yes sir.” The voice more confident.
“Do you think I’d lie to you?”
“No sir, never.”
“I will find you in time. Do you believe me?”
“Yes sir.”
“What will I do?”
“You’ll find me in time.”
