smock again, and it looked like she’d run a comb through her hair. Her eyes were puffy from crying, but she was visibly calmer, more like the flower power “it’s all beautiful” freak chick he’d met three months ago.
“One question,” he said in the doorway. “Why? Why me? Why now?”
She shrugged. “I liked you. You’re cute. Don and Mack, you know… Well, we’re all going to be together once the baby is born, and I thought-”
He cut her off. “He’s going to hurt you. And he’ll hurt the baby. He’s not going to stop.”
Fleur shook her head. She smiled blankly and said, “No, he’s not like that. I just made him jealous. He’s never like that. He’d never hit me.”
Half an hour later at the bus depot, Jordan asked the ticket vendor when the first bus for Lake Hepburn was leaving. He told Jordan there was a Greyhound departing for Sault Ste. Marie at midnight with a stop in Lake Hepburn just after 5:00 a.m.
At some point between the apartment and the bus depot, it occurred to Jordan that he had very likely committed a crime by beating Don as badly as he had. A crime that Don could report to the police, one that could land Jordan in jail. And if he was in jail, he could kiss off any chance of saving his mother from his bastard father. He looked around the station guiltily, half-expecting to see police officers coming through the doors, pointing at him and drawing their guns.
“Anything before that?”
The ticket vendor looked up and raised his eyebrows when he saw Jordan’s bruises. “Not a fan of our great city, I see. Okie-dokie, just a minute.” He checked the schedule again. “Well, lookie here. There’s a Northern Star bus leaving in an hour. Ticket’s almost half the price.” He leaned closer to Jordan. “It’s sort of an old bus, kid. Not real comfortable. If you wait for the Greyhound, you’ll have a smoother ride. You look like you could use it.”
Jordan said, “I’ll take the Northern ticket, please.”
The vendor sighed. “Round trip or one way?”
“One way, please,” Jordan said. He paid for the ticket and went to wait on one of the benches near the platform.
CHAPTER THREE
Jordan boarded the bus at six p.m., making his way to the back where, as fate would have it, he met the vampire, who was sitting in the opposite row of seats.
He smiled sympathetically at Jordan and said, “I hope you made the other guy look worse, at least?”
Jordan turned his head. “Excuse me?”
“Your face. It looks like you were in a fight.” Jordan thought the man might be in his late thirties, certainly no older than forty. He was darkhaired and clean-shaven, but his face had a thick five o’clock shadow. “Was it over a girl?”
“Yeah, it was a bad fight,” Jordan said. “And it was over a girl. And the other guy did look worse. A lot worse.”
“My name’s Richard,” the man said, extending his hand across the aisle. “Richard Weal. My friends call me Rich.”
“Hi, I’m Jordan.” He shook Weal’s hand warily. He wasn’t used to talking to strangers, but since the ride was going to be a long one, he figured it was better to be friendly than not, if only to ensure a peaceful trip.
Weal smiled. “Where’re you headed?”
“Lake Hepburn,” Jordan said. “Just before Sault Ste. Marie.” He shrugged off his jacket and put it on the seat next to him. Feeling obligated, he asked. “How about you? Going far?”
“A town called Parr’s Landing,” Weal said. “It’s been a long ride for me. I’ve been riding this bus since Ottawa. That’s five hours already. I can’t feel where my back ends and this seat begins.”
“Never heard of it,” Jordan said. He shrugged. “I mean Parr’s Landing, not Ottawa. You have family there, in Parr’s Landing?”
“It’s near Marathon.” Weal smiled again, revealing a mouthful of yellowish teeth that looked like they hadn’t been brushed in days. “On Lake Superior. In the bush. In the middle of
“So… you got family there?” Jordan repeated, more out of politeness than anything else. He’d not finished high school by the time he escaped his family tumult in Lake Hepburn and he had no idea what a PhD was. He was having a hard time following the conversation. He wondered if he’d taken more of a hit than he’d thought when he landed on the floor. His head was beginning to pulse in earnest. “I mean, in Parr’s Landing.”
Weal smiled at that. “Blood family.” He covered his mouth with his hands and giggled again. “The best kind.”
“Sorry, what?”
“Never mind.” Weal held up a thick sheaf of papers bound with a heavy clip. “I’ve been re-reading the manuscript of this book I’m writing. I’ve been editing it. It’s going to come true soon.”
“It’s going to
Weal leaned close enough to Jordan’s face for Jordan to smell his breath, which was quite foul. “I said, it’s going to be published soon.” His eyes narrowed. “Why, what did you think I said? Are you hard of hearing?”
Jordan pulled back, nauseated by the odour of Weal’s breath. “Sorry,” he said. “My head hurts pretty bad. You know, the fight.” He decided then to bring the conversation to a close. He wouldn’t have felt like talking, even to someone less unkempt and, frankly, weird. He wanted to sleep. He felt like shit and he wondered if maybe Don hadn’t actually managed to break his nose after all. He looked up the aisle, but all the free seats were in the back, where he already was. He couldn’t easily move without calling attention to his desire to distance himself from Weal and he had no desire to antagonize him, or otherwise engage his attention beyond what he still hoped was just small talk. “I think I’m going to close my eyes, Rich.” He yawned in an obvious way he hoped didn’t look too fake. “I’ll talk to you in a bit, OK? You can tell me more about your book.”
“Oh, of course, young sir,” Weal replied. He had removed the clip and was turning the pages. His nose was pressed so close it was almost touching the paper. “I do apologize for rambling a bit. It’s been a long day. I’m a bit knackered myself.” He smiled. “That said, I’ve got my book. And my tools.” He patted the hockey bag again. “Would you like me to wake you up when the driver stops in Sudbury for dinner? I imagine we’ll all be quite famished by then.”
“Sure,” Jordan lied. “Please do.” He leaned his bruised face against the cool glass of the bus window and closed his eyes. He promised himself that when the bus stopped in Sudbury, he was going to change his seat as unobtrusively as possible.
His face hurt like hell. Then he remembered the painkillers he’d stolen from Don’s bathroom. He reached into his knapsack and took out two of the pills. He swallowed them dry, trying in vain to work up a mouthful of spit to ease their passage down his throat. He gagged at the acrid dry taste. He remembered the whiskey in his bag and took a long pull straight from the bottle. He shivered, his eyes watering. His face
The pills had an immediate effect. A slide show of mental images flickered across the screen of his mind-his