owner. I’d be perfectly happy catering for an array of the rich and famous.”
He laughed but his eyes remained fixed on her. “Is that what you really want?”
Her lips firmed. “What I really want isn’t possible, so I live with what is.”
“You’ve already apologized. Let’s leave it there.” She glanced down, her lashes forming dark shadows against her creamy skin, and her body had gone very still.
Callum couldn’t leave it-it pervaded their whole relationship.
Three years ago he’d been appointed to the board as financial director after returning from five years of working in Australia. He’d worked all hours, day and night, to get on top of the chaos after his predecessor-a good friend of his father’s-had resigned with a colon cancer scare. The cruel whispers of nepotism had infuriated Callum- particularly as he didn’t want to hurt his father’s friend with the truth.
Callum had been unknown and unproven, and that had fueled his fierce desperation to prove to his brothers, to the management team and to the skeptical naysayers that he could do the task his father had set upon him.
He’d probably gone over the top.
He’d certainly adopted a take-no-prisoners management style.
How best to explain the climate against which his actions had played out? Whatever he said was going to sound like justification for his arrogance.
He chose his words carefully. “If I could have that time of my life over again, I would have handled things differently.”
Miranda met his gaze. “
“Wait a moment!” He leaned forward. “Even if no statement had been made to the press, your father would still have been arrested-just perhaps not so publicly.”
Her expression grew closed, shutting out anything he could say. “My father didn’t steal anything from your company,” she bit out.
“It’s
God, but this woman was stubborn!
He snagged her elbow as she tried to force her way past his chair and pulled her to him. Ignoring the startled looks from the only other couple in the dining room, two gray-haired women, he murmured close to her face, “Your parents were living way beyond their means. I can only assume your father meant to pay back the money he took.”
She tossed the gold, tousled hair that always gave him bedroom fantasies. The gesture made him want to haul her into his arms. He wasn’t sure what he’d do next-shake some sense into her…or kiss her stupid.
“He never took it-he left us letters telling us that.”
“Letters?”
Callum had never heard anything about any letters.
“Before he shut himself up in the garage and gassed himself, he wrote letters to me and Adrian and Mum telling us that he loved us. He said he could
Her eyes filled with tears, but her pain and anger glittered through the moisture. “The whole charge was a fiction to cover administrative blunders from the financial department. You know that-you’ve already said you were sorry for framing him.”
“No!” Jeez, how had this happened? He couldn’t let her labor under such a misunderstanding. “I never said that. I was apologizing for making your father’s shame so public-I didn’t need to have been quite so gung ho, but my appointment was still fresh and I thought I needed to stamp my authority. I’ve never said his arrest was unjust. I believe people should be held accountable for their actions-”
But Miranda pulled her arm free. “I’m not listening to this garbage. You’re lying! I’ll wait for you at the car.”
By the time Callum stalked out of the Rose and Thorn fifteen minutes later, Miranda’s teeth were chattering.
She supposed it served her right. She could’ve waited in the warm hallway, but she’d been so angry, all she’d wanted was to get out of the space Callum occupied. She’d needed to breathe the clean, crisp air outside to cool down.
Without glancing in her direction, he pointed the key fob at the car and the doors unlocked. She scuttled in and Callum climbed in beside her.
When he didn’t start the car, she swiveled her head to see what the holdup was. And nearly wilted under the blast of his blue gaze.
He said softly, with lethal contempt, “I’m going to say this once more and never again. I would never have a man I believed to be innocent arrested.”
Maybe Callum didn’t know the full extent of it. “The evidence was falsified. He was framed.”
“The written admission from your father was not falsified.”
The quiet menace of his statement silenced Miranda like nothing else could have.
“And no one tampered with the evidence he produced that showed what he’d done with the money he’d misappropriated.”
Her lips parted, but the shock of what he was telling her had frozen her vocal cords. At last she stuttered, “That’s a lie.”
A muscle flexed high in his cheek but no emotion crossed his face. “You must believe what you will.”
Bile burned bitterly in the back of her throat as her stomach clenched in fear. She’d been lied to before. In the past few months, her mother and brother had both lied to her, but Callum never had. She’d even believed the lie her mother had been spinning for years about the life insurance policy paying out. Callum had debunked that myth. And he’d been telling the truth.
“You’re lying,” she said without hope.
He looked pained-as if he was hurting. Miranda leaned her head back against the head rest and closed her eyes, shutting him out. A few seconds later the car started, and soon they were back on the main road.
She pretended to sleep, but her mind ticked over.
Callum was nothing if not honest. Even when he’d asked her to marry him, he’d never iced what was essentially a practical request-albeit garnished with lashings of sex-into a romantically pretty proposal.
The hurt that seized her was unbearable. Her father wouldn’t have lied to her. It was important to believe that, to keep faith lest her whole world come tumbling down around her like a pack of fraudster’s cards.
Yet even while she clutched onto that belief, deep within her most secret heart, something withered.
Near the town of Windermere, they turned off onto a road with breathtaking views of the lake dotted with sailing craft tied up for winter. Another turn took them into a narrow lane flanked with low stone walls while snow- covered fields lay beyond.
Their speed had slowed, and Miranda knew they must be approaching their final destination.
Now that they were nearly there, Miranda wished she hadn’t let Adrian’s latest bombshell depress her, since it was that mood that had gotten her into the bridge-burning fight with Callum. There were a thousand questions she wanted to ask as he nosed the Daimler through a set of imposing wrought-iron gates and onto a drive that wound through a park.
She sat up, squinting against the bright light. The snow, the absence of livestock, the leafless trees with their bare crisscrossing branches all gave the landscape a bleak, monochromatic beauty.
Loneliness swept her.
Huddling down, she pulled the scarf Flo had given her for Christmas tighter around her neck.