“It” twitched. “No,” Dell said, both to her and to his dick’s unspoken and hopeful question of getting lucky.
“Are you sure? Maybe I should… look.”
He opened his eyes and met her worried ones.
“I worked at a medical center for eight years, remember?”
Because he wasn’t ready to move-or let her look,
“I was in charge of… everything.”
He choked out a laugh. “So what’s so different from now?”
That earned him a small smile and she wrapped her fingers around his wrist and tried to lift his hand off his groin. Her fingers brushed against him and in spite of the fact that he was still hurting, he got hard. Perfect. “Jade-”
“If you’re bruising up, we need to ice-”
“I’m not bruising.”
She pulled his hand away and stared down at the crotch of his basketball shorts.
He lifted his head and looked, too, the both of them taking in the very obvious bulge between his legs. “I think I’m going to live,” he said wryly.
She swallowed hard and wet her lips.
Groaning, he thunked his head back on the floor. “Not helping.”
Her gaze met his, and that’s when they heard it. The front door slamming shut. And then Adam’s boots on the cellar steps.
Jade leapt to her feet and practically ran for her sweatshirt, which she was just pulling over her head when Adam appeared. Jade sent his brother a weak smile. “He might not be in fighting condition at the moment.”
And then she was gone.
Adam looked at Dell prone on the mat. “She flatten you?”
“Yeah.”
Adam just shook his head. “Food?” Then he went back upstairs, apparently in search of said food.
Dell rolled to his knees, disgusted with himself.
Ten
Dell spent Sunday deep in the Bitterroot Mountains with Brady and Adam, working volunteer S &R. Late that night they’d located the lost hiker and flown back to Sunshine.
Brady went home to Lilah. Adam had a class to give.
So Dell was on his own, and he crashed early in his own bed. Not that being exhausted helped him sleep. He woke up several times, the latest at dawn when Gertie leapt on his bed and slobbered on his face.
Her version of the good-morning kiss.
He shoved her off him and got into the shower. At Belle Haven he rode Kiwi, then let himself into the office just as Jade arrived. He’d called her several times since Saturday night, all of which she’d ignored.
Which made sense. He’d invited her over for self-defense training, promising to teach her moves to make her feel safe. And then he’d turned into a fifteen-year-old boy and gotten hard in class. “Jade.”
She had the phone headset on. She raised a finger to indicate she needed a minute. He could see now that she was accessing the center’s messages from their service, typing them into the spreadsheet that she had up on her screen. She was crazy about her spreadsheets. She’d uncovered Peanut, and the parrot was preening and humming to herself. Beans was watching Peanut with avid, narrow-eyed interest.
Gertie had found the sole sunny spot in the room and was already snoring.
Jade’s fingers were a whirl on her keyboard. She worked hard here, and she was his responsibility, as much as any of the animals were. He took that very seriously.
He wanted her to be able to count on him.
Always.
Which meant he needed to work on the self-control. The only thing that kept him coming back to the straight- andnarrow was that clearly she’d been hurt. Some fucker had put his hands on her and terrorized her, and seeing her suffer the aftereffects killed him.
That was not to say that having her sweet, curvy body so intimate with his wasn’t having a toll.
It was.
And that toll had kept him up at night. Hell, last night he’d had to get up at two in the morning to abuse himself in the shower.
He probably should have abused himself again this morning just to cover his bases.
Jade’s fingers were a blur on her keyboard, but then suddenly she stopped and pulled off her headset. “Twenty-five messages today. Must be Monday.”
“Jade, about Saturday night-”
“I never thanked you.”
This derailed him. “What?”
She lifted her head and met his gaze. “For spending so much time with me.”
“Sure, but I wanted to apologize for-”
“Nothing,” she said, shaking her head. “You have nothing to apologize for. It was my fault. I, um, put my hand… there, and then it-”
She broke off suddenly, eyes locked on something over his shoulder.
Dell turned around to find Adam standing there, brows up.
“Don’t stop on my account,” Adam said. “It’s just getting good.”
Dell blew out a breath and considered killing him but he had patients arriving. “Go away.” He turned back to Jade, but she was gone, heels churning up the big reception area as she went to the wall of files and began pulling down the day’s scheduled patients.
“So,” Adam said, “she put her hand where?”
Two days later, Jade was sitting in Lilah’s kennels. They were in Lilah’s office, surrounded by Abigail the duck, Lulu the lamb, and several dogs, all snoozing.
It was naptime in Lilah’s world.
Lilah and Jade were munching on deli sandwiches, which Jade had brought over to spend her lunch hour with some female company.
“He’s going to be back any minute,” Lilah was saying as she decimated a pickle, talking about her favorite subject.
Brady, of course.
Dell had been gone all morning with Brady, out on a ranch about a hundred miles east where Brady had flown him, taking care of a difficult high-end breeding mare’s birth.
“It didn’t go well,” Lilah said, patting one of the dogs who lifted its head and sniffed. Twinkles belonged to Brady, but Lilah considered him hers. She handed him a piece of turkey from her sandwich. “In fact, it went awful.”
“What do you mean?” Jade asked.
“They lost the mare. She’d stroked out and Dell had to put her down.”
“Oh no,” Jade breathed.
