screamed. The next thing she knew, the ground rushed up, and he was falling with her. As they hit the sand, he shouted the word again, and this time she heard.
“
He fell on top of her. She gasped for air beneath his weight and tasted grit. With the last of her strength, she clenched her hand into a fist and swung hard. She heard a sharp exclamation. His weight eased, and the ends of his hair brushed her cheek as he raised himself on his arms above her. His breath fanned her face, and she hit him again.
He pulled back, and she went after him. Scrambling to her knees, she hit him again and again with her fists. She didn’t bother aiming, but caught whatever she could reach-an arm, his neck, his chest, every blow punctuated with a sob.
Finally he made a vise of his arms and squeezed. “Stop it, Flower! It’s me. It’s Jake.”
“I know it’s you, you bastard! Let me go!”
“Not till you’ve calmed down.”
She gasped for air against the soft fabric of his T-shirt. “I’m calm.”
“No you’re not.”
“Yes I am!” She slowed her breathing, quieted her voice. “I’m calm. Really.”
“Are you sure?”
“I’m sure.”
Gradually he released her. “All right, then. I was-”
She slugged him in the head. “
“Ouch!” He threw up his arm.
She caught him in the shoulder with her next blow. “You arrogant, hateful-”
“Stop it!” He snagged her wrist. “If you hit me again, I swear, I’ll deck you.”
She seriously doubted he’d follow through, but her adrenaline rush was beginning to fade, her hands hurt, and she was so wobbly she was afraid she’d throw up if she took another swing.
He crouched in the sand before her. His tangled, unkempt hair fell nearly to his shoulders, and his mustache obscured all of his mouth except for that impossible, sulky bottom lip. With a Nike T-shirt that didn’t make it to his waist, faded maroon shorts, and his long, outlaw’s hair, he looked like he should be carrying a cardboard sign that read, WILL KILL FOR FOOD.
“Why didn’t you tell me it was you?” she managed on a thin stream of air.
“I thought you recognized me.”
“How could I recognize you? It’s dark, and you look like a wanted poster.”
He released her wrist, and she struggled to her feet. It shouldn’t have happened this way, with her wearing mustard-stained white shorts and a ponytail slipping out of its rubber band. She’d imagined herself dripping in diamonds when she met him again. She wanted to be standing on the steps of the casino at Monte Carlo with a European prince on one arm and Lee Iacocca on the other.
“I’m making a new Caliber picture,” he said. “Bird Dog goes blind, so I have to learn to use the Colts by sound.” He rubbed his shoulder as he stood. “Since when did you turn into such a chickenshit?”
“Since I saw a man who looks like a serial killer coming out from behind a sand dune.”
“If I have a black eye…”
“Here’s hoping.”
“Damn it, Fleur…”
None of this was playing out as she’d imagined. She’d wanted to be cool and aloof, to act as if she barely remembered him. “So you’re making a new Caliber movie. How many women do you slap around in this one?”
“Bird Dog’s getting more sensitive.”
“That’s gotta be a real stretch for you.”
“Don’t be a bitch, okay?”
Fireworks went off in her head, and she was once again standing in the rain on the front lawn of Johnny Guy Kelly’s house finishing a conversation that had barely gotten started. She spit out her words through a rigid jaw. “You used me to get your picture finished. I was a stupid, naive kid who didn’t want to take her clothes off, but Mr. Big Shot’s love machine made short work of that. You made me happy to take everything off. Did you think about me when they handed you your Oscar?”
She wanted to see guilt. Instead he launched a counterattack. “You were your mother’s victim, not mine-at least not much. Take it up with her. And while you’re doing that, remember you weren’t the only one who got screwed. I’ve lost more than you can imagine.”
Her fury ignited. “You! Are you seriously trying to paint yourself as the injured party?” Her hand flew back of its own volition. She hadn’t planned to hit him again, but her arm had a will of its own.
He caught it before she made contact. “Don’t you dare.”
“I think you’d better take your hands off her.” A familiar voice drifted toward them from the dunes. Both of them turned to see Michel standing there. He looked like a boy who’d accidentally wandered into the company of giants.
Jake loosened his grip on her arm but didn’t let her go. “This is a private party, pal, so how about minding your own business?”
Michel came closer. He was dressed in a madras blazer and yellow net-T-shirt, with wisps of blond hair blowing across his delicately carved cheek. “Let’s go back to the house, Fleur.”
She stared at her brother and realized he’d somehow appointed himself her protector. It was laughable. He stood half a head shorter than she did, and yet here he was challenging Jake Koranda, a man with quicksilver reflexes and an outlaw’s squint.
Jake’s lip curled. “This is between her and me, so unless you want your ass kicked, leave us alone.”
It sounded like a line from a Caliber movie, and she almost stopped the confrontation right then. She could have stopped it…but she didn’t. Michel, her protector. Would he really stay here and defend her?
“I’ll be happy to leave,” Michel said softly. “But Fleur goes with me.”
“Don’t count on it,” Jake retorted.
Michel slipped his hands in the pockets of his shorts and held his ground. He knew he couldn’t physically remove her from Jake, so he’d decided to wait him out.
Bird Dog wasn’t used to confronting a soft-spoken opponent with wispy blond hair and a delicate physique. His eyes dropped to half mast as he turned to her. “A friend of yours?”
“He’s…” She swallowed hard. “This is my brother, Michael An-”
“I’m Michel Savagar.”
Jake studied them both, then stepped back, the corner of his mouth twisting. “You should have told me that right away. I make it a rule never to be in the same place with more than one Savagar at a time. See you around, Fleur.” He strode off down the beach.
Fleur studied the sand, then lifted her head and gazed at her brother. “He could have broken you in two.”
Michel shrugged.
“Why did you do it?” she asked softly.
He looked past her to study the ocean. “You’re my sister,” he said. “It’s my responsibility as a man.” He headed toward the house.
“Wait.” She moved automatically. The sand tugged at her feet like old hurts, but she pulled herself free. Images of the beautiful gowns she’d seen in his shop window flashed through her head. Who was he?
He waited for her to reach his side, but when she got there, she didn’t know what to say. She cleared her throat. “Do you…want to go someplace and talk?”
Several seconds ticked by. “All right.”
They didn’t speak as he drove his ancient MG to a roadhouse in Hampton Bays where Willie Nelson sang on the jukebox and the waitress brought them clams, french fries, and a pitcher of beer. Fleur began, haltingly, to tell him about growing up at the
He told her about his schooling and his love for his grandmother. She learned that Solange had left him the money that was supporting his business. An hour slipped by and then another. She explained how it felt to be an outcast, and he talked about his terror when he’d realized he was gay. As the neon sign outside the roadhouse window flashed blue across his hair, she leaned against the back of the scarred wooden booth and told him about
