iron, and then slowly the tension within lost its edge and he shrunk slightly. As if the thought of a warm hearth when compared to the uncertainty of flight into the snow-covered badlands was sapping even his considerable reserves of strength. As if he was slowly beginning to take stock of the terrible toll the daily battle to ward off the Furies that had pursued him was taking on his aging body. And who could blame him? A man who took a wrong turning at the very outset of his life's journey, at a time when he knew nothing of the world; took a wrong turning and for ever after was sworn to follow the path it led to. What if he had not rejected Mrs Bligh-Jones all those years ago? Had taken her in and she borne him a son who would have played rugby on the lawn with him? How many years of torment would have been spared to the long-suffering armies of children who passed through the battleground of his lessons?
Could I blame him? Could any of us really be blamed for becoming what we had no power to avoid becoming? Wasn't that what Custard Pie had said? But is it enough to blame the Furies? It was hard to know, but I knew what Eeyore would have said. Think along those lines and there's no point being a detective. Might as well stay in bed all day. Each man makes a decision that moulds his life. And lives with it. No one ever said it was nice. But each man has a choice. Ben Guggenheim did. I looked at Herod. In his eyes were many things, hate, pain, bewilderment, but most of all helplessness. And then something else appeared there: the ghost of a decision.
'If I come back with you,' he said turning to me, 'will you give me your blessing?'
For a sliver of a second I was startled. Llunos turned to look at me as if it all now rested on me.
'Will you give me your blessing?' he repeated.
I opened my mouth not knowing what I was going to say, when a voice cried out a single word that echoed round the canyon like a ricocheting bullet.
'No!'
We all turned and looked up, and standing on the outcrop of rock next to little Onan's grave, her white hair flying wildly in the wind like an avenging Norse goddess, was Mrs Llantrisant. And she was pointing a shotgun at us. We raised our hands and she climbed down the stony path to join us.
Llunos spoke first. 'Better put the gun down, Mrs Llantrisant.'
'You must think I'm daft.'
'You are if you don't put it down. There's nowhere left for you to go.'
'Better to die on your feet than live on your knees.'
'I find that a bit hard to believe coming from someone who spent her life swabbing a step.'
She spat. 'Pah! That was my cover, you stupid fool. If I disguise myself to look like an idiot does that make me an idiot? Or does it make you one for being deceived?'
'These are lofty-sounding words, Mrs Llantrisant, but the simple truth is you are a fugitive, and you also have bad rheumatism. You need proper medical care. Your fine rhetoric won't help you wade through the snow of this mountain pass and that is all that is left open to you.'
'After all I've been through you really think I care a fig for the pain in my joints? You may succeed in sweet- talking my man into acting like a cur ...' She jabbed the shotgun at Herod, who was now silently weeping. 'Pull yourself together, man, or I'll take a horsewhip to you!' Herod wiped away the tears on a pelt hanging from his waist.
'Don't you think you're a bit old to be Bonnie and Clyde?' I asked.
'Yes,' she sneered. 'You can laugh at me because I'm old, but I've got more balls than you even though I'm twice your age.'
'No one doubts the strength of your spirit, Mrs Llantrisant —'
'Not half you don't. You think I don't know? How you despise us old ones because we're in the way. Want to put us in a home where we never see a normal-sized teapot again? Oh I know all about what you think. You see my weak eyes and my thin grey hair stretched across my skull and you want to hide me away from sight. And what you hate most is the idea of me, an old woman, being consumed by the fire of passion. Yes I know. But I tell you I was not always like this. There was a time when my skin was not this wrinkled parchment that you see and my dugs not these dry empty bags, but bursting with milk and fire and love. And I tell you the love I bore to Herod Jenkins was as the Nile to the Rheidol compared to Mrs Bligh-Jones's, and as a hurricane to a fart compared to how Louie Knight here felt about that whore from the nightclub.'
'We don't doubt it, Mrs Llantrisant, but you must be realistic. This is no weather for you to be out in the wilds living off rabbits. You need some hot
'I didn't see much hot
'Perhaps we were too harsh. Perhaps we can arrange something more suitable for a lady in your condition.'
'Don't try and fool me with your tricks. I'm no idiot. You'll lock me up and throw away the key. But I won't let you.'
'Come home with us, Mrs Llantrisant.'
'No! It is impossible. I won't go. I'm free and I have my man again and we'd rather die together than live apart in chains.'
Just then Dai the Custard Pie crawled out of the hut, his one leg bandaged to a splint made from a tree branch. The stomach-churning reek of gangrene flashed in our nostrils.
'What's going on?' he croaked.
Mrs Llantrisant took command of the situation. 'We'll leave the shotgun with you. You cover them until we have had time to get away. Then you let them take you, they'll bring you to a hospital where you can get your leg fixed.'
'We're not going to leave him, are we?' asked Herod.
'We don't have any choice. The gangrene is bad and he needs to get to a hospital.'
'It's only a little break,' said Herod. 'He just needs to put his weight on it, that's all. I've sent plenty of boys out with worse injuries than that.'
'No, Herod, the world has changed. Those things are not possible any more. He'd hold us back.'
'But I could carry him on my broad back.'
She shook her head. 'It's the only way.' She handed the shotgun to Custard Pie and the two of them started climbing through the snows of the Pilgrim's Pass, stopping briefly to bid one final farewell at little Onan's grave.
Chapter 25
We left Custard Pie on the mountain for the medics to find, put a call through to the mountain rangers in Welshpool to look out for the fugitives, if they ever made it through the pass, and drove back to town. The snow was falling thickly and the gritting lorries were already out.
'This stuff about the cannibalism up on the mountain,' said Llunos. 'It was crap.'
'Yeah, I've sort of worked that out. Mrs Llantrisant made it up to smear Mrs Bligh-Jones's name. She knew she'd been seeing Herod and was jealous.
Llunos nodded. 'Mrs Tolpuddle broke her silence about the mission yesterday. It seems they were out on a routine sweep, and Mrs Bligh-Jones claimed she had received a distress signal. No one else did but they went and had a look. They wanted to turn back, but Bligh-Jones kept pushing them on and on; it was as if she knew what she was looking for. Then up above the snow-line they see the 'Thing'. Which we now know to have been Herod. Or Mr Dippetty-doo. That's when it happened.'
'When what happened?'
'The thing that made Mrs Cefnmabws flee in horror. It wasn't cannibalism, it was something else. Mrs Bligh- Jones threw off her clothes and made love to Mr Dippetty-doo in the snow.'
'I expect that would make me flee, too.'
'I'm pleased in a way, though,' said Llunos. 'I've never had a lot of time for Mrs Bligh-Jones — always thought she was a bit toffee-nosed; but I could never really picture her as someone who would eat her bowling- partner.'
'Don't be too sure,' I teased him. 'All this tells us is that she didn't; not that she wouldn't have!'
He threw me a dark, irritated glance. He was in a sombre, reflective mood and didn't welcome my joking.
'So Mrs Llantrisant thought up this thing with Calamity just to get back at you?'
'Looks that way. She obviously thought it was the best way to hurt me, and as usual she was spot on.'
