I stared as she went through the same emotions Zel had as she realized she’d been miraculously saved. It gave me time to gather my wits as wel . Then I final y found the words I needed to say. “Vayl. Is there anything you want to tel me?”
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
If people hang around me long enough, they learn that I don’t appreciate surprises. Because in my case they rarely turn out to be pleasant ones. Take the time my darling sister decided to pay me a surprise visit in col ege. She walked in on a huge breakup scene and caught a flying vase in the middle of the forehead. I had to haul the poor kid to the emergency room and explain to the doctor why he was stitching up a wound meant for my “Sorry, Jaz, I just realized that I like guys” boyfriend.
So when I turned to my lover, he knew immediately that I was prepared to hurl objects large and smal , probably starting with the robokitty, if he didn’t come up with a reasonable explanation as to why a woman who looked exactly like my mother had joined Zel Culver on the opposite side of Satan’s fence.
He cleared his throat. It was the first time I could remember seeing him sweat. And so he should.
Because that wasn’t the only problem I had with this amazing coincidence. The name Zel had uttered was
Which had al been fine and good then. When I didn’t know what she looked like.
But I’d seen her before. Right here in hel . At the time I’d actual y believed she was my mother, Stel a. Mainly because she looked and talked just like her. But
At my core I knew that. But I’d wanted her, just once, to be a real mom so badly that I’d bought my own fairy tale. And I’d even had evidence to make me believe Helena was my mother. Because only someone of my bloodline could’ve left her mark on me, the curl of white hair that proved I’d been touched by a family member in hel . Which meant—
I grabbed Vayl’s arm, as if he wasn’t already tuning in to me so completely that the only reflection I could see in his eyes was my own. I said, “Your adopted daughter, Helena, is my ancestress.” I didn’t mean to sound accusing, but it sure came out that way. “You’ve been fol owing my family’s line since 1770!”
His eyes, a distant, steely blue, gave nothing away. “Yes, I have,” was al he said.
Helena, smiling gently at us through the bars, said, “It’s good to see you again, Jasmine, although I would choose happier circumstances.” She looked up at Vayl. “And you, Father? Has Lucifer final y caught you?” Her voice broke a little, tears fil ing her eyes at the question, though she stil kept hold of that angelic smile.
His brows crunched together as he turned to the girl he’d raised from the age of eleven. “My darling. What happened? How did you end up here?”
Helena had been standing in the circle of Zel ’s good arm. Now she slipped her slender fingers through the cracks in the fence. “Life was so good in America, just as you had promised us it would be,” she began. I remembered, then, how Vayl had told me that she’d married a man named John Litton. That they’d moved to the States and that, a couple of years later, she’d died after giving birth to twins.
She continued. “We thought we had escaped Roldan. But we were wrong. He came into my room after my daughters were born. He and that monstrous gorgon that rides him kil ed me and tossed my soul into the pit. But I remembered everything you taught me,” she told him proudly. “I fight here. Zel and I have organized a little pocket of resistance. It isn’t much, I suppose. But it is what we need to survive.”
“You already promised,” Zel reminded him, the practical cowboy in him finding this display a little overwhelming and somewhat unnecessary.
“Yes, we did.” Vayl spun to face me. “Jasmine, get that infernal demon out of your head. We have innocent souls to save.”
I glanced at Raoul, wondering what his reaction might be, but he and Lotus were stil scanning the horizon. Okay, mostly him. She was starting to jump every time the water bubbled or the wind sighed. So far she’d stepped on Astral’s tail and nicked Raoul. I thought if she managed not to faint before a demon cut her to bits we’d be doing very wel for ourselves.
I looked back at Vayl, who certainly hadn’t included my soul among the innocents.
I nodded as I worked my hand through the bars and offered the missing part of Zel ’s arm to him.
He gave it to Helena, who unfolded it like it was no more problematic than a lace-trimmed hanky.
Vayl and I traded intense looks. I could see his thoughts as clearly as he could read mine.