Caenis surveyed the celebrating crowd with naked disgust. Vaelin couldn’t hear the word he mouthed but the shape of his lips carried the meaning clearly enough: “Scum.”
Nortah disappeared into the care of the masters as soon as they were within the walls of the Order House. It was obvious from the guarded looks of the other boys and the glares of the masters that word of their adventure had sped ahead of their return.
“ We’ll see to him,” Master Checkrin said, relieving them of Nortah’s burden, lifting him easily in his muscle thick arms. “You lot get to your room. Do not come out until ordered. Do not talk to anyone until ordered.”
To ensure the instruction was followed Master Haunlin accompanied them to the north tower, the burnt man’s usual passion for song evidently quelled by the circumstances. When the door slammed behind them Vaelin was sure the master was waiting outside. Are we prisoners now? he wondered.
In the room they set aside their gear and waited.
“ Did you get my boots?” Vaelin asked Caenis.
“ I didn’t get the chance. Sorry.”
Vaelin shrugged. The silence stretched.
“ Barkus nearly shagged a tart behind the ale tent,” Dentos blurted. He always found silence particularly oppressive. “Right saucy bint she was too. Tits like melons. Right brother?”
Barkus stared balefully at his brother from across the room. “Shut up,” he said flatly.
More silence.
“ You know they’ll give you your coins if you get caught?” Vaelin said to Barkus. Occasionally girls from Varinshold and surrounding villages turned up at the gate with swollen bellies or squalling infants in tow. The guilty brother would be forced into a hasty joining ceremony conducted by the Aspect and given his coins plus an extra two, one for the girl and one for the child. Oddly, a few boys actually seemed happy to be leaving under such circumstances although others would protest their innocence, but a truth test by the Second Order would soon prove the matter one way or the other.
“ I didn’t bloody do anything,” Barkus sputtered.
“ You had your tongue down her throat,” Dentos laughed.
“ I’d had a few ales. Besides, it was Caenis getting all the attention.”
Vaelin turned to Caenis, seeing a slow flush creeping up his friend’s cheeks. “Really?”
“ Not half. All over him they were. ‘Ooh, isn’t he pretty?’”
Vaelin suppressed a laugh as Caenis began to blush furiously. “I’m sure he resisted manfully.”
“ I dunno,” Dentos mused. “A few more minutes I reckon we’d’ve had a whole troop of pretty bastards at the gates in nine months time. Lucky some drunk came in and started shouting about a fight between the Crows and the Order.”
Mention of the fight brought the silence again. It was Barkus who finally said it: “You don’t think they’ll kill him do you?”
The room was growing dark before the door opened and Master Sollis strode in, a mountainous anger dominating his expression. “Sorna,” he grated. “Come with me. The rest of you get a meal from the kitchens then go to bed.”
The urge to ask about Nortah was overwhelming but Sollis’s thunderous visage was enough to keep them silent. Vaelin followed him down the stairs and across the courtyard to the west wall, all the time watching for any sign of his cane. He expected to be led to the Aspect’s chambers but instead they made their way to the infirmary, finding Master Henthal tending Nortah. He was laid in bed, his face slack, half-lidded eyes unfocused and dimmed. Vaelin knew the look; sometimes boys with grievous injuries had need of strong medicine which took the pain away but left them out of touch with the world.
“ Redflower and Shade Bloom,” Master Henthal explained as Vaelin and Sollis entered. “He was raving when he came round. Gave the Aspect a nasty whack before we got him under control.”
Vaelin moved to the bed, heart heavy with the sight of his brother. He looks so weak…
“ Will he be all right, Master?” he asked.
“ Seen it before, raving and thrashing about. Usually happens to men who’ve seen a battle too many. He’ll sleep soon. When he wakes he’ll be shaky but himself again.”
Vaelin turned to Sollis. “Has the Aspect made judgement, Master?”
Sollis glanced at Master Henthal who nodded and left the room. “Judgement is not warranted,” Sollis replied.
“ We wounded the King’s soldiers…”
“ Yes. If you had been more attentive to my teaching, you might have killed them.”
“ The Lord Marshal…”
“ Does not command here. Nortah disobeyed instruction for which punishment should be levied. However, the Aspect feels punishment has been levied already. As for you, your disobedience was in defence of your brother. Judgement is not required.”
Master Sollis moved to the far side of the bed and placed a hand against Nortah’s brow. “His fever should fade when the redflower wears off. He’ll feel it though, feel the pain like a knife, sticking in his guts, twisting. Pain like that can either make a boy into a man or a monster. It is my opinion that the Order has seen enough of monsters.”
Vaelin understood it then; Sollis’s anger. It’s not us, he realised. It’s what the King did to Nortah’s father, what that did to Nortah. We’re his swords, he beats us into shape. The King has spoiled one of his blades.
“ My brothers and I will guide him,” Vaelin said. “His pain will be ours. We will help him bear it.”
“ See that you do.” Sollis looked up, his gaze more intense than usual. “When a brother goes to the bad there is but one way of dealing with him, and brother should not kill brother.”
Nortah came round in the morning, his groan waking Vaelin who had stayed beside him through the night.
“ What?” Nortah gazed around with bleary eyes. “What’s this…?” Seeing Vaelin he fell silent, the light of memory returning to his eyes as his hand went to the lump on the back of his head. “You hit me,” he said. Vaelin watched the dreadful knowledge flood back, draining Nortah’s face of colour and making him slump under the weight of his sorrow.
“ I’m sorry, Nortah,” Vaelin said. It was all he could think to say.
“ Why did you stop me?” Nortah whispered through tears.
“ They would have killed you.”
“ Then they would have done me a service.”
“ Don’t talk like that. I doubt your father’s soul would have dwelt happily in the Beyond knowing that you had followed him there so soon.”
Nortah wept silently for a while and Vaelin watched him, a hundred empty condolences dying on his lips. I don’t have the words, he realised. There are no words for this.
“ Did you see it?” Nortah asked finally. “Did he suffer?”
Vaelin thought of the clatter of the trap and the exultation of the crowd. A fearful knowledge to take into the Beyond that so many rejoiced at your death. “It was quick.”
“ They said he stole from the King. My father would never do that, he cherished the King and served him well.”
Vaelin seized on the only comfort he could offer. “Prince Malcius said to tell you that he grieves also.”
“ Malcius? He was there?”
“ He helped us, made the Crows let us go. I thought that he recognised you.”
Nortah’s expression softened a little, becoming distant. “When I was a boy we would ride together. Malcius was my father’s student and often came to our home. My father taught many boys of the noble houses. His wisdom in state craft and diplomacy was famed.” Nortah fumbled for the cloth on the table nearby and wiped the tears from his face. “What is the Aspect’s judgement?”
“ He feels you have been punished enough.”
“ Then I am not even granted the mercy of release from this place.”
“ We were both sent here at the behest of our fathers. I have respected my father’s wishes by staying here although I do not know why he gave me to the Order. Your father also would have had good reason for sending you here. It was his wish in life, it will remain his wish now he is with the Departed. Perhaps you should respect
