Lost Girls

''Revealing sportswear, you say? Oh, my. What else?''

''The other evidence from the apartment was a pair of brown dress pants found in Tripp's laundry hamper, covered in dried mud from the cuff up to the shin. We have a witness, a colleague of Tripp's at the school, who will testify that she recalls these pants being the same ones he wore on the day of the girls' disappearance.''

''Mud. Well, well, well.''

''Next up is Tripp's car,'' he goes on, actually drawing a picture of a station wagon, complete with spoked hub-caps and door handles. ''Once impounded we discovered half a dozen small bloodstains on the backseat. We believe that these will yield a large enough sample for DNA testing, and so we've gone ahead and sent a section of the upholstery down to forensics in Toronto for a run-through along with hair samples taken from each of the girls' hairbrushes. We expect the results back shortly--they're really getting better and better at these things, aren't they?-- although, in the event they aren't available, certain arrangements can of course be made to adjourn for a period. . . .''

Then I lose him. Not him actually, but his words. In fact my attention turns more closely to the man himself. There is a particular aspect of Goodwin's obesity--a posture, perhaps even an aura, to it--that compels one to stare and await disaster. By ''disaster'' I mean either embarrassment of the first order (a popping of shirt buttons, a pastry slipping out of a jacket pocket and splatting, jelly side down, onto the floor) or something worse, the spontaneous regurgitation of the past twelve hours' consumption or the final explosion of his overworked heart. When he stands I can't resist calculating his dimensions, thinking of his very being in terms of so many hundred cubic feet or comparing his belt length to the width of living rooms. Even when he's seated it's a struggle to do anything but watch him and his heaving movements as he bends forward to take notes or dig around for his pen, the flesh of his face folded over itself like a partly disassembled tent. While I have known body size of his type to work to the advantage of other lawyers who have managed to harness the authority of the jutting belly and bulldoggish ferocity of the triple chin, in this man it suggests only ineptitude.

But more. His fatness tells a story. On Goodwin's pink layers and crimson cheeks is written the history of a man who once believed that when he'd reached a certain point of accomplishment in his life, when he could stand knowing that his own words represented the voice of Queen and country, that then, after years of schoolyard mockery and half-concealed giggles over his shoulder, he would be taken seriously. But here he is, finally, and nothing has changed.

I don't know any of this for a fact, of course. But his body told me just the same, as clearly as if his biography were written on the vast fabric of his suit. However, while Goodwin presents a pitiable picture to the world, there is little pity in me as I wait for the hand that rests too heavily on the back of his chair to flip it over and send my opposing counsel's rice-sack ass to the floor. He's on the wrong side of the proceedings for pity.

''Thank you for that informative presentation,'' I begin when Goodwin has found his chair, pushing my totally blank legal pad into the middle of the table for him to get a good look. ''But I have some questions.''

''Go ahead,'' he swallows.

''First of all, what's the evidentiary basis for your obtaining the warrant to impound Tripp's car?''

''We were investigating the possibility of--''

''I don't care what we were investigating. I'm asking what you put before the justice of the peace to get him to sign an order to search my client's car. Do you understand the question?''

''I understand, Mr. Crane. And the short answer is tire tracks.''

''What tire tracks?''

''At the crime scene. The ones left at the end of the road on Lake St. Christopher are consistent with the size, wear, and brand variety tread on Tripp's Volvo.''

''Tire tracks are not what you'd call scientifically precise, are they?''

''They were good enough for the jp.''

''They must've been. But we'll see how that stands up before a judge who actually holds a law degree. And let me remind you that your reference to the location of the tire tracks as the 'crime scene' is desperately premature. No bodies, no crime, no crime scene.''

''You're free to call it what you like, Mr. Crane.''

''Thank you. I think I'll call it horseshit, then, if you don't mind, because I don't see a single good reason for the police to have been searching the end of that road for tire tracks in the first place. Why there? Why, in a county with a hundred and seventy-two prime locations to ditch bodies, would the bright sparks of the Murdoch Ontario Province Police detachment all head to the one place?''

Goodwin presses his lips together, pushes the color out of the skin around his mouth. ''A collection of reasons,'' he says finally.

''I'm curious.''

''Well, Tripp used to spend his summers on St. Christopher for years, so he would know the area well. That's for starters. Next, his car had been seen up there once or twice driving around in the months prior to the girls' disappearance. But more important, it was simply the first place people around here thought to look. The woods are thick, the water's deep. And there're stories.''

''Stories?''

''Bad things that happened, years back. And you know how people can turn old facts into new tales.''

Goodwin tries at an embarrassed laugh, brings the pads of his hands together in a single smack of flesh.

''I know all about turning facts into tales, Mr. Goodwin. And I'm beginning to see that you and the police up here are enthusiastic amateurs at it.''

''Now, there's no need for--''

''You said 'bad things.' What kind of bad things?''

''I'm not sure of the particulars. A drowning, I think. And now there's a ghost story to go along with it.''

''Beautiful. So are all the cops up here gypsies or something?''

''I'm not trying to--''

''Regarding the search of Tripp's apartment: there was no journal or diary found? No half-finished letters?''

''No.''

''Just the muddy pants and catalog pinups?''

''That's right.''

''And both easily explained, wouldn't you say? Lonely father seeking comforting images to remind him of his only child. A lonely father who also lives in a town of wall-to-wall mud, particularly after the big spring thaw?''

''Perhaps, but I think--''

''And no weapon found?''

''Nothing yet.''

''No bloodstains or anything gruesome in the laundry hamper?''

''No, just--''

''Just the bloodstains in the Volvo. I know. Now, assumingyou get a readable result on the DNA analysis, I ask you, what do you propose to match it against?''

Goodwin raises a corner of his mouth slightly to reveal star-shaped dimples cratered high in his cheeks.

''Perhaps I neglected to mention,'' he says, mouth still raised, ''that in addition to the bloodstains in the back and the hair taken from their hairbrushes at home there were also a number of hair samples found in the car, apparently emanating from two distinct sources: one dark, one blond, both long. Not Tripp's. We've sent these out for DNA tests as well, and if the hairbrush hair matches the hair found in the car, or if the hairbrush hair matches the bloodstains--well, I think at the very least it would go a good way toward proving their presence in the car.''

''Big fucking deal!'' I'm shouting now. ''Nobody's denyingtheir 'presence in the car.' Who cares about their 'presence in the car'? The elements of the offense of firstdegree murder, Mr. Goodwin, involve establishing that a planned and deliberate homicide has occurred. Girls with long hair having nosebleeds or picking scabs in the back of their teacher's car falls a little short, wouldn't you say?''

Then Goodwin does something alarming. He sits forward (as far as this is possible), his face a shiny mackintosh, his upper lip dancing in the involuntary way that signals the onset of either frustrated tears or violence.