No phone.
'When did you know for sure?'
Max's voice sounded behind him and Rafe whirled, reaching for his weapon, which he realized immediately wasn't holstered where it should be, securely under his left arm.
It dangled from Max's fingers.
Rafe considered bluffing it out, but knew by Max's expression that it was a lost cause. 'For sure? Right now.'
Max scratched the back of his head, retrieved the missing cell phone from his pocket, and shook his head with a genuine look of remorse. 'I'm really going to hate this, Hashish, old man.'
'Then don't do it.' Rafe took a half step forward.
'Too late for that, I'm afraid. I'm in too deep.'
'We can work something out, Max.' Another half step forward. 'Please.'
'I can't go to prison, Rafe. You know that, even federal. I'd be dead within a month.'
'Protective isolation.' Another half step.
'Don't bullshit a bullshitter, Hash. I know the reality.'
'Why?' Rafe asked and heard the echo of anguish in his own voice. 'Was it the money?'
Max laughed bitterly. 'Fuck, yes. What else? You know what a cop makes. You know Shirley's tastes. And L.A., man, who can live there without having a fortune?'
Filthy lucre, Rafe thought. People dead because Max wanted money.
Max must've read the disgust in Rafe's expression. 'Don't judge me, Hashish.' His voice hardened. 'Don't you dare judge me. I tried, God knows I tried hard to resist.'
He brandished the gun dramatically, emphasizing his point. 'It was just the little stuff at first. You know how it goes.' He laughed bitterly. 'Or maybe you don't. You got the lucky breaks all your life. You don't have a wife and kids. You don't know what it's like.'
'I'm sorry,' Rafe murmured, thinking how true it was. He didn't know. He'd rather die than dishonor his commitment to the department. He felt like weeping or howling or just lashing out with his fists.
But he stood quietly and eased another half step forward. 'I'm really sorry, Max.'
'Yeah, me too.'
Rafe anticipated the move a millimeter of a second before it showed in Max's eyes, spun sideways and kicked out, landing the intended blow to Max's shin before the gun exploded and he felt the sharp, deadly burn in his upper chest. Ah, shit, he thought as he toppled to the floor.
Santos waited patiently while Isabella Torres paced the interior of her office, pausing occasionally to stare at him as if the sun rose or set tomorrow based on her imminent decision. Perhaps for her it did.
After several long minutes, he dangled the bait again. 'I can tell you every single detail – names, places, dates – but I do not think you will wish to know them all.'
Indeed Santos wished
Isabella Torres turned toward the window, wrapping her arms around her waist as if to keep the core of herself – heart, lungs, soul – from spilling out.
While he waited for the attorney to make her decision, Santos remembered the night Maria had died, five years after she'd been among the very first vanload of girls that came over the border from Mexico.
When Isabella Torres turned back to him, Santos saw the steel in her jaw and the determination in her eyes. 'Yes, I want the details,' she said. 'I want to know every single moment of her life after she was stolen from us.'
'Did she suffer?'
Santos shrugged. 'How does one measure the suffering of another person?'
'Don't play games with me,' she snapped. 'You are getting – what did you call it? – an
'Vargas?'
'You expect me to believe a man like Vargas treated her well?' Her face had lost all color, but her voice dripped with scorn.
'Believe what you wish, but Diego Vargas was a younger man then and he seemed fond of her in his own way. Perhaps his later… proclivities were not fully developed.'
She nodded slowly. He realized with surprise that she believed him and took some comfort in the false knowledge.
'How did she die?'
'She perished in a car accident,' Santos answered. 'She and Diego were going from Los Angeles to Sacramento by automobile. Passing through Modesto, we hit a severe fog bank. That is when the accident occurred.' So easy to sequester a lie within the truth, he thought.