“I believe Vianne di Rocancheil et Vintmorecy is capable of caring for herself in some small ways,
I had thought Vianne would not have disappeared without taking leave of my mother, and I further thought my mother would be easily blandished into telling me more of my darling’s plans.
My father was of the opinion that questioning servants would give us a direction, so we would at least know whither she was bound. I hoped he was having better luck.
It was odd—he and I did not speak of anything other than the task to be done, and we seemed easier with each other now than we ever had. At least he understood that to
If he cursed me for whatever had caused her to take this course, it did not matter. I was already busy cursing myself. The fact that Vianne must have been planning this before I proved myself such a beast—perhaps even before Adrien di Cinfiliet whispered his poison in her ear—did not alter my self-loathing.
“
She nodded, slowly. “Vianne… did mention summat of that.”
I took the cup she had poured for me.
I watched my mother struggle, her calm cracking slightly.
A Left Hand knows how to let silence work upon the holders of secrets. In the absence of rougher methods, it is surprisingly effective. Those who do not bend under the weight of a conscience must be approached with other methods.
But my mother was not a difficult castle to siege.
“
I dropped my gaze to my cup.
She poured her own chai, silently arranged a plate of dainties—of course, my father would see to it that my mother had those little things she loved. The things that made her so gentle, and so unlike him.
She set the plate between us, with her usual well-bred precision. Finally, she spoke again. “She did not say much.”
I kept staring as if the spiced liquid in my cup held the solution to the Unanswerable Riddle. My face was frozen into a mask of quiet suffering, and I hoped its expression was even now wringing her heart.
“Only that the Aryx must be used to protect, and that she could not fully make it do as she wished without you. Since you are her Consort. She said it was the Blessed’s idea of a jest, perhaps.”
“
Of all the questions I expected, that was the last. A sigh took me by surprise, tension unstringing. My shoulders dropped. “Would it do any good? I am a disappointment,
“No. Never.” She moved the plate slightly, her slim fingers so soft.
Like Vianne’s. Not for them the rasp of swordhilt, or the cold and hunger of uncertainty, or the screaming chaos of battle. They were not fit for it, and without their small rooms and bright chai-pots, their gloves and curls and soft brushing skirts, what was all the rest of the unpleasantness
His disappointment was at least expected. Hers would be more difficult to endure.
“You are so
My eyebrows raised to hear such language from her. It took all my control to keep my face down and my tone soft. “A light touch? She does not even need that,
“Do whatever it is you
Now that was surprising. “I had no idea you were religious.”
“I am not overly religious, no. But it would take a fool not to see the hands of the Blessed in this.”
Jiserah was the Blessed responsible for marital harmony. I wondered if her grace on my wedding day would do me much good now, did I make an offering a-Temple. “Gods or no gods,
“I do not think she trusts the Council.”
I went utterly still. The chair under me was far too finely carved for my comfort; it could tip me at any moment. “What?”
“Before she left, she told me in confidence…” My mother glanced at the open window. She leaned forward, the struggle she waged with herself clearly visible. “Tristan, she told me she suspects one or more of the Council are d’Orlaans’s creatures. That was why she had to leave. There was… an attempt. To kidnap her, to take her outside the walls.”
The cold was all through me. This was the missing piece of the puzzle. “When?”
“Just before the Damarsene arrived. She… the Pruzian, he fought them off. They were d’Arquitaine. Lowlanders, not mountainfolk. One said a name, but she would not tell me.” My mother’s soft cheeks were now damp, and another tear turned crystalline on her lashes, touching the fine lines at the corners of her eyes made by smiling. “The Pruzian was wounded, and Vianne… she sought to use the Aryx. It worked, but not well, and she was hard-pressed. Twas when she suspected she needed you to wield it properly.”
“She swore me to secrecy.” My mother bit her lip. “Even your father does not know of this. She thought to protect you,
For now I would be doubly watchful of those old men. An attempt to take her person from Arcenne, and her