at the ready!
There had been a full moon that night and he had seen Gerard from his dressing-room window. Had Gerard travelled all the way to Grenadin intent on committing fratricide? Who could tell? If he had, he’d been too late!
Once more he looked into the near future and saw himself arriving at Remnant Castle, striding stealthily down the corridor towards Clarissa’s bedroom. Clarissa would be in her bed. She would still be sleeping. He would open her bedroom door – he’d be able to hear her breathing, perhaps he’d see the rising and falling of her bosom…
He experienced another surge of youthful energy.
The once-familiar flame. He might have swallowed a dose of ethyl chloride… Why, he hadn’t felt like that for
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Clarissa woke with a start. It was terribly early, she could tell. Her heart was thumping wildly in her chest. I am on my own, she thought.
As she further drifted into consciousness, she heard the wind outside, alternately moaning and howling, hurling itself against the window panes like some demented monster intent on breaking in and devouring her.
She had had a dream. She’d seen a mouse on the floor, obviously ill, huddled and shivering, so in order to give it a quick death, she picked it up by the tail and threw it into a puddle of water. She’d heard a voice.
Thinking about it, she felt nauseous, ill. She looked down at her fingers. The only too familiar feeling of impending disaster was upon her, the sense of being poised on the very edge of chaos, the conviction that she’d never be free from the tentacles of her impossible predicament-
What time was it? Half past three? Christ.
Reaching out for the silver-plated radio on her bedside table, she turned it on. She liked listening to the BBC World Service. It soothed her…
But she found it hard to concentrate. Her ordeal, she reminded herself, was only just starting. Should she take one of her pills?
Clarissa began to pray to God. She spoke the words aloud.
She promised never to have another affair as long as she lived. She would never dine at the Ritz again. She was going to take proper care of Stephan. She would devote the rest of her life to Stephan. She wouldn’t wear lipstick in the morning. She would never wear stilettos again. She would be nice to Aunt Hortense-
‘
What was that? Sounded like some creepy radio drama. Should she change the station? Quite interesting, actually-
She listened.
‘
Wanted to kill as much as he did… No, that didn’t quite apply to her. She had aided and abetted the killer, true, but that was
The fact was, she had had no idea there was going to be a murder. If she had known Stephan had got hold of Roderick’s gun, she would have done something about it – she would have taken the gun away from him. Of course she would have.
An idea began advancing from the shadows of Clarissa’s mind slowly, gradually, like a figure emerging from a dark cave…
The codicil. The five million pounds to Peter Quin. The codicil suggested that the murder might have been carefully thought through, premeditated, planned in detail. Why hadn’t she thought of it before? It suggested that it wasn’t Stephan, poor thing, who had committed the murder, but her monster of a husband…
She gasped. She saw it very clearly now. Roderick had lured Peter Quin to La Sorciere with the sole intention of killing him. She had believed it was Stephan who killed Quin, mistaking him for Roderick, and Roderick had encouraged her to continue thinking it because it had suited his book…
That night she had agreed to everything he told her to do; she had nodded and said yes; she had been dazed, confused, in a state of shock. Roderick told her that the idea had just occurred to him as he stood looking down at Quin’s dead body – but that had been a lie.
She had been blind – yes, blind!
Roderick had
She heard the voice on the radio announce the end of the play and she rose, propping herself on her elbow. She reached out for her pale pink kimono. She put it on and sat up in bed. She was extremely cold. Her teeth chattered. The heating wasn’t working properly – but it wasn’t only the heating – she felt a chill – a particular kind of chill – there had been a sound as well-
The next moment she knew.
She saw her bedroom door open. She had locked it, but he clearly had a key. She should have barricaded herself in. Why did all the good ideas come when it was too late?
He removed his homburg with a flourish.
‘Peter Quin at your service, m’lady,’ he said with a courtly bow. ‘I don’t think I woke you up, did I? My dear Clarissa, you look
Clarissa had pulled the sheets up to her chin. She was so terrified, she could hardly move.
‘Aren’t you glad to see me?’
‘I need to dress,’ she managed to say. ‘It is very early.’
‘It is the right time, my dear. I know this on the highest authority. You don’t need to dress.
‘I need to dress. Would you leave the room for a bit?’
‘I don’t think so.’
‘Please.’
‘Your cheek is white, but I have every intention of changing that lily to a rose.’
‘No – please-’
‘
‘Don’t – please-’
‘
‘What are you talking about? You’re mad.’
He pouted. ‘I do hope this will not turn into another mortification of vain regrets.’
‘Go away!’
‘I feel it my duty to make up for the lack of post-nuptial euphoria. There was a problem then, but there’s no