circumstances Hallock would have pulled off the road. But he couldn't do that now. Now they had to creep along the back road, both of them hanging out of the windows, trying to see, trying to keep on the right side, but not too far over.
Colin knew there was a possibility that when they made it to Drew's barn, he and Annie might not be there. He was sure that Drew had gotten to her somehow, but chances of him taking her to his barn were slim. Still, they had to check it out. He couldn't allow himself to think that Annie might already be dead; it was totally unacceptable.
There were no lights on the back road, but in the distance, on Colin's side, he could see a glow through the downpour. He pulled in his head.
'I think we're here,' he said, water running down his face.
Hallock slowed to a stop. 'Get out and see, will you, Maguire?'
Colin opened the door, jumped out. The wind buffeted him backwards against the car, flattening him as if he were a bug. Rain stung his face. He cupped his eyes with both hands, tried to see. Something was swinging near him, its iron creakiness cutting through the storm.
He pushed against the wind, moving forward until he crashed against something hard. It was the sign to Drew's antique barn. Calculating the distance to the drive from memory, he got back in the car.
'About six feet, Waldo. Six feet and turn right.'
The car inched forward as both men tried to gauge six feet.
Colin pulled his head in, 'Now. Turn now.'
Hallock did, and they felt the wheels grip the entry road as they drove slowly forward up to the barn.
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She knew he was only four or five yards away from her at best. This was no time to panic, not now. Then a new feeling of calm descended, her hands stopped shaking, her heart slowed. She read the directions on the extinguisher again, and this time she saw the pin. She pulled but the pin didn't move. There was rust around the hole. She pulled again. Nothing.
'Come on out, Annie,' Drew yelled. 'If you come out I'll do it quick. If you don't I'm going to take my time.'
Still calm, she gave the pin a wrenching tug and it slipped out, almost making her lose her balance. Next she unhooked the black hose from its holder. Standing up, she lifted the extinguisher in her arms. It was heavy but manageable. She placed herself at the edge of the stall so that as Drew came past she could squeeze the lever, aiming the hose at him.
As she listened for his footsteps, she thought of the possibility that the extinguisher might not function. It was obviously old. And even if it did, what then? Time. It would buy her more time. She knew now there was another way down, and she would try and find it.
'Last chance,' Drew called.
He sounded closer. Eight or ten feet away. She held the extinguisher in one aching arm, balancing it on her hip, and with the other hand she pointed the nozzle like a gun. She was ready.
The floor creaked as Drew came closer. Another step. She still felt in control.
And then suddenly there was a crashing sound. Louder than the music. It was coming from below. At first she didn't know what it was, but then realized it was someone hammering against the barn doors. She forced herself to block out the sound so she wouldn't be distracted as she listened for Drew's footsteps.
The second story was silent. The banging from below continued. She wondered if Drew was diverted by it. Maybe he'd gone back in the other direction, away from her. Desperately she wanted to look, to move forward just an inch so she could see. She dared not.
'YAH!' he screamed and jumped in front of her, the knife held in one upraised hand. His sudden movement sent her back a step, but she didn't lose her balance as she squeezed the lever, the nozzle pointed at Drew's face.
The foam shot out, hitting him in the eyes. He dropped the knife and reeled backwards, screaming. Annie advanced and squirted more at his face, his eyes. He kept on screaming, twisting, turning, and then he was at the open place in the railing where the ladder had been. She watched him teeter for an instant, and then he fell, screaming.
Annie dropped the extinguisher and ran to the edge just as he landed on top of the iron unicorn, its horn running through him from back to front. He hung there like a speared fish, blood staining his shirt, his eyes open wide as though he couldn't believe his rotten luck.
Dizzy, Annie grabbed the railing. She knew he was dead, knew she had killed him, but she felt no guilt. Perhaps later. The banging and yelling continued and she thought she heard her name being called, thought it sounded like Colin. Swaying for a moment, she rested her hand on the railing; then, feeling stronger, she began to limp in the direction Drew had come from. She would find the way down. The way back to life.
LOOKING BACK-25 YEARS AGO
A memorial was held last Friday morning in the Seaville High School auditorium for the victims of the Razzamatazz fire on June 10th. Twelve people died in the blaze. The Mayor read a eulogy and various friends and family of the deceased contributed reminiscences. Grace Gildersleeve sang 'Nearer, My God To Thee.' It was a very moving occasion for the next of kin as well as saddened villagers. Repercussions of the fire will be with citizens of Seaville for a long time to come.
FORTY
Colin held Annie in his arms. She had begun to cry and so had he. He cried for Alicia and Todd and Nancy because they were dead. And he cried for Annie, thankful she was alive.
Across the room Hallock stared down at the body of Jim Drew Perkins, still astonished by the man's elaborate scheme to avenge the deaths of his parents. He wondered what the boy would have become had there never been a fire at the Razzamatazz Club. He shook his head. There'd never be a way of measuring, toting up cause and effect. And in the end, Hallock wondered, how important was that anyway? The only thing that really mattered was that the reign of terror on the North Fork was over.
He walked across the barn to where the phone rested on a roll top desk, picked up the receiver, and punched out a number. This first call was to the M.E., and the second would be to Gildersleeve. And then he would call Schufeldt. He grinned. Oh, how sweet it is, he thought. When all those calls were made he would phone Fran, ask her if he could come home. He realized what a fool he'd been, taking out his hurt pride, his bruised male ego, on the one person who loved him unconditionally-the one person he loved more than anyone or anything. And as for her involvement in her causes, he realized that a part of him was proud of her, glad that she had principles. He wouldn't want her any other way. Somehow he would make it up to her, take her away on a vacation, make love with her four times a day. Well, two, maybe.
Colin stroked Annie's hair, kissed her cheek. 'It's okay, Annie, it's okay now.'
She looked up into his brown eyes, wiped a tear from his cheek. 'It's so awful,' she said. 'The whole thing's so ugly and awful.'
'I know.'
'And I feel so bad about Mark.'
He nodded. 'Me, too.' Colin knew it would never be the same between Mark and him again. Each of them had suspected the other. How would there ever be room for trust after that? Besides, after what Waldo had told him about Mark and Julia Dorman, he'd lost all respect for the man. He would have to leave the paper, move somewhere else.
As if Annie had read his mind she said, 'I think I'll have to find another parish. Too much has happened here. Too many wounds.' Instinctively she looked across the room at Jim Drew, shuddered, and turned away.
