had to do was go to the bathroom, but over my shoulder, through the open door, I called: “Harriet! Hold all messages for a minute and give me Morton. One way. I don’t want a response, I just want to give an order.” Morton’s little face appeared in the corner of the display, looking antsy but ready. “Morton, I just came from Bover. I said everything I could think of to him and it did no good, so I want you to get me private detectives. I want to search his record like it’s never been searched before. The son of a bitch must have done something wrong. I want to blackmail him. If it’s a ten-year-old parking ticket, I want to extradite him for it. Get busy on that.” He nodded silently, but didn’t go away, meaning that he was doing what I had said but wanted to say something himself, if only I would let him. Over him was the larger, waiting face of Harriet, counting out the minute’s silence I had imposed on her. I came back into the room and said, “All right, Harriet, let’s have it. Top priority first, one at a time.”
“Yes, Robin, but-“ She hesitated, making swift evaluations. “Their are two immediate ones, Robin. First, Albert Einstein wishes to discuss with you the capture of the Herter-Hall party, apparently by the Heechee.”
“Captured! Why the hell didn’t you-“ I stopped; obviously she couldn’t have told me, because I was out of communication entirely for most of the afternoon. She didn’t wait for me to figure that out but went on:
“However, I think you would prefer to receive Dr. Liederman’s report first, Robin. I’ve been putting through a call, and she’s ready to talk to you now, live.”
That stopped me.
“Do it,” I said, but I knew it couldn’t be anything good, to make Wilma Liederman report live and in person. “What’s the matter?” I asked as soon as she appeared.
She was wearing an evening dress, with an orchid on her shoulder, first time I had seen her like that since she came to our wedding. “Don’t panic, Robin,” she said, “but Essie’s had a slight setback. She’s on the life-support machines again.”
“What?”
“It’s not as bad as it sounds. She’s awake, and coherent, feeling no pain, her condition is stable. We can keep her like that forever-“
“Get to the ‘but’!”
“But she’s rejecting the kidney, and the tissues around it aren’t regenerating. She needs a whole new batch of transplants. She had uremic failure about two hours ago and now she’s on fulltime dialysis. That’s not the worst part. She’s had so many bits and pieces stuck in her from so many sources that her auto-immune system is all screwed up. We’re going to have to scrounge to get a tissue match, and even so we’re going to have to dope her with anti-immunes for a long time.”
“Shit! That’s right out of the Dark Ages!”
She nodded. “Usually we can get a four-four match, but not for Essie. Not this time. She’s a rare-blood to begin with, you know. She’s Russian, and her types are uncommon in this part of the world, so-“
“Get some from Leningrad, for Christ’s sake!”
“So, I was about to say, I’ve checked tissue banks all over the world. We can come close. Real close. But in her present state there’s still some risk.”
I looked at her carefully, trying to figure out her tone. “Of having to do it over, you mean?” She shook her head gently. “You mean, of-of dying? I don’t believe you! What the hell is Full Medical for?”
“Robin-she already has died of this, you know. We had to reanimate her. There’s a limit to the shock she can survive.”
“Then the hell with the operation! You said she’s stable the way she is!”
Wilma looked at the hands clasped in her lap for a moment, then up at me. “She’s the patient, Robin, not you.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“It’s her decision. She has already decided she doesn’t want to be tied down to a life-support system forever. We’re going to go in again tomorrow morning.”
I sat there staring at the tank, long after Wilma Liedermari had disappeared and my patient secretarial program had formed, silently waiting for orders. “Uh, Harriet,” I said at last, “I want a flight back tonight.”
“Yes, Robin,” she said. “I’ve already booked you. There’s no direct flight tonight, but there’s one that you can transfer at Caracas, gets you in to New York about five AM. The surgery is not scheduled until eight.”
“Thank you.” She went back to silent waiting. Morton’s silly face was still there in the tank, too, tiny and reproachful down in the lower right-hand corner. He did not speak, but every once in a while he cleared his throat or swallowed to let me know he was waiting. “Morton,” I said, “didn’t I tell you to get lost?”
“I can’t do that, Robin. Not while I have an unresolved dilemma. You gave orders about Mr. Bover-“
“Damn right I did. If I can’t handle him that way maybe I’ll just get him killed.”
“You don’t have to bother,” Morton said quickly. “There’s a message from his lawyers for you. He has decided to accept your offer.”
I goggled at him, wide-eyed and open-mouthed. “I don’t understand it either, Robin, and neither do his lawyers,” he said quickly. “They are quite upset But there is a personal message for you, if it explains anything.”
“What’s that?”
“Quote, ‘Maybe he does understand after all.’ Close quote.”
In a somewhat confusing life, and one that is rapidly becoming a long one, I’ve had a lot of confusing days, but that one was special. I ran a hot tub and soaked in it for half an hour, trying to make my mind empty. The effort didn’t bring calm.
I had three hours before the Caracas plane left. I didn’t know what to do with it. It was not that there wasn’t plenty for me to do. Harriet kept trying to get my attention-Morton to firm up the contract with Bover, Albert to
