'Can you tell me, please, your earliest recollections?' Judge Kramer clenched his teeth.
'You mean, ever?'
'Yes.'
'I remember... I guess I remember a lot of things. Christmas. Birthdays. I remember moving into our house in Washington.'
'When was that?'
'I don't know.'
A male voice interjected, 'The lease on the Georgetown house began four years ago on January first. That was established during the murder investigation. He would have been four.' The voice would be that of the F.B.I, agent, thought the judge.
'Do you remember anything before that, in another house?'
'No, I don't think so.'
'When you moved in, was Miss Mona Turley already with you?'
'I don't know. I guess so.'
'Who lived there?'
'My parents, me, Mona.'
'Did you have relatives besides your parents? Cousins or uncles?'
'No, just my grandma.'
'Did you ever see her?'
'Not that I remember. She lived far away. We used to send her a Christmas card every year.'
'Did you?' There was the confusion again, as though Ambrose were hearing it for the first time and trying to fathom the implications.
'Yeah. I remember, because my daddy would put my handprint on it. He would write something, and then he would squish my hand onto a stamp pad and press it on the card, because I couldn't write yet.'
Ambrose hesitated, then said gently, 'Do you remember anybody else? Any other grown-ups that you were with?'
'You mean Mr. and Mrs. Phillips?'
'Yes.'
'I know about them. I don't think I ever saw them.'
'So when you say your 'parents' you mean Raymond and Emily Decker?'
'They were my mother and father.'
Judge Kramer's brows knitted in distaste. This was typical of Ambrose. Get on with it, he thought. An eight- year-old's distant recollections weren't going to get Ambrose anything in a criminal investigation. Such meticulous, redundant questioning had bought him an inflated reputation as a prosecutor - laying the groundwork for an unshakable, brick-hard case. It looked like magic to juries, but to Judge Kramer and the opposing attorneys who knew where he was going, it was like watching an ant carrying single crumbs until he had a hero sandwich.
'So you lived in Washington from the time you were four until...? We'll get back to that. Tell me what it was like in Washington. Did you like it?'
'It was okay.'
'Were your parents... nice to you?'
There was a hint of shock in the boy's voice. 'Sure.'
'How about discipline? Rules. Were there rules?'
'Yeah.'
'Can you tell me some?'
'Ummm... Pick up the toys. Brush your teeth. My father always brushed his teeth when I did, and then he'd show me his fillings and tell me I'd need some if I didn't brush the ones in the back.'
'What happened when you didn't follow the rules?' Ambrose was casual. 'Did they hit you?'
Now the little voice was scandalized. 'No.'
'Did you go to school?'
'Sure. The Morningside School. It wasn't far, so sometimes we walked.'
'So life was pretty good in Washington?'
'Yeah.'
'What did you do when you weren't in school?'
'I don't know. Mona used to take me to the park when I was little, and then later sometimes I'd go with my friends. She would sit in the car and wait for me.'
Ambrose paused and seemed to be thinking for a long time, but then Judge Kramer recognized the sound of someone whispering. After a second exchange it sounded angry. He knew it was Nina Coffey. The lawyer Schoenfeld said, 'I must point out that this is not an adversarial proceeding, and this part of the story adds no new information to any of the investigations in progress. Miss Coffey has consented to this questioning because she was assured its purpose was for the safety and future welfare of the child. She has a right to withdraw the consent of the Department of Children's Services if she feels this is unnecessarily traumatic. The child has been over this ground several times with the psychologist and the juvenile officers already. Perhaps we could depart from our regular habits of thoroughness and skip to the recent past.'
Ambrose sounded defensive. 'Then would one of you care to help us in that regard to make the record comprehensible?'
Nina Coffey said, 'Timmy, tell me if anything I say isn't true.'
'Okay.'
'Timmy was raised from the time of his earliest recollections until the age of six by Raymond and Emily Decker. They hired Miss Mona Turley as a nanny when they came to Washington, D.C. He has no direct knowledge of earlier events. He was told he was Timmy Decker. From every assessment, he had a normal early childhood. It was a loving home. Miss Turley was a British citizen and a trained nanny, a legal resident alien. There are no signs of physical or psychological abuse, or of developmental difficulties that would indicate deprivation of any kind.' She said pointedly, 'This is all covered in the caseworker's report, so it already is part of the record.'
Judge Kramer felt like applauding. His finger had been hovering over the fast fwd button, but he knew that he wouldn't have let it strike. Either you listened to all of it or you were just another politician in a costume.
Ambrose went on. 'All right. Now, Timmy, we have to talk about some unpleasant things, and I'll try to keep it short. What happened on the afternoon of July twenty-third two years ago?'
'I don't know.'
Schoenfeld prompted. 'That was the day when they died.'
'Oh,' said Timmy. 'Mona and I went to the shoe store after school. Usually we came home at three, but that day we didn't. After we bought the shoes we walked in and everything had changed. I remember Mona opened the door, and then she stopped and went, 'Uh!' Like that. Then she made me wait outside while she went in alone. She was inside a long time. I thought it was a surprise, and she was telling my parents I was there so they could hide. So I went around to the side of the house and looked in the window. And I saw them.' His voice cracked, and the judge could hear that he was trying to keep the sob from coming out of his throat in front of all these strange adults, so it just stayed there, with the muscles clamping it in place. Judge Kramer had heard a lot of testimony that had to be forced out through that kind of throat, so he had become expert.
'They were covered with blood. I never knew so much blood came out of a person. It was everywhere. The walls, the floor. I could see Mona was in the next room on the telephone. Then she hung up and walked into my bedroom. I ran around to that window, and it was broken. All my stuff was gone.'
'What do you mean 'stuff'?'
'My toys, my clothes, my books, everything. They stole my stuff. She kept looking around my room and frowning.'
'What then?'
'She looked up and saw me. She ran out of the house and grabbed me. She took me to the car and we drove away.'
'What did she say about it?'
'She started to say that my parents were called away, but I told her I saw them.'
'What did she say then?'
