looks precisely the same as it did when you arrived.” He smiled weakly, clearly aware of his shortcomings in this regard.
She rushed back over to the room’s lone mirror, but it was over the mantel, and even on her tiptoes she couldn’t quite catch a glimpse of her entire face. “I can’t see a thing,” she grumbled. “I am going to have to find a washroom.”
And so their plans changed. Olivia would leave, find a washroom, and then remain there for at least ten minutes, so that Harry could leave five minutes after she departed and arrive back at the ballroom five minutes before she arrived.
Olivia found the subterfuge exhausting. How did people manage such things, sneaking about like thieves? She would make a terrible spy.
Her frustration must have shown on her face, because Harry came over and kissed her once, softly, on the cheek. “We shall be married soon,” he promised, “and we will never have to do this again.”
She opened her mouth to point out that her mother would insist upon a three-month engagement at the very least, but he held up a hand and said, “Don’t worry, that’s
She smiled to herself and murmured her farewell, peeking out the door first to make sure no one was coming, then slipping out into the quiet, moonlit gallery.
She knew the location of the washroom; she’d been there once already that evening. She tried to walk at precisely the correct speed. Not too fast; she did not want to look as if she was rushing. Not too slowly, either; it was always best to appear as if one had a purpose.
She encountered no one on her way to the washroom, for which she was grateful. When she opened the door, however, and stepped into the outer chamber, where ladies could wash their hands and check their appearances, she was met with:
“Olivia!”
Olivia nearly jumped out of her skin. Mary Cadogan was standing at the mirror, pinching her cheeks.
“Good heavens, Mary,” Olivia said, trying to catch her breath. “You gave me a start.” She desperately did not want to get caught up into a conversation with Mary Cadogan, but on the other hand, if she had to run into someone, she was grateful it was a friend. Mary might wonder at Olivia’s mussed appearance, but she would never suspect the truth.
“Is my hair an absolute fright?” Olivia asked, reaching up to pat it. “I slipped. Someone spilled champagne.”
“Oh, I hate that.”
“What do you think?” Olivia asked, hoping that she had successfully diverted Mary from asking any more questions.
“It’s not so bad,” Mary said consolingly. “I can help you. I’ve dressed my sister’s hair dozens of times.” She pushed Olivia into a chair and began to adjust her pins. “Your dress looks as if it suffered no harm.”
“I’m sure the hem is stained,” Olivia said.
“Who spilled the champagne?” Mary asked.
“I’m not sure.”
“I’ll bet it was Mr. Grey. He has one arm in a sling, you know.”
“I saw,” Olivia murmured.
“I heard he was pushed down a flight of stairs by his uncle.”
Olivia just barely managed to contain her horror at the rumor. “That can’t be true.”
“Why not?”
“Well…” Olivia blinked, trying to come up with an acceptable answer. She didn’t want to say that Sebastian had fallen off a table in her house-Mary would positively
Mary appeared to consider this. “Maybe it was a short flight of stairs. His front steps, perhaps.”
“Perhaps,” Olivia said, hoping that would be the end of it.
“Although,” Mary continued, putting an end to Olivia’s hopes, “one would think there would be witnesses if it had happened outside.”
Olivia decided not to comment.
“I suppose it could have happened at night,” Mary mused.
Olivia was beginning to think that Mary ought to consider writing a
“There,” Mary declared. “As good as new. Or almost. I couldn’t quite recreate the little curl over your ear.”
Olivia was impressed (and perhaps a little alarmed) that Mary had remembered the curl over her ear; Olivia certainly hadn’t. “Thank you,” she said. “I very much appreciate it.”
Mary smiled warmly. “I’m happy to be of help. Shall we head back to the party?”
“You go ahead without me,” Olivia said. She motioned toward the other, more private, section of the washroom. “I need a moment.”
“Would you like me to wait for you?”
“Oh, no no no,” Olivia said, hoping her surfeit of no’s sounded more conversational than desperate. She really needed a few moments to herself-just a bit of time to collect her thoughts, to breathe deeply, and to attempt to regain her equilibrium.
“Oh, of course. I shall see you later, then.” Mary gave her a nod and exited the small room, leaving Olivia on her own.
Olivia closed her eyes for a moment and took that deep breath she’d been waiting for. She still felt tingly and lightheaded, shocked by her own behavior and, at the same time, giddy with delight.
She wasn’t sure what shocked her more-that she had just given up her virginity in the home of the Russian ambassador or that she was preparing to rejoin the party as if nothing had happened.
Would people see it on her face? Did she look fundamentally different? Heaven knew, she
She leaned forward a few inches, trying to examine her reflection more closely. Her cheeks were pink; there was no hiding that. And maybe her eyes looked a little brighter, almost glittery.
She was being fanciful. No one would know.
Except Harry.
Her heart jumped. Literally jumped in her chest.
Harry would know. He would remember every last detail, and when he looked at her, his eyes hot with desire, she would melt anew.
And suddenly she was no longer so sure she would be able to carry this off. No one would know what she’d been doing from looking at her. But if someone happened to look at her while she was looking at Harry…
She stood. Squared her shoulders. Tried to be resolute. She could do this. She was Lady Olivia Bevelstoke, comfortable in any social situation, wasn’t she? She was Lady Olivia Bevelstoke, soon to be…
She let out a little squeal at the thought of it. Soon to be Lady Valentine. She liked that. Lady Valentine. It was so romantic. Really, names didn’t get much better than that.
She turned toward the door. Reached for the knob.
But someone opened it first. So she stepped back to avoid being hit by the door.
But she couldn’t avoid-
“Oh!”
Where the hell was Olivia?
Harry had been back at the party for more than half an hour and he still hadn’t caught a glimpse of her. He’d played his part to perfection, chatting with any number of bright young ladies, even dancing with one of the Smythe-Smiths. He’d checked on Sebastian, not that he needed it-his shoulder had not been troubling him for several days.
Olivia had said that she was planning to go to the ladies’ retiring room to check on her appearance, so he’d not expected her to arrive promptly, but still, shouldn’t she have been done by now? He’d thought she’d looked rather
