arms from the constriction of her dress, but at that moment, her bra gave, and her breasts tumbled free.
'Damn.' The softly uttered word sounded more like a tribute than a curse.
Before she knew what had happened, he had pulled her wrists behind her back and caught them in one hand. The rough movement thrust her breasts forward and up, and the helplessness she felt in that position produced little flutters of panic in the pit of her stomach. He bent his head. His warm breath touched her skin along with the light abrasion of his whiskers. He flicked one nipple with his tongue. It pebbled. He took it into his mouth and sucked on it.
Her bones began to feel as if they were buckling. The sensations were so exciting that she forgot about her pinioned arms. He moved to her other breast, licking and then sucking. She sagged against him.
When his hand slipped under the hem of her short dress and cupped her bare thigh, her panic returned, and she knew she had to get her arms free before she could let him go any farther. His fingers moved upward.
'Wait,' she whispered. She tried to pull away, but his athlete's hands held her fast. 'Let me go.'
'I don't think so.'
'I mean it.'
'Sure you do.'
'Dan!'
'Whatever the lady wants.' He released her, but only long enough to yank her dress down over her hips. Her bra slipped off, leaving her standing there in one sandal, an ankle bracelet, and a pair of waist-high white cotton panties.
'You sure don't believe in spending your money on fancy underwear.'
Her confidence dissolved and all the old ghosts were back. She grabbed for her dress to cover herself, but before she could reach it, he had picked her up and carried her into the bedroom. As he dropped her onto the bed, her lone sandal flew.
He loomed over her, and he was no longer a fantasy figure, but a real man stripping off his denim shirt, revealing an alarmingly well-developed chest with bulging pectorals, mountainous biceps, and veins standing out like ropes on his arms. A thick pelt of hair in the middle of his chest tapered into an arrow-straight line that disappeared along a hard, flat stomach into the waistband of his jeans.
She knew that he worked out in the weight room every day, and she'd seen him do laps around the field in the evening, but she still wasn't prepared for his powerfully muscled body. All thoughts of young Elizabeth fled from her mind. She felt like an eighteen-year-old virgin instead of a thirty-three-year-old woman who'd had both too many and too few lovers. She had set herself up to play with a pro when she couldn't even handle the amateurs.
His eyes were on her breasts as he unsnapped his jeans. She grabbed for the edge of the bedspread.
'Drop it.'
'No, I'm not doing this.' She drew the corner of the quilted fabric to her chin at the same time she slid to the opposite side of the bed.
'Right on schedule.' Reaching down, he snared her ankle and sent her sprawling back against the pillows.
She let out a soft, strangled exclamation. The deadly sense of purpose in those ice green eyes sent fear rushing through her. She remembered his strength when he'd dragged her to the gazebo, and she clutched at the bedspread as her only protection.
'Please, Dan…' Her voice sounded helpless instead of strong, and she knew she had lost all control.
'You were the one who wanted fun and games.'
'I didn't. I-'
'Shut up.' He unzipped his jeans. 'Now show me those tits again.'
His rough vulgarity galvanized her. She spun away from him toward the opposite side of the bed, thrusting her legs out from under the twisted spread. She was off the bed and running toward the door. Dimly, she heard him grumbling from behind her.
'I'm getting too old for this.'
She snatched up a damp towel he'd tossed on a chair after his shower and frantically raced into the living room for the door. Just as she yanked it open, he slapped it shut again with the palm of his hand.
'You're even crazier than Val!' He swung her around by her upper arm. 'You don't have any clothes on. Do you want everybody to see you?'
'I don't care!' she cried, her heart pounding. 'I told you to stop.'
'You also told me not to listen, and that's just what I'm doing.'
He whipped her up in his arms as if she weighed nothing, carried her back into the bedroom, and dropped her on the mattress.
'I'm not hitting you, so if that's what you're after, you'll have to find another stud.' He knelt beside her, his big hand shackling her upper arm, and spoke almost indifferently. 'How do you want it?'
She realized it was going to happen again. The liquor had made her let down her guard, and she was helpless.
That was when she screamed.
He was on her in a second, covering her mouth with his palm while he clamped her wrists above her head with his free hand. 'Jesus,' he hissed. 'Not so loud.' The denim of his jeans chafed her thighs as he glowered down at her, looking more disgusted than angry.
She went wild when she realized he actually expected her to keep quiet while he did this to her. Tears stung her eyes as she began to buck beneath him, twisting her hips and trying to free her legs. She bit hard into his hand and he released her with an angry exclamation.
'That's it!' He rolled off her, shaking his hand. 'I've tried to be liberated and understanding, but I'm not doing this anymore!'
She was so startled she quit struggling.
He shot to his feet. 'I'm hard as hell right now, but I'd rather disappear into that bathroom with a copy of
Bewildered, she stared at him.
'Maybe I'd like to get strong-armed for a change!' he exclaimed. 'Maybe I'd like to be so irresistibly sexy that
Understanding came slowly. She remembered what she had whispered to him, how she had told him not to stop no matter what she said. She remembered his twisted relationship with Valerie, and as it all came back to her, her relief was so sharp a bubble of hysteria rose in her throat.
He sank down on the corner of the bed, propped his forearms on his splayed knees, and gazed glumly out toward the living room. 'Maybe it's divine justice. When I was in my twenties, I took part in so much kinky stuff with all those groupies that now I can't seem to manage something simple and uncomplicated.'
She drew the spread to her chin. 'Dan-uli-Could I say something?'
'Not if it involves whips and dog collars.' He paused. 'Or more than two people.'
The bubble rose higher in throat. She gave a choked sound. 'It doesn't.'
'All right, then.'
She spoke to his back, picking her words carefully. 'I didn't mean what you thought I meant. When I told you not to stop no matter what I said, I was talking about kissing. You're really an-uh-an excellent kisser.' She took a deep breath, pressing on even though she knew she was making a muddle of it. 'I get-Well, I have a couple of hang-ups. Not hang-ups, really; hang-ups is too strong a word. More like-like an allergy. Anyway, sometimes when I'm kissing a man, I have this sort of reaction.'
She knew she was babbling from the way he turned his head to stare at her. His chest distracted her. Cast in bronze and sitting in the front window at her old gallery, it would have made them a fortune.
She swallowed hard. 'I was just trying to tell you that if I had it-this reaction-you could sort of…'
'Ignore it?'
'Right. But the other-When we weren't kissing. When you were touching me.' The bubble dissolved. 'When I