rain gusting round him and the wind; and somehow the people hid him and kept him fed while the soldiers of the Blue quartered Dorset wearily from Sherborne to Corvesgeat, from Sarum Rings to the Valley of the Giant at Cerne. John’s nuisance value rose steadily; from five hundred pounds to a thousand, from a thousand to fifteen hundred, and from that to an incredible two thousand pounds, chargeable against the accounts of the Episcopal Palace of Londinium. But of the man himself there was no sign. The rumours flew again. Some claimed he was planning a revolt against Rome, that he was lying low till he had raised a sufficient army; others said he was sick, or injured, or had fled the country; and finally, the whisper went out that he was dead. His followers, and by this time they numbered thousands, waited and mourned. But John wasn’t dead; he had moved back into ‘ the hills, following the lepers now, tracking them by their lonely, angry bells.
The clustered houses of the village lay or huddled on an exposed sweep of heathland. The cottages were of grey stone, storm-shuttered and desolate. The few trees that grew were stunted and low, carved by the wind into strange smooth shapes; their branches leaned towards the roofs as if for protection. From the place a rutted road ran, winding out across the wasteland to lose itself in distance.
Across the heath, vaguely visible in the strange light, ran a high curve of hills. Over them on a brighter day a white glower would have told of the closeness of the sea; now the dead, dust-coloured sky was empty and flat. Out of it skirled a March wind, wet and hugely blustering. It plucked at the cloak of the girl who sat patiently by the roadside a hundred yards beyond the last of the cottages. With one hand she held the rough cloth tight against her throat; her hair, escaping from the hood, flacked long and dark round her face. She watched steadily, staring out across the grey-brown of the heath towards the distant silhouettes of the hills.
An hour she waited, two; the wind seethed in the bracken, once a squall of rain lashed across the road. The hills were fading with the coming dusk when she rose and stood staring under her hand, straining her eyes at the grey gnat-blur on the very fringe of vision. For minutes she stood motionless, seeming not to breathe, while the blur advanced steadily, turned to a dark pinhead, resolved itself finally into the figure of a mounted man. The girl moaned then, an odd noise, a half-whimper deep in her throat; dropped to her knees, glared terrified at the houses and out along the road. The rider advanced, seeming to her frightened stare to move without progression, Jogging like a puppet under the vastness of the sky. Her fingers scrabbled on the road in front of her, smoothed the skirt across her thighs, touched her side as if to ease the thudding of her heart.
The man sat the donkey slackly, letting the beast pick its way. On either side of its belly his feet hung, swaying rhythmically, scraping the tops of the grasses. The feet were bare, brown-striped with blood from old cuts; the gown he wore was torn and stained by long use, its original maroon faded to a reddish grey. His face was thin, sag lines in the flesh marking former fullness, and the eyes above the tangled beard were bright and mad as those of a bird. From time to time he mumbled, bursting into snatches of song, throwing his head back to laugh at the sullen sky, waving a hand in vague gestures of blessing at the desolation round him.
The donkey reached the road finally and stopped as if uncertain of its way. Its rider waited, chanting and muttering; and the brilliant restless eyes slowly became aware of the girl. She still knelt in the road, face downcast; she lifted her head to see the stranger regarding her, hand still half raised. She ran to him then, fell to clutch the rough hem of his robe. She began to cry; the tears spilled out unchecked, coursing pathways down her grubby face.
The rider stared at her, vaguely puzzled; then he reached down and attempted to lift her. She quivered at the touch and clung tighter. ‘You… come…’ she muttered, as if to the donkey. ‘Come…’
‘The blessings of an outcast be on you,’ mumbled the stranger, tongue seeming to stumble unused over the words. He frowned, as if striving to recollect; then, ‘How beautiful on the mountains,’ he said inconsequentially, ‘are the feet of him who brings good tidings…’ He rubbed his face, tangled his fingers in his hair. ‘There was a man,’ he said slowly, ‘who talked of cures… Who needs me, sister? Who called on Brother John?’ ‘I… did…’ Her voice was muffled; she was scrabbling at the cloth of his gown hem, kissing and rubbing her face against his foot. John’s wandering attention was riveted; he tried to raise her again, awkwardly. ‘For what purpose, sister?’ he asked gently. ‘I can but pray; prayer is free to all…’
‘To cure… ‘ She swallowed and snivelled, not wanting to say the words. Then they
burst from her. ‘To cure…. by the laying-on of hands…’
‘Up…!’
She felt herself yanked to her feet, held where she had to stare at blazing eyes, their pupils contracted to pinpoints of darkness. ‘There is no cure,’ hissed John between his teeth, ‘but the mercy of God. His mercy is infinite, His compassion enfolds us all. I am but His unworthy instrument; there is no power, save the power of prayer. All else is heresy, an evil for which men die…’ He flung her back from him; then the mood passed. He wiped his forehead, slid clumsily from the donkey. ‘You shall ride, my sister,’ he said. ‘For it is not fitting I should emulate Him who entered once upon His Kingdom, riding such a beast as this…’
The words lost themselves in mumbling, blown ragged by the wind. ‘I will see your husband,’ said Brother John.
The cottage was low and cramped, sour-smelling; somewhere a baby bawled, a dog scratched for fleas on the hearth. John ducked through the doorway, guided by the timorous grip of the girl’s hand on his wrist; she closed the door behind him, fastening it by its peg and thong. ‘We keeps it dark,’ she whispered, ‘cause he reckoned that might halp…’
John moved forward carefully. Beside the fire a man sat rigidly, hands resting on his knee’s. He wore the coarse dress, the leather-reinforced jerkin and trews, of a quarryman. Beside him on a rough table stood a partially cleared plate of food and a tankard of beer; a pipe lay untouched in the hearth. His hair was over-long, hanging in thick sweeps beside his ears; his brows were level and thickly black but the eyes were invisible. Round them as a blindfold he wore a coloured kerchief, knotted behind his head.
‘He’s come,’ said the girl timidly. ‘Brother John, as’ll cure thee… ‘ She rested a hand on the man’s shoulder. He made no answer; instead he reached up gently, took her arm, and pushed her away. She turned back to Brother John, gulping. ‘Bin comin’ on this six months an’ more,’ she said helplessly. ‘First he reckoned… ‘twas like cobwebs, laid across his face. He couldn’t see no more, only in the sun. Kept on sayin’, ‘twere. dark. All the time, ‘twere dark…’ ‘Sister,’ said John quietly, ‘have you a lantern? A torch?’ She nodded dumbly, eyes on his face. ‘Then fetch it here to me.’
She brought the light, lit it with a spill from the fire. John placed the lamp where its open side glowed on the face of the blind man. ‘Let me see…’
The eyes, uncovered, were dark and fierce, in keeping with the proud, stern face. Brother John raised the lantern, angling it at the pupils, turning the head of the peasant with his fingers under the black-shadowed jaw. He stared a long time, seeing behind the corneas the milky paleness reflect back the light; then he lowered the lamp to the hearth. A long silence; then, ‘I pity you, sister,’ he said, white-lipped. ‘There is nothing I can do but pray…’
The girl stared at him in blank incomprehension; then her hands went to her mouth, and she started again to cry.
John lay that night in an outbuilding, mumbling and tossing on a pile of hay; it was only towards dawn that the trumpets and drums stopped beating in his brain and he slept.
The quarryman rose before the first light and dressed silently, not hurrying. Beside him his wife lay still, breathing steady; he touched her arm, and she moaned in her sleep. He left her and walked through the cottage, horny fingers gentle now touching furniture and the familiar backs of chairs. He unfastened the door, felt the morning air move fresh and raw on his face. Once outside he needed no more guides. The lives of the people round about were governed by the working of stone; the tiny quarries scattered through the hills were handed down from father to son through generations. Over the years his feet and the feet of his forebears had worn a track from the cottage out across the heath. He followed it, face turned up to catch the grey smearing that was all his eyes could show him of the dawn. Habit had made him take the lantern; it bumped his knee hollowly as he walked. He reached the quarry, lifted aside the pole that symbolically closed its entrance. He stood a long time inside, leaning his palms against the coolness of the stone; then he found his tools, fondled them to feel the worn smoothness his hands had given them. He started to work.
John, roused by the distant tap of hammer against stone, shook himself free of a feverish dream and turned his head to locate the sound. He rose quietly, slipped his feet into the sandals laid ready for him and padded out into the cold morning, breath rising in puffs of steam as he walked.
The girl was already at the quarry; she crouched on the ground outside, staring dumbly. From within came the rhythmic clinking as the blind man worked at the stone face, measuring, feeling, cutting by touch. A heap of
